These words hit me at a sudden this morning. No wonder why they are coming to me now. A clear interpretation to the love of God. Do we as humans really aware of His love to us and how far and deep can this love which is given freely can lead our lives on daily basis, moment by moment or we carry our baggage and keeping filling it till it takes away our sense of God's love into us?
Looking at simple routines through our day, on small scale and large scale, you notice that each behavior , attitude, reaction and action is based on what we insert against one another depending on history, political, socioeconomically and interests. This take away the true light of God's unconditional love to us. We get deep in the flesh, get deep in the outside forgetting the true source of the light within.Wait a minute, excuse me this light won't pay my bills, won't help me to live the style I aspire to live, won't put food on the table or secure a roof over my head or get me the spouse of my dream, won't let me take vacations and travel the world, won't get me this or that and here the baggage becomes more and more heavier that make our vision so blurry to see God's love and what does it mean or truly help us to live our day in peace.
The world took our attention from purpose and meaning and turned our lives into a very radical materialistic type of life that when you meet with a person is different from that you start your judging, undermining ,devalue and never appreciate them as a person the way they are.
World standards become the true purpose of humans are living around you. the equation to live even a simple life is becoming more and more harder that leads to question yourself, what life is all about? Will my will to have simple humble life , be ridiculed or am I misunderstanding the equation from the beginning? What does it mean to be born with a heart that is washed by the grace of God? and how you take this heart and live in the world and be considered normal not something else? Again what am I missing? Do we still believe in the unconditional love of God without a question or due to the heavy baggage of unhealthy relationships that are taken as norm and unable to differentiate between the good and the bad, all are bad apples , nothing is purely considered?
This morning was a hit for me, there were many thing God wanted to teach me to reach this point of understanding. Awareness, knowledge are two powerful key life operators.
As a woman I had no decision to be created this way or look like this or think like this ,it is all God's creation. Realizing that how you look, think , act can put you in a very challenging journey, make me question what do we really believe within ourselves are we created in God's image and to be honored or we are tools to be used in the flesh , how you wear or put on can determine how the world will receive you. Can it be a true life that remembering God's creation and we have no choice in that ? All these thoughts came to my mind and then I told myself again wait a minute, you are the one who determine how the other treat you, if you allow yourself to be swiped under the mat then don't blame any one. My ignorance that led me to such a way of thinking. Your action, your presence that determine how the world will receive you. Paying attention everyone is packed with a baggage about one another. So, stop and think, be aware that a new equation has to be written on how our hearts may be created differently and that forms minds and lives. It is all starts with the heart not the mind while you depend mostly on the mind. May logic make sense yet our baggage determine the actions and results.
Unappreciated love is a new topic that will lead me to represent how we as humans due to the chaotic overwhelmed styles may blind us to depreciate God's love and they way He created us differently making the world our God not God Himself. Seeking deep understanding to this core point that controls how our lives may go this way or that way.By: Manal Eweis "The Old Ancient Woman"
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