2020 walk
Cool when you experience this mental imagery of a wide landscape all around. Witnessing such golden brownish smooth ground, soft wind waving to the serenity of the universe around. Complete harmony in everything you can see or touch, soft sand slippering among your hands and looking so close, questioning where is life? The heartbeat, the breath that carries the whole mystery of life. Your eyes can see another horizon that hasn't been reached yet. Walking your steps holding on hope that can restore this within. Looking at each step of your feet, wondering how long will it take? There is this vision in front of you and you can't see anything else around when everything you see and experience brings you to this hope within.
The journey hasn't done yet. From doing into being. From illusion into reality. From voidness into fullness, from being misled to a true path into a new life. When Jesus came, He promised life a new hope a new you no other thing. When I remind myself how I came to know Jesus, I see a different person from where Iam right now. The joy faded, emptiness crawled into the soul, defeated and crushed, reminding myself that He paid it all on the cross so what this mean right now?
Looking closer I see when you get caught in the chaos of the world around, we become overwhelmed and our weak bodies start to fall down and that is the warfare of Christian life, no guarantee for being the same you used to be. Events and experiences change you, to somebody different from the old one. Now you are at a bridge, are stepping into deep water or sinking sand? The ground is shaken and you have self-doubt. What is going on and how can you discern and trust that you are stepping into solid ground. They're a completely different world around. The competitive world the world filled with secrets and mystery and here you have to figure it out.
It is good to see where you are and put it on the table and sit with Jesus asking Him for guidance and true words and meaning. No one else will give you this. So, Jesus here I am at my crossroads will you guide me through this, I trust only you. Could you reveal yourself in this situation and show me the way? That is true you call the outcast, you call those who are burdened and weary will you be with me?
I think with each pilgrim journey there are stops where we only ask Jesus to walk with us and carry on. There are lots to do, there are lots that haven't been done yet, so how can I take the first step , with no guarantee only to trust in you, with no doubt or second guess. Standing my ground in you the leader of my life . By: ME" The old ancient woman"
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