Remembering all those who walked with me in my desperate times .Remembering those who stretched their hands to help me without knowing me . Remembering all the students and kids that loved me unconditionally , that is a huge blessings . How remembering all the good things that happen along the road can help you to carry yourself in the time of confusion and wondering . When you find yourself doing what you think is right , do what you say , fulfilling what you promised to do or offer . In times , when you know deep that your are the outsider not the insider , yet keeping going , never stop that what give the journey a meaning and a sense .
The more you push yourself forward to overcome fears , pain and breaking the image of stereotypes that have to be . Each story has to follow the same line of events , results and the way they have to be . This is not the goal of God creating us here on earth , to be one type or follow one pattern of life , in order to be , or accepted or belong . Being aware of how others think or feel about you and ,you keep pushing yourself not to believe any of the enemy's lies in your head . Reading faces , eyes is a gift from God . All the looks that stabbing you in the heart are telling me one thing , keep moving never stop. My journey is deep than any one else . A voice reminding me of God's promise " Fear Not for I am with you . I will never leave you nor forsake you ." A wonderful assurance to call back when you feel that judgement can tear you down . When you read all the false lies and refuse to believe them or act up on them . it is always about the controlling theory , if you couldn't control someone , you can control them by how others can see them and here lies the destruction of human souls . How many would like to believe the bad and act up on it not the good ? How many failed to let others to love them and started to be the one not letting others be loved . The sin of jealousy , authority , power and money , allow us to put each other down , not lifting each other up . No one feels your pain but God as He sees you and knows you by name , your journey is with Him .
Walking on the high road not the easy one , teaches you how to hold on His promises . Witnessing His goodness in everything around , nothing but the good you want to let it in into your system , refusing to go through and drama around . Walking in His peace and love , knowing that He cares for you no matter how others let you down . Taking your load and burden to Jesus , He carried it for you , so you don't have to carry it over and over , He knows what you suffer from and what you long to ,so keep your eye on Him , He is making all things new . Taking you step after step up to the mountain to overcome as He did . This won't happen unless you surrender all yourself to him and dwell in His promises , peace and love . Stop getting angry of others actions and attitude towards you .He sees you differently as he knows who you are and what you do, so surrender to his guidance and listen to His voice who is calling you .
Wasting my time on negative things that happen , takes me down , not lifting me up so why allowing the defeat to break you down again , I know there is no good there as I have been there before years and years till He open my eyes to see him , my mighty God and my creator , who shall not want . Nothing keeps alive than doing his will . He put a seed in your hand and waiting for you to sow it ,care for it and nourish it with His word , that is your soul . Never underestimate His creation for you, lift yourself up when the world puts you down , there is so much good in the universe to see to explore and learn from ,so why allowing yourself to the wrong direction and you know how and where to get to the right road trip that has your name on it , made only for you and it is a master piece of His creation to me on earth . Breaking all the stereotypes that occur before , leaving each one wondering , For heavens sake , what she thinks she is or what is doing nothing but crazy and make no sense and yet God sees me and knows me and He understands what I did , do and will do as it is all written even I am in my mom's womb so it is all about Him .My story , my journey and all routes He will call me for .
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