Growing older can bring with it the wisdom of the years or the forgotten self along the journey filled with races, competition, and many other schemas of the human condition. How many are tuned to themselves and not allowing intergenerational conflicts and dysfunction in relationships to rule their lives? Regardless the race, ethnicity, color, age, sex, gender, and culture that brings with it rules and the blueprint of each tribe and group. Some realize that the more you grow older all that once you believed is the law of the land is no more, and facts project the complexity of dynamics and specific flow of events around humans. for myself the more I grow older I see how humans' daily schemas are nothing but delusions humans installed in their minds to govern their existence. Many times I tell myself nothing is worth it. When sickness and pain control the human conditions, pleasures become more painful and ache and meaningless. Humans chase even their shadow thinking it is something to get and no one else can get. Wasting the most beautiful gift given freely from heaven is life. The human mind is still in its infancy for science to understand, how a mind can create, invent, and change the world around them and others, and is able to carry dizzelion of schemas that harm one another and all within the chaos of overwhelm.
Walking the path of the unknown, experiencing things that bring many questions with it. How come those who don't know you, judge, and create a grand story about who you are, even you, you don't know exactly who you are, you are the sum of your heredity, upbringing, environment, culture, ethnicity, race, color, age, sex, gender, beliefs, or religion. All these labels weighed down the human soul, brought aches and pain, no peace with all of these labels. The more you grow older, the more you want to put down each of these labels as you seek the purification of the soul, the oneness with GOD, the simplicity of your day, and the clarity of your mind.
The human race spoiled many beautiful things in human life. even alienated the soul from the SELF. A sigh of wonder and looking through the unknown, how come all was, and is happening represent a complexity of sophisticated design named, human condition from health to sickness and vice versa. The human condition provided us with wonder how humans are able of all these phases of the good and the bad. The more silence brought into the moment, the more reflection on the past, present, and in between. The more I grow older, the more I see the value of the day, and the blessings GOD has made for us without harm or hurt. I come to realize that everything good is from GOD, and human aggression is nothing but a rebellious voice that the human wants to escape being in the body, life, and dysfunctional relationships they found around them or brought into their lives. The human heart is capable of carrying lots of both joy and bitterness, grief, sorrows, and peace, acceptance, and resistance, and no one is aware that these emotions change the human body on a molecular level, and change the structure and function of the heart, making it like the octopus head. The more you grow older, you understand that nothing of these competitions is worth it. You may win something, yet,you will lose yourself, and then the world has control over you and your life.
God's promises never fail for He is a good God. From the first story was told till this moment of endless conflicts, fights, and useless races among humans. God invites us to listen to His whispers in the middle of chaos, He asks us to be still and know that He is God, to rejoice in His name, and know that HE is the ONE who restores all things even the broken heart. Peace. By: ME, " The old ancient woman."
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