It is a big deep sigh coming from my hurting heart. Yes. I admit it. Witnessing on daily basis how hurt can shape a big angle of its expansion to the world. It came to my mind here in the world we hear and see what is called bias, prejudice, discrimination, hatred, persecution, segregation, terms that are created by humans from one generation to another and are being taught from one generation to another.Yet, another term that we are not focused on so much due to speed wheel of responsibilities, and the fear of not surviving the race and status of life.
It is a fierce undeclared battle run on daily basis especially at small business, in each story you can see the hurt that had been done to a person and how it affect their perception of everyone around them . You come to know those who are attempting to hurt you, already had been hurt. Looking for someone weaker to through their hurt upon either physically, verbally, or mentally. All ache is arousing when situations occurred. The most powerful among them is the most hurt person over the years of their lives.
Anger projects itself, stress, negativity all are energy suckers, all they think of at this point is to get the anger out, unconsciously hurting another, someone has to take the burning fire within on. Thinking of what we always be reminded at the church wherever I am , I am a child of God. In reality it is a marathon of survival,God is not the core, sometimes you hear the word God or Jesus being said like fashion to show off. You don't feel the sincerity in proclaiming it, as action are the true reflection of our thoughts and feelings which are shown in our actions. So, I come to convince myself that not everything I hear or see is true. Actions speak louder than words. No one will walk life for you, it is your responsibility to walk your life, your own journey. Don't count on others' promises or praise or complements, be aware of who you are and who you belong to and How He made you this way .It is not anymore about common sense ,it is about common fulfillment within of who you are in God's eyes.
If we see most of the conflicts around the world, it is all about the fore teachings that had been established and structured within building communities. You see in Sunni countries , Shiite are not allowed in religious jobs or politics or congress. So they focus on Science and Mathematics and do the religious matters and politics in Shiite countries. So in Shiite countries all other religions are minorities Sunni and Jews and Christians . Also in Sunni countries, Christians , Jews are minorities they do not have the full freedom to hold certain position due to the common sense of the country. In Buddhist countries , it is hard to declare different religions to have authority as well. and the list goes on even in Western Culture minorities have to shape their own rules and laws that guarantee the authority of the group and eliminate anyone else don't belong to the group and this shapes a hierarchy of polices and certain structures hard to break.
This hierarchy decides who is in and who is out. How the shape of the community has to be. So minorities do shape great shifting power in economics, politics, and wealth. I call them the life ahead concentrations. To play by their rules it is a challenging game especially to a disarmed person like me. So what disarmed here means" You are one person, no family, no connections, no authority . no influence by any status you are none, literally non if you are give a sort of life, you have to be grateful, to have a point of view or a dream who are you, you are old, out of fashion, you have acne, spots, all over your face, bad foot, missing two teeth, wearing glasses, out of the world, not professional , living day by day wage" So who you are and what do you want? These are the messages that are delivered by the world around. Messages do not give you hope of a better life or future, messages may break your heart and let you think, do hurtful people are mostly hurt from the first place? and this hurt left untreated and so no one paid their attention to so they are walking in life to hurt hurt others, without realizing what they are truly doing? They never ask themselves how despite all these negative messages you continue to show up? I have no answer to that but Iam a child of God, Iam a servant of the ONE Mighty GOD. He sees me and knows me by name. He is nourishing my soul by His word which is the only truth here on earth . It is hard for me to believe something else. Walking with my creator seeking His guidance no matter how much I got hurt or being persecuted even on the land of the free as it is all about the person and where they came from, from a place of hurt or a place of God's love, that is what makes the difference not your common sense. When you deal with a person remember they carry the structured rules and laws that they vowed to obey.
The more you question any existence, the more you come to know, nothing is worthy. Forgive me to say it again nothing is worthy away from God. We came empty handed and will be back to Him empty handed so instead of putting all your dirty energy in my life, throw it away in a void place where you may meet Him the ONE who will wash all this away. Give respect to His creation not humiliation . Treat people as they like to be treated, with respect, dignity and God's love which is given to us freely. Keep moving His voice is leading you so never look back for even a second as what is past is passed already, you couldn't turn it back. If you really know who you truly belong to , treat each other with respect, enough hurt. Walls already exist so try not to build more walls and show respect, even they don't want to give it back .By: Manal Eweis " The Old Ancient Woman"
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