Tuesday, May 16, 2023

The non- linear journey of healing trauma

 

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     Why don't I want to stop separating myself from investigating and exploring the trauma-healing journey? The journey reveals much about the human soul, the core essence of beliefs, attitudes, behaviors, and actions or reactions. Many are showing in the world with the traumatized self, reflecting in their actions, communications, and interaction with the world building these perceptive assumptions about one another. So interestingly that many also think that healing trauma can be done in a 12, or six-week therapeutic journey and wonder why this experience keeps falling short of meeting with the soul,and redirecting the person into their authentic self, taking responsibility for their part of the tests, trails, or challenging experiences, identifying the setbacks, detours, overwhelm, distress, and the attitudes when the person is struggling with lots of stressors into their day, or life in general, the time the person sought help, or contemplating about getting help. Ignoring the role of the biochemistry of the mind-body connections and its role in changing gene expression, the role of inflammation, mitochondria decline, gene mutations, and environmental factors come into play with the person's internal and external makeup. It is said that our emotions are traced back into 14 generations embedded into our DNA. Hence, fight-flight-feeze-fawn are already designed within our DNA, and the environment allows these reactions to keep showing up through the build-up environment, triggers, and repeated negative experiences. 

     No one has time to trace their DNA traumatic experiences for 14 generations. However, this knowledge is a double-edged sword. it can be suitable for discovering new biomedical solutions to treat human suffering or being used to target specific races and ethnicity to design experiences to increase the body's traumatic response leading to the persistence of the vicious cycle of grief, morbidity, and mortality,  and that is where AI danger lies. It goes beyond applying knowledge and having it in the hands of those who understand such algorithms.  Therefore, controlling the human species only by designing environments and experiments to either allow them to flourish or destroy them by impacting their genetic predisposition. It is another ambition for those with the knowledge and power to manipulate the human genome by using their neurobiology and targeting antibodies. 

   History has many experiences when science was intended to do no harm and contribute to humanity and when the same intention is used to destroy humanity, for example, Alfred Nobel and Fritz Harber. Can the fear of AI control lie in promoting the predictable outcomes of human makeup in the coming 50 years? So, why do I mention AI, human genetic sequencing, and the highly equipped algorithm in science and medicine relating to trauma?  I hope you will get the image that traumatic experiences can start at a primitive level depending on the knowledge and motives of the offender and their awareness of doing harm on somebody, starting from bullying, gaslighting, monopoly, sanctions, torture, depriving someone or group of their rights, polarization, discrimination, till highly sophisticated, intelligent macro impact of human species through AI. Media and social media have reached their limit to changing the psych neurobiology of humans since countermeasures are built to protect humans from its negative influence on human capacities. AI has no boundaries, and it's a machine that has no emotional parameters or is able to navigate through the soul of humans. It can cause unpredictable harm to humans, specifically the vulnerable, who are depleted by all sources of targeted psych neuro tactics through built environments and experiences. 

    In addition to the complexity of healing trauma, we must pay attention to our inner built-up. Have you considered inventorying your vulnerabilities, weaknesses, and setbacks to extract the pattern that brought you down and depleted your energy and resources? Where can you define yourself in the new world classification of humans? Are you classified as an ally, enemy, potential, dead-end, outlier, candidate, point of attack, point of entry, target, frontline, rising star, or commander? There are many classifications to humans in the outrageous, unpredictable changeable matrix of the socio-economic, political, and religious frame utilizing science and technology to keep the race toward the top of the world in power. Unfortunately, no regard for the human soul as it is seen that some nations have to rise. Others have to be put down, yet, the human equation in terms of healing and reconciliation within the real humans regarding their life and their needs to have a balanced life full of clarity, intention, and meaning. Unfortunately, many changes on the level of the human soul occur among few groups that believe in the right of humans regardless of their race, color, ethnicity, language, faith, or political affiliation, as their core value is to alleviate suffering, reach the human soul to heal, create, and contribute to one another. Take your inventory, and be honest with yourself. If you are not honest with yourself, don't expect the world will be honest with you. The world that you are seeking to discover. The world of healing doesn't allow space for more drama, dishonesty, games, and manipulation. 

       Take your inventory, reflect on it, and ask yourself if you are satisfied with the results you came to. If you are pleased, why? If you aren't happy, why? What can you do differently? What experiences do you want to expose yourself to so the healing can take place? And make a list of these experiences, find where they are, and start your microdoses of healing with no permission from anybody. As it is your own unique journey, it may surprise you how much you were blinded by the state of overwhelm, reacting from past trauma, trapped in the time of significant events that allowed to dwell in your cell membrane and separate the mind and body, creating a conflicting soul, disrupted, and overwhelmed. Be aware that generational trauma will try to stay with you as the protector of your identity, yet it is fake. It creates misconceptions and assumptions and manipulates us into a world of delusion, not the truth. 

    You will become aware of distinguishing the voice of truth and fakeness on the healing journey. By asking questions, the human soul will be revealed to you. Be more observant than a reactant, and that requires practice. You will understand many are joining the game of classification, yet only some are working on their healing. You will realize that opening your heart and mind to connect to the truth is entirely different from engaging in quick-fix delusional realities, which will leave you high and dry, more depleted than before, more consumed, and that is the designed built-up environment, and experiences that target the DNA multigenerational trauma pattern in you. Covid-19 updated the target DNA Bank, and it won't be the last since decades ago with the Spanish flu, for example.  Peace!!! By: ME, "The old ancient woman." 

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