To explain our relationship together , sometimes I couldn't find the words that can honorably describe my relationship with Him . First of all , He chose me . As His own and as His masterpiece that created once . Getting to know Him never came in a normal way or ordinary life events, each time He is revealing Himself to me , comes with a huge mountain I find myself climb .It is that unknown ways that you see yourself dragged to walk through it . many times ,it has to be now , even with fears and tears or whatever you can imagine more than fear factor challenges ,it is the walking with the unknown . All you do is to keep climbing , hoping you'll reach the summit and see the end of the actions and steps you think , yes , I can do it .Yes, I'll keep moving .Yes , He is there ,I'll see Him somehow .Your faith is leading you through that unknown with all the struggles and challenges and questions ,Iam carrying with me through the way .
What kind of a relationship that makes you attracted to that challenge to finish till the end point ? What Kind of a relationship that makes you find joy in the suffering and gives you the strength to walk through this suffering with hope within me that Iam going to meet with Him face to face ? what kind of a relationship that changes you from this person who used to believe an eye for eye and a life for a life and nothing but anger and hatred and rejections are the ways to prove your existence and your power to overcome all challenges? what kind of a relationship that stops you from competing till you lose your destination ,finding yourself fighting against yourself as no body left ? What kind of a relationship that draws your attention to the real suffering happens in the world , a world void of this kind of relationship that changed me once?
lots and lots of question marks that stops me and makes the landmarks of my steps in the mountain of His recognition , the mountain of His identity and viewing my His image in the walking steps on the earth . Once He touches your heart you can not see anything like before .He reveals Himself at the times of complete darkness , He proves His presence when everyone left and He is there for you , glorifying His loving kindness around you that you know that nothing else you need .He is there 24/7 for me to call upon His Mighty name .I don't have to think once or twice if I called Him any time or wanted to talk with Him personally .He won't turn His face away from me or ignore me or reject me .Or run on the other side to avoid me .He won't judge my talk to Him .He won't make excuses or lie to me or make up stories to distract me or mislead me .He won't block me from His e-mail list or do whatever we experience in the flesh in our normal everyday life. He won't say something and do the other .He won't promise and break these promises .His word is unshakable . He won't kick me out of the place and He won't mock me or plot against me .why He would do any of these things and Iam His own Hand made ?
He is my owner and to who I belong. He brought me to this life for a reason , for being a life proof of His loving kindness and mercy . He never cause evil to happen to me. He is always there for me , on my side .As His daughter and her Heavenly father who leads me and guide me through His way of righteousness .He is my faithful life fellow.Who sees me the way I am and accepted me the way I am no sarcasm, judgement , labeling or mocking He is the truth , the way , the life . Who else can be life this for me ,who gives with no conditions, who made me and made everything for me to be a witness for His awesome kindness ,His undiluted love and mercy .Where I have no place ,he made a place for me .When Iam sick ,He heals me ,when Iam weak ,He gives me strength . Can you imagine how far our relationship is knotted in a holy bond , unshakable , Undeniable . Untouchable . whatever mountains ,Iam climbing , My faith will not be shaken , for I know in who I dwell .Why the world want to take this out of me .He won't allow this to happen as he is my refuge , my help and my life fellow .The Mighty One , The One who made Heavens and earth Iam in a personal relationship with Him . Asking Him to lead my way and guide me through it .
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