The Way To Freedom

 Almost 6 years in a foreign land that open its doors to a stranger like me. It had been crazy to find yourself at a moment that you don't feel anything around you. Even the voices are meaningless. You are in another sphere of life when you almost was about to lose for your life and vanish in a very cold way.It is not a good spot for anyone to be there and yet it happened to many of us around this world and many stories are unheard as they die in a cold battle of pride. Leaving everything behind with one suite case and work visa that was the gate , the light at the end of the tunnel at that time. At that time I had no consciousness exactly what life is all about. with big question inside " Is this real life? When you have a choice and there is a heavy price has to be paid for this choice . " Is this life?

Deep down in my soul I know this is not the answer and there is another another is waiting for me to explore. Since I was little child I am connected with heavenly thread that is is hardly to explain in few words. I know I am His and my walk is with Him and He owns me and knows me better than anyone else. I had to step out in the journey of my freedom of faith and choice and that was and still is not easy to imagine. Landing in a whole different world, carrying your burdens and loads and walking through the valleys and climbing mountains to discover what life is.


In each phase of the journey you meet with obstacles, snakes, temptations, manipulations ,and so many challenges that drain you to cry out loud again to Him LORD is this what life is about? It is simple and clear that I want to have life in You for You and I don't understand how will lead me and guide me? Year after year the road comes so unclear and many good things happen in between next to many hardships as well. I come to understand how materialistic life made us to lose each other. How many are obsessed with material life not able to see the true human in you. How the race of power , authority and money can be so tricky exactly like the other side. When it comes to power and authority , humans are humans no matter where they are and what tongue they speak. I am tired of this vain race. I am out of it by choice not force. The race of owning more at the expense of others. Using people like lab rats to get the best out of them then throw them away, some were trapped in their mental tiredness of being used by others, either giving their lives , become addicts or wandering aimlessly in life depressed , paranoid and lose the complete sense of life. This is the battle that they name it success, a bloody road, rising stars line never ends, using minds for targeted purposes and then get rid of them so hard and harshly as each lab rat has to leave the lab with so many sicknesses and labels, yes this is part of the journey when you understand that there is now inevitable truth, no straight forward policy for human rights. It is the survival game, who lasts , the strongest. who is able to suck the best of others and leave them under the bus.


That is not a good vision of a healthy life and yet ,the lifestyle that forces humans to make such choices. Many rising stars want to be successful , rich , controlling and no end for this journey as there is always who will be in desperate need and no where else to go but to be used. Again the game of survival,  Coming back to the question " What is life?"  Distractions will be in your way and being busy what are these distractions could mean will lead you to another desperate status. No healthy life there. Be aware of you , be aware of what you want. Listen to His voice when He wants to redirect you and yet the battle of life won't end always there someone is awaiting to take a piece of you. If you are not aware of your life that is the outcome of your life, being used and you will lose yourself along the time. The patterns are repeated with different faces and places, yet you come to know them and say hello " Will you stop please and be aware of the human that is called me?"

Wasting time and wasting years, it is all coming back to you. You allowed the voice of false teachers and snakes to tear you apart and you here come to a stop," Excuse me, No more labeling , walking away, carrying your load and turning over and over to Him." Believe in Him and trust in Him is the ultimate goal for something you are deeply asking about," What is life?" Life is Him being your number one calling and living. Life is to be free to be without shackles from humans that couldn't see who you are, a precious creation in Him. Life is everything He has created for each one of us and no one else can create such beautiful grace within the whole universe but Him. He is Mighty , Powerful and has all the authority so what else can be like that. Life is the breath He is giving you you each single day and waiting for you to receive His gift for you and breathe gratefulness and thankfulness in each step He walks you through the road of life. Life is our daily bread is given to us by Him.  Life is the many wonders He put inside of you and asking you to look at them, bring them out to the world to see and hear to know who is the owner of all of this. Life is you so come to know who you are that what pleases Him.

Life is to be free to choose , to praise, to walk with no fears or condemnations from whoever wants. Walk in His grace, walk in His abundant love as He is with you . Walk in His kindness that surrounds you, He is carrying you and put you where you could experience His presence. The Way to freedom is not rosy. it is filled with thorns,trials and tears.he sees all of that, He knows all of that so give it all back to Him for He cares for you. He watches over you.Be aware of His presence into your life. Be His servant that gave Her life as paying forward of thankfulness for being His. Stand your ground, He sees your heart, he is giving you , your own special conversation, a tone that only both of you could understand, a father and daughter rhythm. Father and daughter connection, heavenly connection. His voice is echoing in my soul that Iam not what had happened to me, Iam His and He put life in me.

Walking my way into the true meaning of being free and having life in the name of Jesus Christ. My lord and savior who carries me in the storms and turns them into very unique songs. To Him goes all The honor and glory. To Him all the praise.   By " Manal Eweis , The old ancient woman"