Sensing the world around you brings multiple memories and experiences. It brings all the heavy waves along the way, returning to the tides of the unwanted shores. It is that hate-love relationship with tendencies of never letting it go. The complexity of relationships contains millions of contradictory stories and tales that shaped the past and show the present controls the future to the dimensions of nowhere. The hate-love battles bring nothing but lost dreams and souls. Reminding you of the impossible goals, the tides of the trapped souls to breathe. As if breathing is a criminal act, it has to be judged over the years. Bringing the person into the cage of despair, the dark energies won't let go of the free spirit to breathe. It is an unhealthy dynamic to live and experience, leaving the mind-body and soul exhausted to walk one more step.
The punishment of being who she is or how she thinks and behaves. It is this anger of not being able to control her. For centuries, movements have proclaimed freedom for all, yet realities tell something else. It is contradictory to claim something and practice the opposite due to the socioeconomically, sociopolitical, and religious norms. That put the human soul on a life-long trail to be the life-sentenced offender who will never be released, forgiven, or let go. The collective crime of abusing the human soul. Or maybe the human soul is something far away from the spirit of the natural law. The Man-made law designed the sociocultural constructs. Books bright are the opportunity for the street smart to play with. Sometimes power conflicts are in place. The endless confusion and tensions twist realities for targeted outcomes. Hence, life becomes like video games, only those who know how to play them get the point and understand the backstage scenarios. The socioeconomic race allowed subgroups to take place. The blueprint of what is happening lies in subgroups' hands and minds. So, no wonder when you witness specific tactics are in play. Whether to bring or individual down or, as political science can name it," Character Assassination" through planned adverse events targeting the antagonists. Competitive environments create negative returns on human health and the value of life. Hence, adding value to human life isn't clear enough for subgroups. The main focus is on how to keep the power, authority, and wealth in their pool as they progress together.
Competitiveness added more to the environmental stressors and switched the most productive environment into a highly toxic one. Cultural demeaning may be one of the strategies to clear the way for subgroups. Denying minorities' rights for equal opportunity as an individualistic tendency may require collective efforts from the antagonistic to make their rights be addressed and take action. Yet, culturally, societies failed to accept individualistic rights on equal feet with collective rights to be fulfilled. Still, the equity scale is leaning toward joint initiatives and deliberately denying individual approaches. Over decades, standing for your freedom has been a present fight that continues over life. Yet, the definition of freedom is lost.
What do you mean by freedom? And who are you? What are your goals? And why did you seek an individualistic approach? To whom do you belong? What are your beliefs? Who do you serve with? Are you related to a group? And the endless investigative of rights denial tone continues, and you will walk through loops of suspension, blockages, and bumpy roads. You know that freedom has to be designed within specific frames, protocols, agreements, and in a corporate look. You come back to the group interests. Hence, it doesn't matter if you are seeking something good or not; you have to understand the subgroup mentality. Reminds you of the lost identity of the child when they start to grow their identity at the age of seven years old, till twelve years old. They want to be like those around them to feel a sense of belonging and "fit." Unfortunately, adopting such survival adaptation to the social norm can lead the person into challenging and adverse experiences that will impact them on the mental, emotional, physical, and psychological spectrum. Unfortunately, the survival strategies to belong and fit become the norm, and the person loses their own true identity. And that is substantial betrayal humans do toward each other when they forget to what extent this game they are allowed to play, the consequences in the long run, and the different phases of maturity. This social game embeds within daily living, and the person can't identify their endurance threshold. Until they fall into a complex state of mixed emotions, anger, resentment, confusion, sadness, restless thoughts of who am I? experiencing the lashes of rejection and being unable to communicate all these emotions with the requirements of the world around them. It is hard to find the same game of " belonging" and" being fit" still in play in adulthood. A game that promotes everything fake, more loss of self-identity, and betrayal of the true self. Projecting all the frustrations on one another opens the way to more toxicity and illness manifestations, including refusing to live anymore. You witness the heavy load the person carries through their walk, talk, and breathing. You notice avoiding eye contact. You experience the intellectual distances between mind and body. You experience and witness the mental cages humans designed for themselves out of fear of being their true selves. Judging all those who don't act, think, and live like them. To have the courage to voice your mind will be considered another loss or betrayal toward the environment around you. Hence, another loss and betrayal have to occur toward self.
However, at a particular moment, the person will reach their own limits, holding onto only self-observed realities. Realities that don't care a moment about them. When they realize how far they denied their own soul and healing from within. When their soul screams at them, shouting COLOR ME, color me with hope and grace. Color me with the gratitude of endless loving- kindness to your true self. Color me with a light of your mind and heart to do what brings life unto your day. All the judgment, entitlement, demeaning, or toxic behavior is a death of the mind and soul. So, rise up, keep moving, pick up your brush, and paint a new story of life, a life that is seeking only the beauty in the human soul, to strengthen your breath and hold you together till the end. Color me with a note of encouragement, uplifting, and word of life. Hear the sound of renewal and refreshing the tired soul. Color me. BY: ME," The Old Ancient Woman"
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