Chasing understanding , seeking knowledge , building roads with thorns and Pain . Unaware of the calling that were created for. Or even able to understand why this breath we were given each single day. The picture has not been clear, yet. Looking back to see how far you have walked, how many mountains you have to climb , how many valleys you have passed by and lived in.Still the road seems so long , wide and unclear .Being thirsty , hungry and even you thought you are done. Looking at each feature you meet or even touch. It is different , in each inch you have walked in and each tunnel you were trapped in. That breath that fainted sometimes and sometimes it can't stop.
Are you chasing life or something else? Are you looking for a meaning or a deeper thing that is pulling you away from the life you have been in . That sound , that voice that you couldn't resist . Are you dreaming or it is real and can be lived? Look at the mirror that creature that once you have known her , is she still alive or she doesn't exist any more? Are you willing to look at her again or you totally forget who she is ?
A sandy road , long fences , holding many books , trying to keep them so close to you . Looking for a way out that dry road .Taking breath , no drop of water seemed around . Light goes ,darkness comes .And you are running , fears are filling your heart . No livings around ,even the skies are so dark . Are there any creatures around? Your voice is unheard . Your vision is unseen .walking the way all way long , looking for hope .
This unknown that is pulling you from anything around .You can't see anything else . Only it is you who can do that , it is written before you , your eyes is reading it every where you go . You can't see faces or any other detail around . You are somewhere else in this world . Looking for signs ,pieces around to grasp the meaning for it . It is there .It is written and all the time you are looking for it to understand and live it .
Refusing any type of anything else does not align with what you read and looking for .You have seen it before . You have experienced it before . You are already done with it . What brings hurt became so clear to you so, you don't need it anymore. Cry out , calling upon Him to save . For you know how much He cares . He created you .He made you the way you are .He shaped you the way he desired you to be .He is your loving father who is waiting for you to know His loving Kindness away from all the hurt you have been in . He wants you to experience His loving kind way of grace .
Is that what pulling you out of any kind of life around ? The world sees the outside .They measure the flesh not the spirit .If you don't fit , here comes the hurt . If you don't obey , punishment, trials and so many hard things will turn to be your everyday life .The world gets you confused , troubled , unsettled and never see hope or a way out . This is not from Him who loved us so much that he gave His only begotten son Jesus Christ as a better sacrifice , paying my debt , carrying my burden , giving me life by giving his life on the cross .
He called me even before i was born. He carries me even in the wilderness .He is my father , companion , refuge and my God .The longing for understanding who He is and he is teaching me through His loving Kindness who He is . Showing me love not fears, welcoming me not rejecting me as Iam His .Iam His creation .Iam His child and to who I belong . I carried my life at the cross , where every end is a start .A start for a new life ,a new beginning in Him . he gives me my breath because he wants me to live , to witness His loving kindness and learn who He really is . I can't describe my relationship with Him in a million word. He is more than that . He is the food for my soul and my daily bread ,Have you ever thought of Him ? Our Mighty King and LORD of lords?
Opening the gate of hope for me , to restore my strength , my life and live my everyday life through Him .Experiencing His loving Kindness that surrounds me since even I was born .He made everything already and wants me to understand that . Thank you Jesus for all what you have done .
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