Another risk I have taken, quitting my secure Job with secure payment and benefits. A job was considered a huge life lesson in my life. It taught me many things about life. From being in boxed , doll life into a rough tough hands on activities. A job that led me to give away more and more and be centered on understanding my true self, meaning and purpose...
Yes, there are stations in our lives we reach a point of no where, 'No Entry' sign is surrounding you and no way here you have to turn away and change directions. In modern life we live ,GPS make it so easy to roam the places you don't know. Yet, what will happen when your GPS turn to be off and you have to find your way on your own. Unknown directions, places, names and signs you completely unaware of. How do you feel at this time? Some panic, crash, stress out and lose energy calling 911 won't help you further as they will give you directions and yet won't walk the way with you as an adult you are supposed to understand everything. you are supposed to be prepared , had your personal networking, circle of connections you know at least your family. To call someone you know or asking people on the way.
Yet what would you do if your cell don't work, is dead, no charger even almost no gas. Wow what a celebration of problem- solving and learning how to be prepared. Prayers, calling out the name of Jesus to be your fellow & celebrate the journey. First thing you have to recall each road you passed by, making mind map and new predictions or assumption of how to reach the point you were supposed to reach long long time. Aha, it is being said that mistakes help our brain cells to grow and generate new neurons. Ok, Putting every theory into action and try every possible out come. All you have to do is to try and never give up. Estimation plays a huge part of each assumption you make. All you need is to pay attention to the mistakes you have done before and remind yourself, yes here where I missed up. Here where I lost my way, Here where i got lost in each distraction around me.
Analyzing your points yet don't over analyse as time runs fast, time won't wait upon you. Time passes like vapor if you miss your point again time will pass and you will be late even reach your destination so late. That's the logic analysis. Each second counts. Each moment in your life counts.
Writing down your notes . Looking at them from time to time. Don't pity yourself as this is a tool of self destruction. Some actions may push you this way,don't give it a chance. Are you challenging yourself or the life you live. No my dear Iam walking with my Mighty Father who made the whole universe and created me in His image so if we are created in His image so how far we can reach. Put your fears away, trust Him the ONE who is watching over you. Yes, Iam in my mid life crisis trying to find a meaning and a purpose to my life, trying to find my way in the world in a way to honor Him and give Him all the glory to Him I do belong.
So starting over is letting me to understand truly what I was made for. What he meant for me. Yes, I am different from many around me yet there has to be respect for any differences we see in one another , as He didn't make us the same for a reason. Respecting our differences , give Him honor and appreciation for whatever He created within us.
So Letting Him to be my GPS is the new lesson that He is teaching me right now. Learning to trust in honoring Him in each step we take.... Yes, Iam starting over , doing the stinky job as my friend said one day , yet Iam not allowing any space not to honor God in whatever I do / Yet many will think this will lead to more breaking down to my pride and stubbornness, yet He sees me and watches over me.
Letting Him to be my GPS may don't make sense to the world around me, Yet he will make all the sense one day. Starting over with one vision that we were created in His image. What this will make sense for you, it is different from one another, so Iam not comparing myself to others, Iam letting my steps to be guided by Him , Iam blind, dummy, lack understanding and knowledge yet He is my master and teacher He is so patient with His child to teach her the lessons He wants her to learn and absorb, so let it be ,by:Manal Eweis " The Old Ancient Woman"
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