It Is Not A Rocket Science

For the years I have been trailed and still, life comes with the hardest lesson you could ever face. Smiley faces with spikes. Masks cover a whole different identity of what is seen or pretended to be. Wondering where can you find a true face of life not fake ones. Wearing a mask became the true identity of the 21st century delusional realities we live in. The core point is which mask are you wearing and why? From the deep bottom of my heart I come to believe what I see is not the whole truth. What I hear is not the whole truth and sometimes things are twisted. Repetitive patterns of breaking trust so you keep your authority and control over the place you are in.The game of life sharks against gold fishes. And Man can't you stand this rough wave of sharks ? Can't you survive the whip of their tail? Can't you look normal around? Really, you want to survive? and why you want to survive if you are looked at as a good bait? Oh! Jesus, never imagined one day that me will be looked at a bait to fish more sharks in the ocean so my existence or survival doesn't matter for the sharks that control the situation and have authority to do whatever they want to do with people like me.


And here comes the question mark do we really believe that humans have value to have life of their own choice? Can they have their dignity and self respect as humans without being misused or not considered as full humans are able to understand and do what is best for their own? or Do they have to fall as victims of their circumstances?   What represent life in the world of sharks? Choosing to say No to anything depreciate your value as a human worthy of life, life filled with respect- trust and dignity, sometimes is not the right solutions for the sharks who see you as a good bait for a complex agenda and more blood shedding in a message of wrong doing or condemnation , tracing you like shadows, make sure that you fell into the trap and no way out. Make your world so tight that you hardly can see a ray of hope, again power and authority are playing their double edged game, smile with a sword in hand . You know this route and what it leads to, using you as a no value sacrifice , as a front line to vicious agendas .Another question is rising itself why are we here on earth? Why are we giving minds and life? Why are we shaped this way not another? There is a reason for this. You are not given a mind and life to be smashed like a hot potato or being isolated from what is called real life. So hard to absorb tens and tens of negative messages on daily basis and you can not argue with each one of them. You do not want to give it a chance to think about it twice as this is not what I was made for. God made me for me. God made me to be His servant to sow a seed of kindness through the way I go. There is alot of hurt in this life, unspoken hurt. Abusive people, you can not change them they love the way they are, this is how they get their way in life to be at the top of their abused person. It is not their fault to abuse you. It is your fault that you gave them the chance to do this to you.


Abusing is a sickness, a person who tends to abuse or hurt others is sick . His/her sickness is incurable so why you choose a lost battle and hoping they will change. What made them like this either they were abused till the death or this is how they learnt to get their way. All their behaviors always justified and because of your silence their voice is louder than you. They win , you lose. They have control you lose control.They understand what they are doing, you are clueless. You are the one who takes all responsibility for any hurt comes into your life. You are giving the chance to be hurt over and over so no matter how angry you could be.No matter how sad you could ever be, no matter how hurt you have or bitterness in your heart.You have to fix yourself. It is not a rocket science ,it is  simple and clear , the main focus is on you to fix yourself. To identify the red flags and the repetitive patterns that keep repeating themselves. Something in you is representing a message to others that you are ok with hurt and abuse. Not everyone you meet has a noble heart. Admit it you are presenting a message to the world that you have been victimized and it is ok to be done again , so shame on you not anyone else. Shame on you not to stand out as a full creation of The ONE and The ONLY God.  Shame on you that you believe the false messages again and again. Shame on you that you think that you are in a different world and everything is perfect. Shame on you that you listen to the words and you fall asleep and not be awake. Shame on you no to save your self-respect and walk freely within the spirit ,Trusting God and why He made you the way you are. No one has authority over you but God. You have freewill to choose and live the life that you believe in.    If there is no clear messages so it is no no. It s no if what is said not honoring Him. It is no if what is said break your dignity and self worth. It is no if what is being done by demolishing your existence within the universe. It is no if there is no clear boundaries for your self-respect.

Take your time, to understand who you truly are ,and as long as you are convinced with what is right for you. No one else will have authority over your life but God and you. It is your identity within Him not in the world By: Manal Eweis" The Old Ancient Woman"