Have you ever question why the universe is in a resistant state to what beautifies the soul naturally, and long for, chase all that is outside the soul? Have you question if a person can be governed by the rage coming from the outside? Sometimes it is hard to look within in a world that is asking you nothing but chasing perfectionism, gaining satisfaction from a materialistic, unending line of requesting you to put all your guard, lose yourself in what you put on you, it is a void journey, it takes the soul into a severe conflict within, to doubt your reality if you are enough. The heavy requirements from the outside, do not ever show how a person will deliver these requirements or are they connected to reality, or why are these requirements made first place? It brings me to a point of the cultural conflict which based on socioeconomic, sociopolitical, even beliefs. Humans are created to inherit the earth, to build a life, to be stewards to keep what God has given for free and multiply. It gives me the image of a builder, a farmer, a reformer, a healer, a teacher, a nurturer. If these are some of the main purposes of humans here on earth, so even they do exist, why this turmoil in exploiting of the human soul to struggle and suffering? If God's will for us to do good? why we choose otherwise?
When human life turns to be hurting rather than healing, a person has God's permission for the person to walk on their own with God. Since being with other humans is adding more trauma to the human soul. For pleasing the world, a human choose to plant division, separation, unrest, conflict, and many other forms of turning others' lives into a hard place to be. It comes to a state of surviving from one to the other. a person starts to question whether it is good anywhere? And what this good mean to them? When the person falls into the endless requirements of the world, it becomes out of their control that they become slaves to the mercy of the outside world to get what they want and do what are they asked to do, even if it is at the expense of others rights. Here the true purpose of humans on earth, the heavenly bond is broken.
Now it is a bond among humans to a human who draws their outlines of how the world has to go. From person to person, family to family, society to society, community to community, till we reach from country to country, countries to countries. And for the life to run, there have to be classifications on anything is handled by humans and its outcomes. When a person is more dependent on the world to provide for them from day to day, here the conflict is getting higher and higher tight since it is the exposure of both beliefs, and the undeclared rules the nature of life. It is a passage that sometimes brings the hardest parts in the person weaknesses, to be exposed, or being played. It turns to be retraumatizing over and over, leading to the struggle on the biological level, changing the functionality of mind and body, due to the struggling soul to comprehend why this or that? The soul longs for peace, unity, and a life with compassion. If the conflict becomes overwhelming, making the person sick, withdrawn, avoidant, powerless, the soul urge the person to walk away from all this dysfunctional cluster of struggle, to connect with God, to find the peace, unity, and compassion on a higher level to understand that humans will keep their dysfunctionality to meet the requirements that have no end till the day come to understand non -of all they fought for, lost to get it, hurting others on the way, will mean anything, when the person comes in a place to find nothing but God who is waiting for them asking, how did you find your journey that I got the ticket for you, for free, all I asked you is to pray, call upon my name, glorify my name, plant the seeds of goodness, let your light shine, let my name known, live an abundant life in my name, reflect my image in you and your life. And so many other truths to be recalled, remembering from ashes to ashes, from dust to dust, and from glory to glory.
Choosing the solo journey is a call for soul purification, finding the meaning and purpose of life only God knows about it. When the soul struggles, finding serenity is the salvation to the light to keep shining, living by the spirit, it is not an easy journey as a person will put down mostly all the flesh desires, disciplining your soul is the hardest test from God to walk into. You make God your only source to teach, to guide, and seek His wisdom. Everything is possible with God, If a person chooses to believe so, and unite with God's voice and whispers to lead you in this ambiguous journey. By: ME" The Old Ancient Woman"
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