Writing a story in a new perspective is not an easy task to be done in one of ten steps as it is now available on the internet. Some stories needs time and patience to be weaved in the right direction of life. Either it is your story or my story,God has the final word. Trust God with all your heart ,soul and mind.
Looking back seeing how far I walked and how far I have learnt on the other side of the world. Reaching a point don't tell me a story, walk me through it , by means let me live it. Introducing the shiny phase of a culture is not fair to make conclusions. Yes, this shiny part does exist , and shaping a huge part of laws, protocols and huge broad road map that will continue till our lord and savior comes back again, and yet that shiny phase forms only 1% of the whole world which relies on the 99% to keep them on top of the world.
Money births money it never dries out once you come to make that stone and brand ,the market operates itself . The older you get, the more money comes in, consumers put it in the front line of their daily life consumption. The Name markets itself. In between you have this ladder of personnel that have to keep this system running and here comes the contradiction of stories. Your position within this ladder that what makes sense to everything. The money does exist, the distribution process that what makes the socioeconomic gap exists all over the world. So it is not one nation philosophy or strategy. It all comes to the links in between the lines. Don't ask why this person get accepted or promoted and you are not. it all goes back to the inner dynamics within the association or corporate office who fits in most and who align with the vision of the organization and the system running the business. It is all a matter of fitting in . Blocks within the system not welcomed to misfits.
We live in a very competitive world, requires your readiness to go further than your limits, higher skills and preparedness. No second thought and keep the wheel running and if you don't fit in , you have to accept what has been offered to you as priority comes to who fits within the organization first then we don't know exactly about you ,sorry.......
Being highly educated is an old fashion as knowledge is changeable as well with the market. What you have may not fit in the today requirements of the market. Listening to many stories about fighting for lives, never give up difficulty and don't surrender. I found myself many times giving up, surrender and don't fight. Iam not a fighter Iam a human God made me the way Iam .Iam a thinker and seeking peace around me which has been received as a defeated spirit and in boxed in this frame and built a reputation of a whiny woman who is not standing strong to get what she wants .
When a picture is drawn about you, it won't change that is the reputation that walks with you wherever you go. That draws my attention about how we present ourselves into live and how others receive us can affect the path of your life and build this person you are not aware if she does exist or not.
So interesting that my quietness not to fight back and trying to keep my peace is received as an ignorance and inability to cope up with the world around me. Many indicators to tell me watch out you are being outcast, you are being in boxed in the frame of inability to perform in a high standard, inability to be treated equal or getting the job that may match the true you? Watch out for the alarms that as keeping sending their way to you, sorry you are not qualified. Sorry you are not fitting in the position that is posted, sorry we have priority to so and so, sorry you are not supposed to be here. All recommendations is to inbox me within a certain community not being free to choose what I want be within the new life God has given to me freely.
There is a voice that telling me, my story is a new version of me, giving away all the old and what has done is done and walking with God in a whole complete journey trusting Him with the out come, saying sorry fro each one wanted to take a piece of me and leaving me like a rag on the high way of homelessness and not being valued as a child of God. Sorry for each one who wanted me as a personal property not equally created and equally valued. Sorry for each one who abused and misused me not considering God's justice and fairness on earth as it is in heaven. Sorry for each one bullied me, called me names and hold me back and undermined my ability to be what God wants me to be. Iam not alone Iam walking with a Mighty God who reigns the earth and the heavens. I am a daughter of a living king who shows mercy upon my mistakes who forgives me unconditionally without blame. His breath is within me I am breathing His gracious goodness so don't judge me . I walk each step knowing that He is carrying me, watches over me and Iam His loyal servant wherever I go. All earthly things are a filthy rag for me, we make things, things don't make us and in all what we do we give Him all the glory .
Even I walk in the middle of the shadow of death, I know His is with me, He will never leave me nor forsaken me. He will allow me to tell a new version of a story to show His awesome power in creating a misfit like me. In God we trust. By : Manal Eweis" The Old Ancient Woman"
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