Saturday, October 22, 2022

The Thousand Million thoughts that disrupt the coherence of life..

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             Have you ever thought about how alienated human is? The stress and life pressures are creating a different kind of human. Fear, intimidation, uncertainty, overwhelm, and denial of all emotions come from experiences humans face or deal with daily. This equation becomes so apparent around. Fear to speak, fear to miss out, fear to be. I am talking about being not doing. The industrial world created alienation within the human soul. The soul is missing. You experience other expectations from yourself. Has anyone ever meant to ask somebody what they really want to see in their life? Not only that what do you want from your world to support you to be, to feel, to have a voice, to have the time to be at your own pace. It fell so heavy on me today. "To be" reminds me of Descartes, "to be or not to be, that's the question." The core of human beingness. To be, to breathe, to exist, to feel, and to learn to express your voice. To honor the human God created within everyone. No matter their position, power, or authority. Specifically with those who can't make meaning of the world like others. The one that doesn't look like you speak like you wear like you have five-star experiences like you. Remembering my journey and how I was destined to experience all levels of living. It was devastating to go from ten stars living to zero stars, and between, now I understand God's teachings for me. He allowed me to go through the galaxy of"to be," not to copy, imitate, or pretend like others. 

         Taking a straightforward thing that I want to see in the world that " learning and understanding the biochemistry of emotions." This wonderful world tells the truth about what equation humans are producing and putting into their day to have the outcomes they experience. Whether pleasant or unpleasant experiences, it is embedded and printed in the cell membrane and manifests in who the person is at the moment. No one can escape the power of emotions and their influence on human behavior. They go together hand in hand. The tricky point that where these emotions come from and why they control human pathophysiology? How can they put the person down or make them fly high in the sky? How can they cause pain? And why human life can be determined by the outcomes of their emotions. What patterns are built up in the neuropathways that exist all over the human body? A fascinating world to dive into and journey into the human galaxy. Despite the world initially being based on diversity and differentiation, there is a link that connects all humans that's "being," a state that can come across every culture, gender, sex, age, color, and belief. A stat that takes the person into a challenge to act according to the build-up of the nervous system, lymphatic system, endocrine system, and gut-brain axis through the fantastic mechanism of the peripheral nervous system and sensation. That creates a sense of being and awakening conscious awareness through daily experiences. To be so essential to have a sense of safety. Another world that can shake the human world for the rest of their days is "Safety." Unfortunately, as much as the world economically, technologically, and materialistically developed, it took with it the essential element of being that's Safety. 


         Idiopathic experiences are rooted in the absence of a sense of safety. "Am I safe? So I can trust, and be, move without fear, have a voice without fear, to connect without fear. Fear is the shadow of nightmares, anxiety, depression, and many other modern world disorders. even the right to investigate what makes me afraid of why I am afraid is taken away due to the rule of expectations and how the person will be judged by others or being crushed by others. Therefore, do you have the strength to question your fears? It is a different experience from the norm in the culture and community. I witnessed many lives lived in the shadow of fears that they compromise their being and let down those who have no voice and have expectations that they will be seen, heard, and contained by them. And over time, the toxicity of the present time is taking away anything possible to change lives into being. The doing, the winning, the doing, the gaining, the.... endless list that consumed the human to be able to sense their fears, and what is the majority control in the equation, thoughts, choices, decisions, environment, old habits, beliefs, or the expectations from both sides, the person and the world around them. However, everyone was putting their lives in the hands of those running their own lives from fear, I say, "Sorry" you missed the real you, the real "to be" that was meant only for you. Unfortunately, despite those who know the game of emotions and how to use it for their own benefit, some don't have this internal engine to form their own understanding of their own world. Dependency is the crippling element in a weak equation, as its main principle is win-lose. Someone has to win, and someone has to lose. Therefore, there is no fairness. And another equation started to form is social justice, who am I ? and what my life means in this world? And does the world include or exclude? Select or deselect, build, or distract? More equations start to build the multilayer of the complex psyche of humans. All the equations are running from the rule of "Win-lose." Creating that chaotic mindset, running on thousands of million ANTs (Autonomic Negative Thoughts). Looking closely, try to understand the equations that shaped your fears, created the running ANTs, and diminished the "Being" within you emotionally, physiologically, and biologically changing your DNA, RNA reading, and functioning from the point of pain, confusion, or senseless you. By: ME, "The ancient old woman." 

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