Almost a month now since my shakiness after the multiple accidents occur, trying to get myself together, spending more time with myself, listening to the inner voice within me, giving myself a chance to hear God's voice to guide me and give me clarity. He called us to come to Him and He will give us rest,yes, LORD Iam collecting my stones through my journey of faith, endurance, perseverance, patience, thankfulness, and righteousness, and understanding to your endless grace, love and mercy, to your endless blessings into our lives.
When I got the call that my car is ready to be picked, You taught me LORD You are in control. Iam trying to control everything in my life, to do it right, and here LORD I am in situations that I ca not control or resolve, acknowledging me of my limitations and shortcomings, I am not super woman, Iam an ordinary person who seek you LORD, to honor You and to give You all the glory in each thing happen and surround me here on earth. I declare Your control over my life and everything around. I declare Your Mighty protection over my life as YOU are the One who created it. Called me from the farthest corner of earth. Put on my heart Your love and faithfulness forever and ever I live.
It is you only LORD who understands what Iam seeking, to know the purpose and meaning of being here on earth, not in the flesh nor the anxious desires of the world to get more and more as this is not my battle. I don't feel my peace when Iam surrounded by the obnoxious desires of the world of never been satisfied, this do troubles me, I seek to drink from Your endless knowledge and peace, I seek to explore what You have created within me to make a true impact within the mind, soul and spirit not the flesh. Jesus I can relate to you when the pharisees were trying to find fault in you , how that is a life consuming bad spirit to exist even thousands years of your ascending , how you felt exhausted, sought rest going to the mountain to recharge your spirit from our heavenly father who comforted you and gave you the strength to come back to the world and face its troubles that brought then and still the world is the same, no rest promised. Jesus I know each time Iam facing a trial , how you felt at that time and how you came in the flesh to show us how we would be received within the world where flesh controls all actions ,feelings and desires, you will never feel satisfied and this hunger for more brings hurt, destruction into the lives of others as this hunger blinds and blocks the work of the spirit withing the souls that many transform lives.
I learn how difficult the mission is to work with humans who are made of multi layers of complex feelings and emotions that control their actions into the world. It is easy to work on desert reclamation , digging well, or discovering new lands, the hardest part in life here on earth is working on souls reclamation . What a task!!!!!!!!!!! The break the siege of the enemy fake and false promises, their promises never been delivered, their soft voices work like magic to lead humans to self destruction and more innocent lives are being affected, wounded and being taken and here come their joy and the battle is to reign over God, which won't happen ever, even we still walk in a dark tunnel, not sure of what what is going on or unable to trust or believe as the bitterness takes part of our hearts. No peace there, here comes the earnest need to cry out loud to God to armor our selves with His word , to declare His control over the situations and rebuke this dark spirit to continue to keep us captive to its wicked scheme to take us away from God. Jesus you knew what the world promise , you said it and warned us, yet it is our humanness that manifest its limitations and inability to control it all .
The battle lies in our believe to say it out loud that God you are there, and we trust in you even I couldn't see the light,I know you are there, Jesus you carried it all of the cross to set me free, pray out loudto Him declare His presence with you , ask Him to truly set you free from the lies of the enemy .. you are His and He knows you by name, His creation to you won't go vain. There is a message is being written in the lines of your story , keep fight for your freedom and the captivity for the enemy within your mind. The battle is not mine, it is THe LORD , He will be exalted, never give up, keep moving don't stop, the enemy scheme is to try to stop you from doing God's will by any means, he never promise you any good, his promises is to bring destruction to our relation ship with our creator and shaken our believes and yet behold for who dwells in you in Mightier than any enemy on earth. Declare His presence in your life and trust He is in control .By: Manal Eweis
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