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Hello, There,
It is me again, the time of reflection still going on. It is when humans can face to face with complex realities to accept. It is time to admit what had left; the wishes, dreams, hopes, and longing to exist never came to reality. Yet, why do humans have to walk this road of fighting with their shadow selves? The other version of you may not be the decent, welcoming one. The beast within is driven by the limbic, autonomic response, filled with anger and hatred, even to the self. It is a phase of the human-animal that keeps its survival mechanism to navigate the wilderness of the journey called life. What life you have been chasing and allowed the space and the seeds of anger, frustration, and hatred to self grow year after year, programming the body action like a wild wandering beast within the wilderness where there is no peace or even a meaning of life. It is an exhausting and undesirable outcome of fighting the shadow self. The projected anger and frustration reflect self-rejection while trying to assume it is someone else. What type of life made you the version of a restless mind chasing the shadows, getting nothing but tiredness and loss of life.
Navigating through the world of lost chances or lost self within the shadow overwhelms the way of thinking, doing, and behaving; it is the world of undesirable life outcomes. Fighting with the shadow of self-made you far from yourself and even feeling the sense of life within. It is a wasteful energy to waste life on chasing, racing, and fighting the shadow self within anything or anyone that brings the sense of regret, guilt, and sadness of the lost self through phases of wishing, dreaming, and hoping that something will change. However, you are fighting a lost battle, allowing the seep of sickness to find its way through your ignored life and loading your mind and body with undesirable outcomes within something called life. Inviting unhealthy seeds to accumulate through the days, years, and even nights where you lose the sense of self. Why did all this about, or did the desire to bring the same unto others become an obsession that generically comes through each breath you take. I am sorry you got it all wrong; you allowed seeds of doubt, neglect, and sadness to seep through your beliefs, letting you forget everything about the sun and its phases, yet never lost its essence of being the source of warmth, light, and joy even in a rainy day. The wonders of life, the air, sun, and light, walk through every breath you take and provide hope after the night. I am sorry that you deny all these blessings and hold onto limited desires that won't be the same every day, won't exist through the ups and downs, and only for those who can afford them. Life turned out to be like a commodity that expires with the season it is made in.
Even as I grow older, I still wonder why humans persist in losing themselves? Why easily give up on the free gift of life? Why do they hate? Why do they fight? Witnessing both kingdoms of humans and animals, the wild beast in the human still shows up to exhaust everyone and everything around. I no longer care when I see it as an easy waste of life. I will not shout out loud every time I witness the fight of the shadow self taking away any chance of a peaceful life. Life comes with a huge responsibility toward ourselves and others, yet the human beast made enough harm to become a game of life. Fighting the shadow self won't get anything but exhaustion and missing out on life. Many are so smart yet can't see themselves. Others see them yet allow the beast to destroy, harm, and hurt whoever they encounter.
I don't care what language you speak, color, race, ethnicity, or social status unless we understand the value of life. The human-human hasn't existed yet. Hence, the law that rules the animal kingdom will be ok in the human-animal world. Hence, nothing is guaranteed, safe, or can be trusted. In each of us, there's the part that reflects the shadow self, which can be uncontrollable with pressure, stress, comparison self-rejection, or self-hate. Here, it is up to you to look within to understand which side of the shadow self you want to tame and bring the higher order of thinking when life challenges are meant to make you strong and show you a better you who can do wonderful things. Looking to own the whole world quickly at any cost will eventually cost you yourself.
Many are blessed and can't see their blessings; many are surrounded by care, love, and attention and can't see it or take it for granted, allowing the shadow self to control every aspect of their mind, life, and how they see the world. Many have abilities and do not want to grow or use them for good. Many are gifted with the life that many wish to have, yet undermine whatever they have by seeking wasteful habits, relationships, and behaviors that alienate them from themselves. Your shadow self is lying to you, taking you on the road of many regrets when there is no time to undo what has been done. Human thinking, false beliefs, and perceptions can contribute to many undesirable life outcomes. Each day is an opportunity to understand why you allow your shadow self to take more space in your life and waste it in nothing but exhausted trails of nothingness. All bad energies are loud voices of the shadow self.....acknowledge and invite the better version of you to tame the beast that takes nothing but wasting lives. Peace!!!! BY: ME, "The old ancient woman."
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