why some favor the Solo Journey?

 

                                                                      shethepeople. tv 

                            Have you ever question why the universe is in a resistant state to what beautifies the soul naturally, and long for, chase all that is outside the soul?  Have you question if a person can be governed by the rage coming from the outside? Sometimes it is hard to look within in a world that is asking you nothing but chasing perfectionism, gaining satisfaction from a materialistic, unending line of requesting you to put all your guard, lose yourself in what you put on you, it is a void journey, it takes the soul into a severe conflict within, to doubt your reality if you are enough. The heavy requirements from the outside, do not ever show how a person will deliver these requirements or are they connected to reality, or why are these requirements made first place? It brings me to a point of the cultural conflict which based on socioeconomic, sociopolitical, even beliefs. Humans are created to inherit the earth, to build a life, to be stewards to keep what God has given for free and multiply. It gives me the image of a builder, a farmer, a reformer, a healer, a teacher, a nurturer. If these are some of the main purposes of humans here on earth, so even they do exist, why this turmoil in exploiting of the human soul to struggle and suffering?  If God's will for us to do good? why we choose otherwise? 

                    When human life turns to be hurting rather than healing, a person has God's permission for the person to walk on their own with God. Since being with other humans is adding more trauma to the human soul. For pleasing the world, a human choose to plant division, separation, unrest, conflict, and many other forms of turning others' lives into a hard place to be. It comes to a state of surviving from one to the other. a person starts to question whether it is good anywhere? And what this good mean to them? When the person falls into the endless requirements of the world, it becomes out of their control that they become slaves to the mercy of the outside world to get what they want and do what are they asked to do, even if it is at the expense of others rights. Here the true purpose of humans on earth, the heavenly bond is broken. 

              Now it is a bond among humans to a human who draws their outlines of how the world has to go. From person to person, family to family, society to society, community to community, till we reach from country to country, countries to countries. And for the life to run, there have to be classifications on anything is handled by humans and its outcomes. When a person is more dependent on the world to provide for them from day to day, here the conflict is getting higher and higher tight since it is the exposure of both beliefs, and the undeclared rules the nature of life. It is a passage that sometimes brings the hardest parts in the person weaknesses, to be exposed, or being played. It turns to be retraumatizing over and over, leading to the struggle on the biological level, changing the functionality of mind and body, due to the struggling soul to comprehend why this or that? The soul longs for peace, unity, and a life with compassion. If the conflict becomes overwhelming, making the person sick, withdrawn, avoidant, powerless, the soul urge the person to walk away from all this dysfunctional cluster of struggle, to connect with God, to find the peace, unity, and compassion on a higher level to understand that humans will keep their dysfunctionality to meet the requirements that have no end till the day come to understand non -of all they fought for, lost to get it, hurting others on the way, will mean anything, when the person comes in a place to find nothing but God who is waiting for them asking, how did you find your journey that I got the ticket for you, for free, all I asked you is to pray, call upon my name, glorify my name, plant the seeds of goodness, let your light shine, let my name known, live an abundant life in my name, reflect my image in you and your life. And so many other truths to be recalled, remembering from ashes to ashes, from dust to dust, and from glory to glory. 

         Choosing the solo journey is a call for soul purification, finding the meaning and purpose of life only God knows about it. When the soul struggles, finding serenity is the salvation to the light to keep shining, living by the spirit, it is not an easy journey as a person will put down mostly all the flesh desires, disciplining your soul is the hardest test from God to walk into. You make God your only source to teach, to guide, and seek His wisdom. Everything is possible with God, If a person chooses to believe so, and unite with God's voice and whispers to lead you in this ambiguous journey. By: ME" The Old Ancient Woman"

                                                     

The feeling language. The language that divides

 

Seen a world that is moved within by a wild rage of contradiction, differentiation, and unsettled waves of feelings about one another.

In the modern world, it is hard to see one ethnic group or culture, The world is pouring into people's lives multiple races, languages, cultures, history, beliefs, approaches on how life has to go or should be, giving humanity a challenge to pick from. Here lies the importance of choice. The voices a person can make align with what they believe in. Sometimes these choices come upfront of cultural, ethnicity, and gender alleviated feeling language that runs the back scene of the outcomes. It is cool to see pictures, hear songs, read books about unity, inclusion, diversity, tolerance. It is feeling good when we read, listen or watch a movie or TV show that reflects this paradigm. It is the feeling-good impact that increases dopamine fusion. It is the quick fix of the culture around. it is a short-term feeling language as at a certain moment a person has to move away from this or it happens, it is done, you have to go back to reality. It is you as a person, how you normally feel through the day,  how far you are connected to yourself, not waiting on things to happen, to make you feel good. The alignment with the core beliefs is not impacted by feeling the outsider when you don't feel you belong to any group around, and something different about you. The way you look, talk, behave, act, interact, doesn't tell that you do belong to a specific group. You are feeling different energy. 

The feeling language of not being liable to any label is put on a person to walk in the world with. Throwing all cultural norms, breaking through the inner soul reveals more than the spoken words. Only use the inner compass within to feel the world around you. As long as we have barriers, boundaries, limits, restrictions, side talks, background scene scenarios, and free ourselves from all that, especially when you are a woman who refuses to be controlled, and you are fighting for your free soul that is being unwelcomed, unaccepted, pushed away from the true life, being an outsider. You begin to read feeling language which surrounds the physical human energy. You start to sense what is unspoken which might scare you and takes you in another world of listening to the unspoken that is reflected in the way the other approaches you, you sense the scared heartbeat, the stress level, the discomfort, the wandering eyes, the unsettled bodies, the buddy system since the fear of standing alone and be their own voice is not an option, so you feel the mind games that drains humans capacities, drive them away from the reality, living in the feeling language world. 

The feeling language determines the decision-making. The stories we tell ourselves impact the outcomes we want to see. What if all these stories hide another truth, the subconscious mind that stores lots of bringing brainwashing about life and how it has to be. The sense of control, the narcissistic ego to break down what is blocking the way. To gain control over the real interests which give more dopamine feeling good short term, quick fix feeling language. Which become addicted, the person who fell in this trap can not see the truth behind this like the addiction of feeling good takes over the mind, the body becomes a hungry beast for more feeling good language, consuming the biological storage of something that is created to benefit our lives, yet ends to be a harmful thing for the long term. When you are in a room where your seat is specified, your zone of thinking and acting is predetermined and the outcomes are clear. No one is able to reveal your subconscious feelings, motives, reactions, or actions, you are limited. It is different when you are given the freedom of movement, and acting, here the feeling language takes control, the perception, the old beliefs, the attitudes are in place. It is not what you wear, it is the body language, facial expression, tone of voice, heartbeat, wandering eyes, the posture, the clench of your fist, the steps you take, the breath you take, how you stand, sit, move, all is the interaction of the force of the human magnetic field that clashes when the energies are conflicting each other, here you feel the heavy energy in the place. In the short term, if this energy is not healthy, it has its unhealthy effect on the human psyche, dignity, respect, value, and draining the human true capacities. That what is leading to lives to be compromised and at sudden hard things happen, since the unawareness of the feeling language is playing in place, we as humans become the true enemy of ourselves. 

In my experience and journey, the feeling language does run the world of power and authority. You bring all that you believe, sense, and perceive into action even though what we wear is different, the subconscious belief that if I have the power if I have the authority if I am in control if conditions that followed by decision making and how you want the world to see you, takes over, it is a losing battle that cost the human soul and being trapped in a toxic cycle of the dysfunctional limbic system that only feeds the human ego. It is unhealthy to live in the feeling language, it is so important to identify it earlier and start working on your true self, not the layer of toxic beliefs that may lead to a betrayal to your own self. Feeling language thank you for being there to remind me of what I have to work on, and identify the true self, silencing the voices of disbelief, and confusion that leads humans to lose themselves. By: ME " The Old Ancient Woman."