As any new believer in Jesus Christ , when you think that you found the truth and nothing else is around . You see the world with an eye of a child , trusting in anyone mention the name of Jesus , you pour yourself to them . You think that you reached the unreachable truth and here you understand everything and you are happy that Jesus rescued you and you are living in the angelic world where everybody is happy because they know Jesus or let me be correct they say the name Jesus . That is huge difference , knowing Jesus and getting used to mention the name Jesus in your every day dialogue , two different worlds .....
What made you be like that , at the beginning of our faith Journey , when we are rejected , wounded and thrown out in the open , your wounds don't allow you to see the reality and to understand what is going on as the pain is deeper than you can fathom . Once you were on a trip , on a plane knowing where are you going and who you are and at a sudden the unwanted happened , the plane crashed , you are not dead , you found yourself alive ,covered in the wounds and the panic after the crash , the good Samaritan shown up , showed God's mercy and care for you ,agreed to take you in , unknowing what next could be .... moving from one place into the other , telling your story even when you don't understand what is going on , all you know that you are alive , yet you don't know what to do , hide in a church or live in a church and not being seen again and even though what do you mean by living in a church . God brought you so far , different nation , tongue , culture and the way of living , who are you in the new land is blank , no identity , no real life can be lived . flying like a blank paper trying to know who you are .... a grown up woman with zero knowledge of who is she anymore , the journey is not clear before her eyes , tears , meltdowns and trying to survive , take the moment that is before her hand and only be open , telling her story even it is one million pieces scattered all over the place .
The way I keep remembering these moments after the plane had crashed , that they never leave your memory , they are flashed back each time you are faced of old patterns from the past that at the time you are experiencing them again ,you couldn't remember till the hurt happen again and you , yourself allowed the snares of the serpent to eat another piece of you , not learning from your past when you lost everything and being out in the open , don't know where you are or what is going to happen next . The smack happens over and over when we forget the ones from the past and believing that we are all the same . Good Samaritans do exist and they are in our lives to prove God's gracious goodness , love and mercy around us , when we fall ,He carries us and allowing us to pick ourselves and keep moving on . When you forget about who is the only one to trust , the serpent finds her way to sting you over and over and rob you of all blessings you are blessed with as she walk with envy , jealousy , covetousness and boiling hate of what God had blessed you with . Her voice is so soft even using bible verses and Jesus name so when you are alone , and weary here she comes to take away what you have got . She is there not to help you or carry you at the time of your need , she is there to rob you of what is left in you . Take it for her own ,getting more fatter and sparkling before the world .
The smack is really hard each time , the more you grow older , weaker and helpless , the more she is getting strong . So , giving up is the only way you can find to survive , no way out as the reputation already weaved around you , leaving you tangled with so many hurt , bleeding and stumbling in each lie has been weaved around you . Moving on is like curving in the mountain with one hand .Hard to speak out and hard to bring justice into your life . It is you who believed and invited the serpent to dwell in your life , the smooth voice and skin that took hold of you at the time of your brokenness . Standing alone , stranger , facing each storm with the word of God , your only salvation and in who I can only trust .
Good Samaritans do exist and yet they are not for you 24/7 , God put them into your life for a specific time till you get your strenght back and you have to go back into the world again as this is the real world and as an adult you have to take responsibility of your own life and accountable for each thing goes wrong into your life due to your choices and even when you invite the serpent into your life , it is your choice and you have to take responsibility of this choice . Knowing to who you belong . God gives you a whole new life for a reason . A new breath and new mind to see and understand His will for you on earth . You are not meant to be eaten alive , you are not meant to be a victim and allow with your own choices the serpent to rob you out of your life , don't be deceived over and over , it is like addiction to be used and abused by wrong people in our lives , pick yourself up , know your worth and keep your self alert of the deceit of the serpent around you . She won't stop her plot against you , as this is how her heart is shaped not leaving its prey till the last breath is out of her flesh , her she goes away looking for more and more preys to kill , destroy and all she promise is the end of life while Jesus promised us of a whole new life, a life in him , for him with him and His promises are true , he never breaks a promise , so sad to understand that not everyone is mentioning the name of Jesus , do know Jesus personally , like any other religion in the world using the name of God to get what they want out of life and this is not the way of Jesus . We are meant one body , one spirit , one church , one baptism , one faith , one hope in our calling , One Lord , One God ,One Father of all who is above all , and through all and all . Be aware of the voice of the serpent , false teachers and the snares of the enemy . Pick yourself up , move on and know who you are partner with , The Only One who created you in His image , be one in Jesus Christ , Move on knowing that you are climbing the mountain of faith and to be united with Him through the holy spirit that is given to us in Jesus Christ . That is my heart that is for Jesus and my life that he has given to me for Jesus .
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