The complexity of realities, relationships, and communications in the absence of self-consciousness, awareness, and the intuitive connection between the SELF-self, self-other, Me vs. them, us vs. them, and we + them whatever the pronounced stand, reflect on the perception of what is considered delusional realities are built upon distorted beliefs, conceptions, and attention to the pain. Whether it is seen or unseen, the name is the same Pain. Or let me say it once again: Pain with a capital P, pain with a small p. The drive for all reactions and behaviors within the distorted self once was a pure self, untouched, clean, and filled with joy and laughter. Gradually, life storms come to dim all this purity, happiness, and laughter, replacing it with an unknown self, a false image, and distorted realities, carrying the Pain into a new layer added up from what they have experienced and thought once that is the only way. With all the blessings and abundance around them, given freely from heaven, humans choose different inputs and equations to silence and recollect more pain. From separation to helplessness, from agitation and anger to disruption, the mind is not clear anymore and is hammered with heaviness and racing pain. Where is joy? Where laughter becomes heavy and hard to attain, it has to be faked.
Life is hard to attain, feeling in despair and unable to stand to carry the SELF instead of denying it and merging within the chaos and any sense of delusional realities to please the moment of despair. Breathing becomes shallow or complex to grasp or may silenced for the effort is unattained, trying to catch what is left, with no sense, all is delusional, and the self gets lost in the temptation of whoever through fakness to silence the pain within. The feeling of abandonment, neglect, unseen, unheard, or unfulfilled, all disguised behind false perceptions, ignoring the value within. The human condition became more complex due to bitterness, agony, and anger never being resolved. Whatever behavior follows, it is a cry to hide, to numb, to disguise within the shallow perceptions of delusional realities, unreal and destructive to the human soul. The world is filled with hurt and harm; hurt people hurt people in the meantime, causing a vicious cycle of denying the rights of the human soul.
The courage to break the chain of the new captivity of human life takes a village as the harm is great, and the outcomes shake God's throne for the injustice that occurs from human to human. Humans assigned themselves as owners of others' lives and took away any right to sense their existence and belonging to themselves first before chasing delusional realities and fakeness. The origin of the disease is the weakening of the human faith in their right to have a life, which was promised before they even were born. Humans now assign themselves as Gods who have the right to live, who have to suffer, and who shall be put to silence. The harm is great; it takes a village to restore the sense of self, connection, safety, and belief that they belong to God, who creates everything, even the wicked. Billions are living with fear, hunger, poverty, sickness, and despair at the hands of humans like them.
It takes a village to restore the sense of dignity to human life. It takes lots of courage to keep moving despite all the fears. It takes time to heal, repair, and have a sense of self again; it is a cry out for being human and stopping the drive of harming others to feel satisfied and hateful pleasure in hurting others. However, some are designed to be nothing but a destructive power on earth and keep the good and evil war continuing till GOD has the final word. Distorted self is nothing but an outcome of a distorted world, shallow perceptions, and delusional realities of how fake belonging might seem. Peace!!! By: ME, "The old ancient woman."
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