Saturday, February 25, 2023

Character Weakness & the Life in Between

 

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          Whenever we grow in life, it is not only about the physiological growth that is so apparent in the physical world; many take this as a sign of maturity. Here is another grown-up person within the community. Yet, physical growth happens automatically, whether you wish or not; we all are aging since we are in the womb of our mothers, and no one is getting younger physically, and by the years count. Yet there is more to the equation regarding growth among these elements. To make a meaningful equation for the person's development is, the personality inherited chiefly and relies on the traits. Temperament, in addition to the adaptive unconscious, developed a coping mechanism for survival over time. Among these traits is openness to new adventures, agreeableness, introversion, extrovert, competitiveness, discipline, easygoing, cunning, ingenuity, and so much more which can stay with the person wherever they go and are shown clearly when situations happen, challenges, rivalry, or power struggle. Another element that can influence the personality is the environment starting from parents, families, peers, school, college, university, work, and group community can shape new norms within the original personality. It adds complexity to the foundation of the personality depending on the type of experiences and the depth of the situations. From these experiences, something emerges that is the energy within the personality that shows clearly in the interaction, communication, and the context of the socio-cultural norms within the situation presented, and that carries with it the tribe pride. 

             The tribe's pride in what shows up in how things should go and who should be in power, control, and have the upper hand in the final word in any given situation. Here the human-to-human interaction isn't the core of the scenario. It is where the underlying motive and agenda to promote a specific tribe and direct the public attention toward the emergence of these tribes influence decision-making. Here the course faction is more subjective, not objective. It will determine who should be on the boat, who should be dropped off the ship, and who will have to be eliminated entirely, and causing havoc within any socio-cultural context doesn't promote the tribe's pride. It drives its strength from decades of longing to have power, to live in an era that has been longed for decades. Individual dreams are not considered or promoted since they don't align with the tribe's pride plan. And when actions occur in a group, they have a higher impact than the individual action, which doesn't make any sound or be noticed or observed. In cultures that promote outgoing, extroversion and competitive personalities, take heart it will consume, exhaust, and deplete any other energies that don't pick their vibes. Where aggressiveness is reflected while the plan progresses, intense, heavy, and ambiguous plans project themselves. This gives rise to character weaknesses in many forms, like bullying, inferiority, and superiority interaction, ignoring all those who don't align with the tribe's pride plan or agenda. Belittling and again aggressiveness is a hallmarks in day-to-day interaction. Conflict of interest within the socio-cultural context becomes the norm in the group or community. Sometimes you come to the understanding the culture is promoting the gang mindset within the well-weaved psychological games to make sure that the antagonists are trapped within the fear response, intimidation, and provoked scenarios that are only experienced for a short time by the antagonists then disappear, presenting this psychological trap that can't be open up about. Hackers are another example of character weakness, they have talent, but the competitiveness around them doesn't bring them the income they want, therefore when presented with a hacking chance with a good amount of money and no one can see them or catch them, it becomes another powerful force to put on board to carry on the tribe pride plan. Therefore, hacking becomes the backstage to get the job done when time is crucial for executing a higher plan level. And again, no one can hold us accountable if we blame the air. Can you catch the air, the society will label you "Crazy, bipolar, schizophrenic" and all types of labels to align with the common goal within the agenda. The essence of tribal pride in the modern world where technology took over the strong human character to show up with integrity and dignity among the group. Enables them with the following common goal, "If you can't execute it straightforward, and own it, do it dirty in any way and get it done." that is another element that reflects the power of the group, specifically inner groups, and intergroup who can communicate through technology, wireless headphones, apple watches, security accessories like necklaces, rings, earrings, and many other shapes of forms that allowed the question of character on the verge of reflecting a different component of human nature. 

           The tribe's pride allowed the element of closeness either to spy on the target or keep the target from progressing and know when to attack, harm, and bring damage. So if you try to convince me that we live in a world that promotes true character, I will say," Sorry, you are deceiving me." We are in the age of doubt, divide and conquer. Benefits are for the group, not the individual, if they don't comply, defame, reframe, and deplete any resource possible to make the antagonist in the same spot and square. It isn't only a power drive; it isn't money-driven in an age of recession, inflation, economic, and character crises. Character is a perceptive component of the personality, the desirable and the undesirable about the individual. Hence, it is conditional to the tribe's pride and egotistical,  I want it now attitudes. Character weaknesses can lead to may depreciation of human qualities, stirring endless conflict in any environment in which it exists. Unconscious ambition and competitiveness pave a fertile setting for character weakness to prosper in the depletion of good character resources and energies. It is a reality. Humans become chess pieces that can be put on the shelf anytime.  Groups rise, and groups diminish. And this is the nature of life, this endless inner core or rivalry and desire to have control over one another; unfortunately, those who surrendered to their character weaknesses traits, and allowed the power game to control their lives, are being used for a specific purpose, then destroyed after the purpose of their usage is done. 

           Therefore, you hear, witness, and face the aftermath of the usage of these individuals who once thought that their skills could bring them what they wanted for decades. Unfortunately, they are being taken advantage of, used in a game for a specific purpose, then destroyed systematically to the degree that no one can trust their mental capabilities. Again "Do it dirty" is the common goal in the schema. Regular people can't speak about these scenarios as harm will be done unto them, no one can believe them, or trust is lost in this dynamic of the new rise that will shape communities for decades till another tribe seeks to rise. No doubt that those who have dark traits of personalities and characters find these environments as a prosperous land for them to get what they want, the dark knight of a soul, the battles that are systematically mentally taking over, that promotes the escalation of conflicts, scapegoated, whistleblowers, and so many roles and shapes can take place to maintain the tribe pride. Understanding the socio-cultural context within these environments is complex and tangled. It can cause harm to those who try to understand the human condition where opposition and labeling, bullying, aggression, belittling, attacking, and instability of the situation become the main elements of human existence that leads to nothing but the destruction of humans without a trace. No Justice, No Laws can put a context for this but "Bad Behaviors." We can't change people. We can change only ourselves, yet, what if these destructive behaviors are a front to more schema larger and more profound than destructive behaviors? What if they are the dynamic of destabilizing communities in favor of specific groups, races, ethnicity, and language and promote implicit biases, racial biases, discrimination, prejudice, and hate crimes, and fuel of continuous eradication of human existence? 

             Character weaknesses present a neuropsychophysiological stress response in the doer of harm and a ripple effect passing into others who are targeted and on the spot of human degradation. The flow in life has been disrupted, leading to imbalances in relationships and a loss of trust and confidence. Promoting self-doubt, hesitation, isolation, and driving not only mental health illnesses but the manifestation of chronic illnesses, personality disorders, addiction, and suicide due to the imbalance in the neurochemistry balances, the separation between the mind and the body for survival and adaptation, the gut-brain axis imbalances leading to irritable bowel syndrome, depression, anxiety, irritability, agitation, and aggression, impulsivity, and separation from the self, and others. Leading to traumatized minds and bodies, degrading the human soul, and gaining the power to control it. Once the mind and the body are weak, it is easy to attack and deplete the human soul, a game tribe provides that has excelled over centuries. However, the science wasn't clear about the connection between the sociocultural context influence in the disease manifestation. And the critical factor for this human degradation scenario to be influential is character weakness. It is a reality and not easy to navigate and investigate. It is a field that is so dark, filled with many risks, and can be overwhelming most of the time. Therefore, I don't believe there is something called authentic relationships. Sociocultural and economic interests run the life around, so actual humans are another question for me to investigate. The inherited socio-political and socio-economical scenarios run 95% of human unconsciousness, and history repeats itself. I hope you find the time to stop and question, "Where do you stand?" By: ME, "The Old Ancient Woman." 



Saturday, February 11, 2023

The Fine Line.......

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               From an early age, when I couldn't practice talking and communicating with those around me due to physical and neurological onset from age four, Years proved to me that the written word is my channel toward self-expression and sharing with those who can relate or are challenged in any way or form. Through time I understand how humans waste a lot of time and lives due to misjudgment. The cultural stereotypes that run from one generation to another neglect those who have unique experiences and are not equipped physically, neurologically, psychologically, and socially -emotionally to be on the same pace as those who didn't face such uncontrolled challenges. Freedom of expression is another unique experience as long as it goes in the flow of the soul. When the body is trapped within the constraints of the world around them. I started to ask myself why a whole life can happen within a film and picture a competition for emotions and schema to attract the audience. At the same time, reality includes a more complex story that no script or screen can express as it happened and the overwhelmed social-emotional state that only humans can go through. Many think of the scarifial role as a will of service, while it is an adaptive skill for survival. Society witnesses the outcomes when the body can't hide anything anymore till the body falls apart. Life allowed me to witness the story of decades of neglect of the welfare of the human soul. It is said in medical school that you have to be like a wall not to take the world's pain unto you, or you will burn out, get sick, and can't even take care of yourself or others. However, even if they can be like a wall, the human condition surpasses all possible boundaries that can be built. Still, our bodies pick up on the energies around us, and the more vulnerable the build-up of the human body, the easier it absorbs more draining energies, impacting how they perceive the world around them, internalizes it, and project their understanding around. That perceived reality can bring more conflicts and misunderstandings as many operate from their own perceived reality, activating the autonomic nervous system for more reactivity, defensiveness, and impulsivity. That aligns with their internal perception of the world around them. 

           Finding my voice within the written word allows me to form this authentic dialogue to process millions of messages I receive daily, even if the misunderstanding occurs in the outside world; I promised to allow myself this space of requestioning everything and filtering what is wanted and removing what is unwanted. However, there is this fine line to differentiate between what can be true and what can be put aside and move on. This filtration process allows me to reform my words and reshape my reality. It is a complex process. However, it gets more complicated when it comes to those who are at their developmental age and can't find that nurturing, supportive environment to allow them to shape their realities. The build-up is fragile; they shake for the last challenge. Extrovensioism shaped the world. The more the person is outspoken, the more they move forward. Those with unique experiences get lost in this outspoken world, get overwhelmed, and their trapped voice starts to shape another world within their heads, moving to the heart, increasing their burdensomeness, or thwarted belonging to listen to the unworthiness and alienation from the world. Instead of forming a voice, they started to take on all negative scenarios that would toxicate their lives at an early age, leading to many diseases and ailments. 

                   The load among generations is overwhelming. The young are lost in the questions of no end, the older are battling the race of either more, pay their due, or the competitiveness of endless zones, and the elderly are fighting till the finish line to be; their lives tell the story of being for everyone around not themselves.  Idusterialism and capitalism built cities, not humans. Humans are drained by the race they have to run. Where is true life? I don't know. However, there is a fine line. How to see and understand it, that wisdom only granted to some. The only thing I can see is the breath, So breathe and be real for a moment.  By: ME, "The old Ancient Woman." 

  

Sunday, February 5, 2023

Peace within The Chaos...

 

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                 Imagine that nature changes over millions of years. Movement, change, and phases constantly exist in the world and in human life. As nature rages, rain, flood, dries, moisturizes, and brings beauty and chaos, the same humans over their life span. The only creature that fights against their own existence and peace. Why do envy, jealousy, fear, and intimidation exist? I don't know; maybe once again, this is the seed of evil that was planted since Adam and Eve, Able and Cain, Jacob and Esau, David and king Saul, and many other stories in the bible reflect the fiery emotions humans against humans for the world gain. This gain can resemble simple things like clothes, fashioned looks, jobs, and properties, or it is an evil eye for seeing anything good in front of the individual eye. This dark spirit can bring chaos, drama, conflict, and unrest. The overwhelming reactive fear of witnessing something good. Unfortunately, it is hard to control since it works in groups. In ancient ages, evil spirits were used to harm. To bring chaos within communities and societies. Causing harm is the food of this spirit. And the wheels go from one generation to the other.
          Again God is absent in the life of this spirit. It can take many forms and shapes. The more it gets closer to the individual, the heavier the impact. Decade after decade, I have come to understand the hurt comes mainly from those who are close to you, know a lot about you, understand your weaknesses, and how to use these points of weakness to strike at the time it is needed, and the game is won over, and over. Year after year. The game's primary goal is to hold the person back, keep them imprisoned in their own shadow and see no way out or change can occur in the individual life. Year after year, the psychological, and many times the harm are either physical occur to gain control. Divide and conquer is the tactical strategy followed for decades.
           The main goal is to put down their target, deplete their energy, and may get them sick, tired, and useless. That is when they are happy and gain control. This tactical strategy, no science, no medicine, and no laws can acknowledge it as a crime against human rights and freedom of choice. The typical social norm is human behavior; we can't do anything about this, stay away, move, leave the place, walk away. And here, learned helplessness shows again in the social dynamic; the individual gradually understands that denying their feelings and emotions is the excellent way to go, and the harm never stopped, or an action was taken. From generation to generation, helplessness, the invisibility of those who are attacked by the evil eyes as they learn their existence doesn't matter, their being doesn't matter, their rights don't matter, and they stay silent or social punishment will follow. It is the price of the complex competition and the hunger for everything. It is the vicious cycle of social norms in the absence of God. God is a symbol. In the bible, it is said there will be chaos, turmoils, and hunger in the last days. Man-made chaos for restless souls and spirits. It runs the day dynamic, and by the end of the day, it is worthless. The internal fights of the evil spirit live through the harm of others. 

           Understanding this reality, you must hold tight and bring peace within. Understand that only the presence of God brings peace. Understand that the storm brings change all the time. It brings wisdom and maturity to the weary soul. Seek God's guidance, and search for your own peace. Believe He is there with you and will never let you down. Keep on moving, and find your song of joy and peace. By: ME, "The Old Ancient Woman"