Saturday, January 18, 2020

A dream To Be Told

       
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Since Education is the only thing that my heart keeps beating, I found myself in a place where I once lived the joy of learning. As it is proven through the ages," Unless the student is ready, no teaching occur." 

I found myself looking back to the most inspiring pillars in the joy of a curious mind to explore, seek, to share knowledge and questions among like-minded. No matter where they are or the setting looked like. I found myself searching through the Plato and Socratic methodology of igniting the flame of discovery, learning and nourishing the minds of a learner to know the world around them. I found myself feeling my heavy heart of what Education looks like right now. Lots of barriers, judgment, labeling, finger point and lots and lots of restrictions, formality and demands that exhaust the mind and the life of a genuine learner. 

The hunger for learning for the love of learning is dissipating, it became more industrial, hierarchical and inboxed. Filled with lists of what can be and what can't.  Everyone is trying to meet the standards to fit in. other layers are added race, gender, ethnicity, religious affiliate,  social status, cultural biases, grouping. So, we walk in the industry with all these packages and what kind of mind you are, is being smashed to pieces. 

                                                                     
A picture is worth millions
Where golden minds gather together to have a deep look at their questions, no finger-pointing. If we looked so close they were the pioneer of brain integration in action. Working the Neocortical brain to reach new findings for a deeper understanding of the world around them. Have you found your self so attracted to a certain behavior or action around you to find yourself crazy about finding the why? At this time that was the norm, nowadays, you are redline. The freedom of thinking is being red lighted or gaslighted. You have to belong or be affiliated with a certain institute or watch out for all nightmares that may occur that turn an inquisitive curious mind to an outsider, hard to share, experiment, or trying to find answers.  You have to be in a lab so your work can be recognized or respected. 

If we look at the pictures the main concern was the ideas, minds, hands, the whole body was engaged in the process of discovery. No matter how you look, wear or any other worldly package is being put. No cares, all they cared about is the value of thinking and engaged minds. Finding the Hows, and whys? They didn't have a ready-made model to learn, they created their own endless everlasting imprint within and multi-generations to come, till now we learn from their simplest tools yet, deeply grounding learning and astonishing findings. That made the healthy well-being society. A society that was built upon the respect of the mind, which hardly to be found now, unless you meet certain criteria and follow a to-do list, a ready-made model. 


Open circle, open setting, simple and prime colors, no distraction, simplicity in its deepest. Analyzing the phenomena of why this or that exists? Understanding the existence of thoughts, emotions, feelings, actions, designs, flow ---etc. An endless world of knowledge and joy among its seekers. Creative minds and generous minds. They did what they believed in, looking for nothing but to enrich the world around them with new discoveries. Iam hungry to live in a world like this that appreciate the minds. They created their own degree, school, philosophy and approach towards a thorough analysis of their whys? 

The single idea in the hands of people who love learning for learning is worth more than a million ideas are scattered among those who oppose such minds. Modern technology and politics scattered the value of the authentic and genuine approach in Education. A very big world with millions of confused minds unaware of their whys? By: ME" The old ancient woman" 


Saturday, January 11, 2020

A closer Lens


              2020 walk                                                       

Cool when you experience this mental imagery of a wide landscape all around. Witnessing such golden brownish smooth ground, soft wind waving to the serenity of the universe around. Complete harmony in everything you can see or touch, soft sand slippering among your hands and looking so close, questioning where is life?   The heartbeat, the breath that carries the whole mystery of life. Your eyes can see another horizon that hasn't been reached yet.   Walking your steps holding on hope that can restore this within. Looking at each step of your feet, wondering how long will it take?  There is this vision in front of you and you can't see anything else around when everything you see and experience brings you to this hope within.                                               

The journey hasn't done yet. From doing into being. From illusion into reality. From voidness into fullness, from being misled to a true path into a new life. When Jesus came, He promised life a new hope a new you no other thing. When I remind myself how I came to know Jesus, I see a different person from where Iam right now. The joy faded, emptiness crawled into the soul, defeated and crushed, reminding myself that He paid it all on the cross so what this mean right now? 

Looking closer I see when you get caught in the chaos of the world around, we become overwhelmed and our weak bodies start to fall down and that is the warfare of Christian life, no guarantee for being the same you used to be. Events and experiences change you, to somebody different from the old one. Now you are at a bridge, are stepping into deep water or sinking sand? The ground is shaken and you have self-doubt. What is going on and how can you discern and trust that you are stepping into solid ground. They're a completely different world around. The competitive world the world filled with secrets and mystery and here you have to figure it out. 

It is good to see where you are and put it on the table and sit with Jesus asking Him for guidance and true words and meaning. No one else will give you this. So, Jesus here I am at my crossroads will you guide me through this, I trust only you. Could you reveal yourself in this situation and show me the way? That is true you call the outcast, you call those who are burdened and weary will you be with me? 
I think with each pilgrim journey there are stops where we only ask Jesus to walk with us and carry on. There are lots to do, there are lots that haven't been done yet, so how can I take the first step , with no guarantee only to trust in you, with no doubt or second guess. Standing my ground in you the leader of my life . By: ME" The old ancient woman"