The Shift Steps in our path

Living within the victim spirit and keeping the post abuse effects to run your day , results in nothing but deep and more anger within you ,the world around you and block your sight to witness the shifts that God is doing in your healing process .We all need it to happen all at once ,or as we say " spoon fed" . You don't understand God's ways in dealing with your life after the trauma and the collapse of the world around you once happened . In the mind of post trauma survivor , the world doesn't function the way normal , regular healthy person is functioning in the world . The struggle with identity and doing what you used to do once . It never happen or come back again . Allowing yourself to live the struggle within yourself and the world around you .


More and more collapsing is happening in your life , lashing you down , trying to get up and yet you are struck by another powerful lash , and here you keep trying and trying till you feel the heaviness of your body before your mind and then your soul . Become that stone that is so angry to be moved or touched asking yourself ,If I am a stone like now why I sense ? Does stone have sense at all ? why pain and stones have no feeling or life or am I a different stone , a stone that can feel and breath yet doesn't know where to belong , on the earth or the shore or in top of a mountain or a lake ? Asking yourself , were these lashed trying to wake you up , to bring you back to sense and feel the life around you ? were you on agreement to keep dead stone and no life at all ?

All places , you have been rolling in turned you to the shape you are right now . asking yourself again , if I am a dead stone so why this profound sense of desire that there is something cslled life and you want understand it ? A dead stone doesn't think , feel and predict what is happening in such way that surprise the stone itself . There is a higher power that is calling you other than a dead stone , you are a creation of a Mighty God who never brings something dead to have life , you are the life of His Mighty breath and heart filled with all types of feelings to draw you into His path in a very hard rocking way to magnify His glorious name wit shifting your path into lands of the unknown and wandering and suffering to know His Mighty power over your life .

From ashes to ashes and from death to life , His the only one to be glorified . This realization doesn't occur at a sudden or over night . It is a process and you will not be able to reach this realization till you get hit to the bottom of your life . crushed , smashed and turned to ashes , so He can be glorified in your life which is given by Him . Your deafness disappear when you learn to put all the darkness behind and choose to listen to Him alone . To move away from all the false teachers , brothers and sisters and say ,God you made me and you are they only one who understands me and knows what is wrong with me , I am blind open my eyes for the truth I am weary , help me to endure , Iam clueless help me to understand .I call upon your mighty name with assurance that you hear me ,you understand me ,guide me to the right path . Help me to keep trusting in you . Yes , LORD I need you and You are my creator who knows my steps , who leads me to the paths that may help me to grow in trusting you or help me to trust even when I don't understand .Give it all back to you , You are the potter and I am the clay . Allowing yourself to listen to His voice and knowing that He is the only one who knows you , and leaving behind all the lashes that affect your vision and understanding on how to see yourself and the world around you , Only Him who is able to shift your path for more understanding and acceptance for who you are and how you see Him and how you see the world around you . Only by allowing Him to be No# 1 in your life , He is able to lead you to the right path , to bring the right people into your life who accept you the way you are , to walk with you the path of transformation and healing ,He is the only one who can do that , by giving it all back to Him ,He will guide you to th right path and open your eyes for many truths and here you have the choice in which way you want to follow for He knows our inner mind , heart and soul , He will help you go through this . In Jesus name