Monday, February 21, 2022

Between the Overwhelm and Settlement

 

         
        If the conversation one day project the agency for change, it may be an indicator that the person has reached their state of overwhelming. If you ask me what is the greatest lesson I can take from the modern world , I will say directly it is the overwhelm. If you wander around and pay close attention to human behavior, you can notice they are mostly the projector of the overwhelm. To keep up with a racing world of getting what they want in one way or another. From a factual perspective, the state of overwhelm is built up over time. All humans have been through either Small t or big T. I mean by the tTS, the trauma the hard experiences that changed the perception of the world, and activated the surviving state. The surviving state reflects itself in different modalities of behaviors either passive-aggressive, bully, narcissistic, antisocial, anxiety, depression, or even withdrawal. whatever the manifestation of the combination of the hard experiences, genetics,  infections, diseases, environment, and the current mental state of the human, the majority are a reflection of overwhelming. It is left mostly unnoticed or being judged, putting labels on all behaviors we witness through the workday. The uncomfortable feeling may lead to clashes, conflict, belittling, ignoring, or dismissing others from the scene. 
        
         If you pay close attention, you'll notice the attitudes around are a reflection of inner struggle, that is hard to be open about for lack of safety, trust, and security. Modern life left humans passing their loads into an empty hallo place. They strive for more is a reflection of inner pain, the person wants to silence through more and more materialistic, and climbing the ladder form. The method is not important as long as The person satisfied the hunger within for more. However, that won't silence the angry wolves. Humans are taken into a spiral of superficial looks. Like the flowers when they bloom, everyone wants to pick one of them. However, when the flower is picked from its soil, it moved from one hand to another, losing its glamorous look. Was there a choice? or that is the norm. Beautiful things attract the eye, awaken that hunger within the wolf soul to have more, to wish for more, to strive for more, and more and more flowers die and buried away. The flowers are our true authentic souls that are being dumped in the phase of the hunger for more. And the human never been satisfied, the race continues on, and the soul is lost on the way. Becoming a whole new creature that fit within the grandiose. There there is nobody else seen but the grandiose. Some have to silence their dreams for the grandiose to grow, and the noise becomes loud and loud, fainting anyone else but the grandiose who uses all their powers to bury the dreams of those who try.
         
             If you ask yourself, will this be of value to my soul or does it leave it bleeding, and no one cares? I come back to the overwhelmed how can I do my day? How can I pay my bills? How can I feel human again? I find this overwhelming as the norm. Diving into the sea of nowhere, nothingness, and vain talks. I realized that in the state of overwhelm, you can't get the whole picture of what is going on around you, or make sense of what is going on. I noticed it is the opportunities for the grandiose to strike and get what they want, I realized it has been identified as my weak point when the other can rob me of anything they want. And I come back to the overwhelm. It is this mental game when the other side understands well how to use it against you, either through social media, phone calls, e-mails, or face to face shaping the perfect storm. It is a repetitive pattern and unfortunately, emotional trauma has no diagnosis or accountability in any way or form in the justice world. It is this tactical scheme to bring someone down without a shed of any evidence against the one using it. That is the modern life rotten souls waring glamour looks, and venom in the words they utter from their mouth. Sometimes I wonder what if the human hasn't invented the stock market, wall street, top billions of corporates, free market, will humans keep turning others' lives upside down or they will be living from day to day in a peaceful manner? However, The trillions in profits do shift the minds how they can relate and filter humankind. So welcome to the overwhelming normal pattern of modern life. And it is your responsibility how to figure it out.  By: ME "The Old Ancient woman." 

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