This is the time that is screaming at you to pay attention to you, witnessing how far you have neglected to take care of yourself. Losing ourselves for the common good, yes it can happen. Yet, when it happens in the wrong places and wrong environment you never fit in or measure up or feeling welcomed. This is called putting your life into suicidal mode by your own hand. That is the best way to put burn out mode in this frame of an image of aloneness within a crowd doesn't even see you.
You can exist around people, yet you don't belong or fit in, you fight your own battles on your own since you don't fit in the socioeconomic, racism, cultural mindset around. That talk about diversity, welcoming those who are different from them, welcoming. When you arrive at the gate, where there is a thorough screen test, background test, personality test, Psychological test to see if you fit in. Since, you won't pass as from the beginning as I said you are different, out of the box, the result will repeat itself, " DON" T FIT". You won't make it through the filter of undeclared standards, unspoken, uncompensated checklist. Let's face it environment and cultural aspects are common dominators now for any society dynamics. we have to have a common goal, common interests, common mindset. So diversity only comes as a number and added color for the written policies and front page of Media. Publicity and when we dig deep there are millions of restrictions on divergence.
In any place we are not communicating academics, we are communicating beliefs, temperaments, past experiences, biases, prejudices, conflict of interest, being uncomfortable to speak out and stand for ourselves. We take advantage of other circumstances, which are controlled by lots of negative biases, seeking fault and weaknesses.
It is a heavyweight or picture to walk through in the 21st century. The pride of self-esteem cut people off. So interesting to learn that self-esteem is the root of comparison which will lead to the point that those who don't fit are not good enough no matter their achievements or accomplishment. Strong self-esteem leave the person in the bondage of you don't measure up which leads the person into the deep depression, stuck and here our societal and cultural burdens lead people to either break free and watch the tower collapse before their eyes and start over away from all this dishonest identity of a person or giving up their lives.
Here we come to a question, Is our identity determined by the illusion of self-esteem, perfectionism, false beliefs which are the equation of all human crisis we face. Or our identity is already there even before we were born, God is the one who made our identity. Bring it to the light. when the picture is shady, mysterious and dishonest, we lose faith, hope, and trust. And here the world keeps beating the person asif humans are made to hammer each other if they are not comfortable with each other. That is like children aggression and not aware of the tragic outcome. Since the world of children is egocentric, here we find ourselves in the same frame egocentric and coating it with adult speech. Yet, the behind the scene game is still far away from what has to be done and face the reality of the baggage the societal cultural environmental biases has grown within and it is complex to navigate through each one of them unless you have the magic wand, which makes it more and more complicated as the fight will never end, do you see this with me? All children will fight to have the magic wand and it breaks as a result. Then we come back to where we begin...... By: ME" The old ancient woman in the wilderness"
In the wilderness of nowhere
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