When I reconsider the past, the only thing that remained to wonder about is my smile that doesn't go away despite all the mountains I had and still have to climb. When you search for a meaning for it, it is God's grace within me. I didn't create it, he blessed me with. So I am so grateful for that. Maybe that's why no one pays attention to my scars or the journey behind. I look normal, I live normal and keep on climbing more mountains. What struck me is that even we live in the peak of technology, Media, industry, still human behavior is a cycle that keeps repeating itself, and unfortunately, we are taken in the loop of enormous distractions. We put too much effort into polishing the outside environment and ignoring polishing, cleansing the human soul which is the start point of any healthy habit here on earth. We got too busy and dazzled by the tangible and diminishing the intangible. So the measurement standards are based on what is seen by the naked eye. Since no one put an effort to pay attention to the inner meaning of their existence.
Yes, we have to work hard to be able to take responsibility for what is due as our share living citizens, pay your bills, provide for yourself or your family, build a decent life if you can, taking care of emergencies that may come your way, no one is excluded from that. It is a serious and responsible life. So you have to take care of yourself so you can take care of others. While the majority of their life is supposed to be this way, they are busy taking care of their daily duties, some even forget about sitting down and taking a deep breath to feel their existence. The modern life wheels, leave no option other than work hard for your day. The demand is already put. While you are busy doing what is called life, there are weeds growing around you, forgive me, I am trying to search for other words, and here the word weeds keep showing up. I am sure there is a reason for this.
An envy eye, jealousy eye, insecure eye, malicious eye, believe it or not, everything starts with the eye, when the heart is occupied by bitterness and sadness of what is going wrong or why them not me? Or I can't do this so I will not let you do it by any means I will ruin what you are trying to do, the vicious cycle of humans since Adam and Eve, Abel and Cain, the seed of jealousy, envy that is deeply rooted in human nature since then. We find ourselves going through tough battles, that lead us to bear more burdens through the day other than what we have to pay attention to, to build a decent life. These weeds can take its form of group ethnicity, race, religious, or socioeconomic status. The battle is all about how to stumble those who don't comply or fit my agenda, human life has no value or price in this vicious cycle, as the loop of envy and jealousy is keeping rolling around the world with different voices and faces. The main message remains the same, the enemy comes to kill, steal, and destroy. You can't witness fruitful seeds from this message. It is painful and due to lots of distractions around, the weeds find their way into our day and try to break us down.
It is not Jesus, God, or the goodwill of the human soul, it is the rotten roots that were inherited to humans since Adam and Eve. The weeds serve their purpose either to break us down or strengthen us. It depends on your faith foundation, like satan temptations, it doesn't stop and don't go weary, it has full power horse running on fueling bad actions around. It is what it is. Don't believe there is love there, straightforward, honesty, transparency, good wishes, or joy. non of this does exist with the weeds, you have to face your battles. You have to trust in the ONE who made you, You have to believe that no evil will prevail at the end. We find ourselves instead of keeping the hard work to have a decent life being faced with the weeds who are filled with envy and jealousy to demolish any effort you are making to have a life with honor and dignity. Yes, it is depleting, exhausting, and no good, as it results in the so many sicknesses the human race is suffering from. Carrying the emotional burden with you wherever you go, living on the tip of anxiousness, agitation, irritation, anger, disappointment, frustration, sadness, the sense of lack not enough, something wrong has to happen, living a life of ill- anticipation, all start with the eye, how you perceive life around you and how many weeds you are surrounded with. Tangled forest of weeds or a plain valley?
God didn't create anything bad. it is our sinful nature that constantly fights to exist and persist. if we can measure how much emotional and potential efforts the weeds are putting toward fulfilling their plans, this energy or power may build a whole different world, if they are used in a good way. The weeds can not see the beauty around, their fuel is on the dirt of the soul, unclean soul, that is how they get their fuel and the energy to continue to break down beautiful souls around, it happened that you may be in their way at this time, you become a target, the battle is not you, the battle is the beauty within you, the good within you, the hope you bring, the healing you bring and the hearts you touch all of this gives unrest, discomfort to the weeds who desire to gain control over everything around, never been satisfied, the hunger for a more and more, non-stop vicious cycle. No satisfaction or contentment, whoever they can destroy, that brings existence to their life. When I see this picture is repeating itself around, I look back to the first sin of man and say wow, we never learn the lesson, greed blinded the human soul, the mindset of lack and never been enough rule the world. Depleted drained souls yarning to a time of peace and tranquility within. Carrying this emotional baggage whether you want it or not. Making us question life, will this come to an end one day. Nothing to be said but searching for words of peace and healing to each hurting soul. Mending souls has to start with the person him/herself. As much as the pain and hurt do exist, it will ignite your soul to desire healing to see beauty instead. Beauty using the same eye that sparks the ill habit of envy and jealousy, instead tell the eye to yarn for healing too, cleansing and being grateful for whatever you have, wherever you are, and enjoy the journey of pain and suffering, telling yourself this too shall pass. Giving it all back to the cross and the price it is paid for. The weeds love to keep the blood-shedding, while God's grace shouting out for life, you have to ask yourself what do you stand for life or weeds? I see humans hard to learn from history and past mistakes since healing didn't take place yet. Seek your soul healing, desire it more than life itself, cry out to it, and ask God to lead you to a life of beauty and grace, here you will find joy. By: ME" The old ancient woman"
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