How much is too much?

How much is too much to take, handle or process?

In the realm of serenity and peace, we realize the burdens stacking upon our shoulders.  Red flags are not vain messages, they are your friend, the compass that leads your inner sight. Like sinking sand, smooth in the outside, and deadly inside. Yes, my words may seem heavy not light. Yet, words can give meaning to whatever conflicting or confusing around. What do you think? Walking spontaneously or breathing in, and slowing down. Our life is not a game, never been one, and how we end sometimes tells us it is one. Looking at the facts in hand and questioning every single stop in your life.  The zigzag shape you end with tells a lot how we are facing higher wages than us. Our weak, burn out bodies, scars everywhere and no clue what is all this about. 

Vicious cycle do exist in the world of masters and clueless minds. Walking the miles that are required. Miles became distances that widen the gap of life. Wondering why? or how or even when? Your thoughts are taking you far away from anyone around you. Distances became bridges to cross to the other side. Where no one will question why/ when or how? or what is all this about? 

I hear you, I see you, I understand where your feet are stepping and how do you feel at this moment. 

When words only have 6% of the effect on the receiver of the message, our body language gives 77%, our facial expression 14% of the true message. You may say something, yet your whole total message is in your body, tone of voice and facial expression, the baseline of many understanding overall around. Even your silence, eyes, your breath rhyme are telling more than you say in words. We are a body communication machine, words are in many ways are useless.

Telling the truth in the face of a person, something may look extreme, and it can save lives. Ignoring the unspoken languages, leads to an accumulative endless amount of hypothesis, theories, views, opinions that make us walk with the antenna of confirmation biases.  We walk with these antenna searching for fault, guilt, stains, warnings, toward the other. If you belong to this group, you have to think, live, act, relate, do a certain way. No exceptions or a will to cross this delusional confirmation bias standard and just be. 

We turn to live in a phobic community that red flag any unpopular patterns of action or lives around. The hard stones that are placed to stumble one another. The ability to listen to a different phase of life. A new golden rule was established," If you don't--------, you won't------/ you can't........." and the list goes on. 

Let's imagine our young generation living this fact, what do think you will expect along the way? There is a misleading thread about what is real? Facing each social expectation, meeting the standard, following direction, dizzellion of proposals about how life has to be, and all stretched to get it. I got it, I have to choose, and what can I choose if Iam being lost outside and forgot about the inside, the true me, not the layers are being put on me ever since I started to interact outside of me. 

Maybe Iam not the only one who found themselves at this stop of being unaware of the truth around. Or Iam lost because of what I once believed was the truth and it isn't. Let's go back to the truth of you and where you are right now, forget about the past, forget about anything else and stop! Listen to your true self, who you are, what do you want, why do you want it, and how and where can you start? 

True life isn't paved with roses and the more you fight for the true you, the more walls you will hit, leaving scars all over you, landmarks of the price you have to pay, to be. Who you are, it is all come back to you. Silence all noses around and come back to the ground, listen to the struggling waves of the ocean, trying to find their way out, walk on the wet sand to be grounded and connected to the inner you, smell the breeze of the air that is pure not polluted one. The pure environment will smell like that, free to be you, no judgment, no confirmation biases, no traps, no chains to hold you down. The pure environment will include you and accept you just the way you are, no speculations, no condemnation or steel walls to separate you, or making you the outsider. The pure environment will feel peace, no fear in being with you, around you, till then walk the walk and keep moving and stop when it is needed to reflect and redirect the compass to where your inner self is in peace with. Not all storms are meant to break you. Walk with the one who walked on the water oh little faith, Jesus who had me since I was little, we have very unique conversations together, He is the one who carried my cross to have life, and here Iam with all confident walking to Him over and over. Nothing is too much for Jesus By: ME" The Old Ancient Woman " 

Let's Sit On The Ground

Life is a journey, more valuable when we are real.

As an explorer into this such deep ocean of life. Waves come, waves go and still, we are here in this life. From the old days to the present, it seems like a story doesn't want to end. An unfolded book, filled with wonders, a wide array of elements that added up to the person you are today. Watching with a careful eye, when you discover more and more about the world you are in. It is not a matter of a title, or a big banner describing who you are. We are more than this. Each one of us is built uniquely without a trace of lack.

We move in the world meeting many faces, maybe we get to say hello or have a little chat or we get to know one another for further time, starting a journey or ending one. All add up to the experiences that shape us the way we become not truly who we are. Within there are ideas and thoughts that are being formed, result in the decisions we make and the road we choose to walk. It all depends.

Is there something permanent, stays the same, or unchangeable? Nope!!!!! Bear in mind in every second in your life can turn around so please, let's sit on the ground. Listen to the human within you and let it be true, not fake. How many hide behind the superficial materialistic attractions of the world and forgetting the human within. How many struggles with facing the reality, yes it is not easy, it is difficult, it is hard so what do you want?

That is the hardest place a person can be found. Undecided, uncomfortable, hiding behind layers of social expectations with no determination which way is the best for a person not everyone. Anyway , I found myself lost in the journey of self-discovery. Reaching a state of foreseeing the quality of our thoughts builds up who we are not titles or Big Banners with your name on it. An informed, aware person quality of life, has the most share of standing the waves come their way.

Grounding ourselves of who we are, allow us not to get caught in the chaos around us. Almost 5 decades on this earth and sitting on the ground is the best place for me to do and just be, dropping all cares, worries and detach from all the noises and unreal voices. Looking at the world from a point of connection, the peace that you are getting to see the truth more than before, walking with a heart of service is completely different from how the world function around, so getting to the ground brings me back to the root of the action has been made over and over, manipulation leads me to one thing , disconnect and be grounded in the truth whatever is meant for you will be, do your best and leave the rest to God, all this noise, one day will fade and none will stay around.

Return to the voice of truth within and trust in the ONE who made you the way you are. Keep your peace and remember your best place is within not in the world outside. Keep the simplicity and focus within , you deserve to be human nothing lessBY: ME" THe Old Ancient Woman"

Dear Son, What do you see?

                                        You are HIS empty vessel, let His light fills you.


A big silence roaming around, involuntarily, everyone is looking both sides.  Each carries a story to tell, a burden to lay down, questions not answered. The loud voices are trapped. A beath in the chest unwilling to voice out to the world where they exist. Counting heartbeat. Everyone is standing the wait. Within there is a battle coated with a shiny smile in disguise. You see the unsettled world fighting the battle of the unknown, belonging , acceptance, harmony, earnings, and so much more. Unsettled ocean of complete rage. I hear you, I see you, and what do you see?

A world that is so busy to stop and see you, listen to you, to guide to mentor, to teach not to rebuke. You try to fit in , to please, go with the flow to socialize to do whatever anyone else does and here the void within turns into an ocean of unpleasant sensation and you have no idea what is going on. The voices started to get louder and louder no more silence. The speed turns into a vicious spiral of falling hard. And you stop.

You stop to hear, feel or even touch. What is going on? you have no idea that is not what you want, desire, plan or expect. So what do you see? I see you, I hear you. We are on two different sides , I can't reach or teach so still what do you see, Son? I see you have any questions, and incomplete answers to guide you through the way. You started to carry the whole world upon your shoulders and it presses you down. The more you realize how fearful the reality is, the more a giant within started to take over. A giant that is not honest with you, not present for you when you most need it. A giant that separate you from you. A giant that holds you back and makes you unable to see the big picture. Building walls, not homes, distract not attract, overwhelm not secure. You begin to ask more and more why I have to see, hear, feel or touch or even try to? I see it is a big question and it is hard to find an answer if we only focus within.
So my son, forget all about all these vicious spiral of life and have a look in the mirror , Do you see? The most important person in the whole entire world is looking at you. It's you. No one else can be you, you are a whole world within and it is your time to discover what can you bring in. Joy, creativity, authenticity, complete free will to do what is best and be yourself. God said you are fearfully and wonderfully made so, What other proof are you waiting for?

Dear so, wherever you are, whatever you do honor it, and start to learn how powerful your voice in the world. Say what you feel, say what you want, with no expectations from the world around you as each is in their own world, millions and billions of islands do exist. Yes, the world is selective, reciprocal. It is hard to accept individualistic selection. God has created something in you, didn't select in any other. Have faith , walk-in the assurance that no power will form against you. Hold up this wonderful creation within and remind yourself all the time, Iam fearfully and wonderfully made.  I want you to celebrate you for being you, hold yourself a tight, precious gift from the LORD our creator of heaven and earth, celebrate life as it is a wonderful precious gift has been granted to those who are created by HIM, called by name and made them HIS own. Who else do you want to see?

The world won't stop throwing its insecurities, fears, worries, troubles unto us, we bring them back to the ONLY ONE, the maker of Heaven and EARTH , He sees us, He knows us by name, He knows what to do as it has already been done. Hear HIM loud, be close to HIM, He is your best friend, won't lie to you or deceit or mislead you.

Lift up your voice with praises and thankfulness to HIM, in every minute , second, you are given. Do the work that will glorify HIS MIGHTY NAME and HE won't let you down. Look at the skies, trees, and the dirt, they face all troubles and willingly accepted their role, they declare HIS MIGHTY NAME in each breath we have here on earth. Everything God has created for us, because HE loves us first. Holy ABBA I give you all my concerns, worries and whatever is not honoring YOU here on earth, turn everything to YOUR GLORY LORD, I lift to you each cry here on earth to turn it into joy , praising YOU day and night and comfort each troubled soul with your grace, In Jesus name
BY: ME" The old ancient woman"