searching for the truth may lead to a whole new different world.
When you do believe in the freedom of the inner soul, then you understand there are no limits for such a kind of freedom. As you are asking hard questions that sometimes or often have no answers and may lead or take you into the deep. This deep you may get lost in it for a long time as it has no dimensions. It is limitless. You find yourself clueless where you are and how the journey takes you that far that it is hard to go back.
It feels good when your mind sparks to search for the truth and the inner meaning of our life. If it is not for a reason a purpose so why we are alive? Change is the main law of the land, no consistency, so disruptions to your process of searching turn to be permanent, connecting the pieces hasn't come to the full sense of meaning. Yet, everything you explore, you come to new truths and realities that change the angle of your scope of vision and the spectrum of discoveries widen itself to the limit of your understanding. I remember it was a journey of why first then changed to where and when and the questions still keep repeating themselves, no matter how far you reached still the pieces don't make sense. When we search for our lost soul, here the pain blinds us to see the way. So interesting in the state of pain the beast within us tries to gain control since the beast is aware so well that we have no control at this moment.
Have you tried sometimes to stand still and listen to your pain and which state is trying to gain control within you? If you try to do this, you will become more conscious about the true you, which side is stronger within you, and how the course of life can change its way on this state. On the other side, try to notice yourself at the state of joy and rest, try to find where the beast at this time and what do you wish to tell them, will it be a good thing? How many times have you tried to tame the beast within you for the better good? And if you do so here your rest state will take control. How many of us can do this and try to enjoy the simple things around? Appreciating every moment in their day, as what has passed,won't come back, all you have is this moment so, how you will appreciate this moment. Even it is a moment of gain or a moment of pain.
For me it doesn't matter anymore how the moment is or will be, I decided to attract what will bring more joy into this moment as that is the most precious treasure a person could have. There are too much pain already in this world. Nasty things do happen, that is the human nature, taming the beast within hasn't come into the awareness yet, and those who learned how to tame the beast will find joy in everything they touch, see, hear, smell or feel. A joyful heart, how cool is that! Imagine amongst the chaos, you will be able to find the rhythm within. My questions have no answers, you have to decide how the journey will go. Find the rhythm within.
Sitting in the sunshine, closing your eyes, listening to the birds, watching little quarrels running across the way , expressing the sign of life. Hiking through mountains, feeling the magical breeze of air that has been given for free, and still, they change our whole perception about joy and what can bring joy into your moment.
Listening to your favorite music, splashing your favorite colors within your existence of a joyful soul. Break all the barriers within. Your own world that you created within is yours no one can take it out of you. Your own little world has no conflicts over it or envy or jealousy, it is a world that not many are interested in. It is the child within that carving pure breaths and clarity within.
Taking small steps for more exploration and discovery. It may feel like the wilderness and it is the wilderness of transformation, reconstructing the soul, bringing peace, and understanding what life is about. I have no clue what is the next step, it is my journey and I decided to be more aware of it.
By: ME" The old ancient woman"

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