In The Waiting

The -------- in-between

The waiting, the anticipation of what may happen next. Will it be aligned to your desires or completely different and what if cycle that will take you away of any possibilities or potentials you may have in front of you. In the waiting, trust is difficult. Certainty is something far beyond your reach. Will you trust the journey or you keep trying on your own and put your outcomes without reconsidering anything else. This may reflect the state of mind on the drive. In the waiting the mind on drive forgets about timing and al other risk factors may be involved within. It is the mind that gets exhausted from the derivatives of scenarios and outcomes. Unrelaxed mind, on the drive for results, what is next and sometimes no meaning for what is next but time-consuming.  to stand still is scary, to have peace is something foreigner to this state of mind. On the drive for challenges, conflicts, and draining the natural system mechanism, and here we find ourselves in a pattern that makes no sense. 

It is not a good thing to witness this state occurring and you can't completely control its path. It sounds out of control since the rest button lost its function by the time the tower collapse and the person finds themselves in a spot of nowhere. A new state of mind. A new condition and a new way of life, and it isn't comfortable. Feeling whole or being divided? You don't know which state you become then. It is confusing, need help and don't know what exactly to address. It is all-new for you. A new journey to begin and new lessons to carry with you and you may share some. Where can you start, when you once were whole or now as a divided one? 

You have a thought and want to speak out and here comes the trouble as it is so important who you are going to share with, over and over, you haven't learned the lesson, the way you choose to share your thoughts isn't right. Safety has to be the shield of protection to the person before sharing anything. Testing fails each time and here we come the cycle repeats itself and the images are broken into million pieces not twice. 

In the waiting for the good to happen, you may wait another life, As any fruit known by its seeds. The taste of the fruit depends on the soil, sour or sweet, you never know till you open the fruit and taste it then you can make a decision. But life is like a deep ocean with all its charming and horrifying truth, you have to experience them, then you can make a decision and know what is right. 

Let's say life is like a wide sea, full of miracles and wonders.  Or like a garden has its roses and thorns. Or like untold story and waiting for the ones who believed in the goodness of life to write the words, the lines, and have the choice to write the end. So, you have the choice to stay mysterious, closed like the fruit or take the risk and be open to receive the choice .it is a moment that does change lives, who is willing to take risks, you never know as life is like a deep ocean, each day it has a story to tell, a discovery that will astonish the world how come this happen? So, whatever you choose, take courage and responsibility to whatever will come. 

By: ME" the old Ancient woman"