COVID-19 And Our Fears

It is true our senses reflect how we react in any environment

COVID- 19 is rewriting the coming phase of human history. A changing paradigm in humans' actions and behavior. And their impact subsequently on how you see the world, and how we see each other at this moment. It is a movie or a book turned into reality.  Reading and watching books and movies about Aliens invading our plant with unknowns technologies and Viruses are a reality we live. Yet, only one fact that no aliens from outer space. We " the globe" are the Aliens.


2020 had bigger dreams and plans I was working on, and diligently trying to fight the odd. Telling myself I can do this, I will do this. Iam in the free land where dreams come true. If you work hard, you will be whatever you want to be. The scenario year after year became different. I became aware that, we humans no matter what religion, culture, tongue, any background, create our own battles that fit the map we have in our minds either to gain control or remain control. As we know the sacrifice of souls for honor or patriotism both have conditioned human life to keep the pride among the tribe.

I realized that we are not alone, each one of us is a variable in any of the equations that fits a specific scenario.  So my search for freedom of voice and choice came in place to face reality. What variable I am, is not my choice in the bigger picture. Working on my own picture or what we call a vision is contradicting the outer vision or scenario. Waves of the ocean turned to be spiky rocks, and you have to face them and get your share of it. Plans, dreams, goals became like a chess game, trying to figure it out. Before I was lead by fears, be the good girl and be obedient, be the kitty cat, nicer, and have no voice. Be the dolly, dress beautifully, and paint your face. Everything was telling me to hide yourself. You aren't allowed to be seen, or being visible and if you do, you will be smashed, dare you.

Early childhood Experiences effect themselves in our older life

These are the patterns that developed over the years, certain societies, ethnic or religion, females have to be in a certain way and the other parts of the world will come to know that and be judged by this frame of understanding about how things go. And unfortunately, you believe. So you walk through your life expecting that the story was told about you beforehand will determine how everything has to go, and the cycle repeats itself, till you are hit so hard that awaken you. The wrong beliefs that made you guided by the shadow of your fears. This garment doesn't fit anymore.

When you learn about how mental games can change the person unconsciously, even without they don't know that is a mental game, you are shocked and subconsciously, you will do what the scenario is telling what you are supposed to do. Your brain waves will change accordingly and your body will act accordingly, once the action is repeated, it is already kept it the memory and next time the scenario is being delivered, automatically you will react, even without you realizing that you were planning to act differently. The consciousness was deactivated and the subconscious is activated. Fearful dynamic about the architecture of our brain and how the Triune bain layers impact how we construct our behaviors according to the elements of input of the equation, and how our senses collect the data to match them with past scenarios and telling your body is this a red light or green light. If you have a painful past, your Limbic system/emotions are on high alert once a familiar scenario repeats itself. The whole experience won't be about who you are with at the present. it is all about what the experience triggered in you. So negative past experiences do affect how we deal with the present.


So, COVID-19 brought to me the persistent question," What are you afraid of?" Listen to them, try to notice them individually, and ask yourself why this or that makes me afraid? What am I afraid of loss or failure? shame or grief? perception or belief? reality or the truth? whatever you are afraid of, this is the true time to face our fears? whatever they find the courage to face them? you won't succeed from the first trial. Your fears will shy out from you when you will realize that fears do exist because you have something to work on and either you run away from it or you are ignoring it. We all have fears yet they are shown in the way we interact with one another on a daily basis. Embrace your fears as they do exist to teach you something and tone into your body and ask what did I didn't get from 0-20 years old and I tried to make this happen and it didn't happen? Why it didn't happen? and what things keep repeating themselves into your life so you get the same results? Are you allowing your fears to gain control over you? or remain control over you? And why control in the first place? did you understand the value of yourself as a variable in an equation and if you do what is your value? Can you write the equation yourself or are you waiting for the mastermind to deliver the equation each time? Did you lose control to find yourself? It is never been late to state the journey of discovering yourself and your value. At this time of Global fear, no one is exempt to get to know their fears and see how they impact the overall of their lives? Do fears serve you positively or on a negative scale?  if any of the fears are impacting you negatively, then you allowed this to happen, Whatever built on early age-positive or negative that what will remain with us and building layer after layer out of it.

In the journey of discovery, Whatever planted in your life, will continue with you along the journey. Keep learning and give your self permission to face your fears. You will never know until you try. Life is like a lab experiment, you may have 1000, 000 trials only a few of them will align with your hypothesis, the rest are lessons learned from.