Rounding Up our Perspective

 Most of us look at their day, not just going with the flow or following a to-do-list, waiting for things to happen, overlooking their surroundings, withdrawing, avoiding,  or even escalating the environmental stimulus events. That by itself sounds overwhelming, red flags, no peace within. Who do you think planning for such scenarios to form their memories, pathways, that lead to life, life means reality, life means your identity and the way you are going to function within. Pardon me, if you allow this to happen you are trashing the most important thing that gives meaning to everything around that is your presence in this world. Looking for the most decent word to use to reflect such pattern of life, the only word that may not hurt so bad is trash and all other feeling accompanied with when the T-word is mentioned, imagined or thought of.

Living a deliberate life does not put all of the above in mind. Living a deliberate life based on being aware of your presence in this world and how much energy you can contribute to your life and others live that is an endless discovery journey, has no end, yet it starts from within. Acknowledging that hard things do happen due to our lack of awareness or understanding of the nature of things. Within the complexity of the world we live in, you come to know it can be dissected into multiple levels of awareness, self-awareness who you are and what are you looking for. Your environment is it helping you to survive or to thrive. Your community is it assuring your safety and growth and if you are a watcher or a contributor to it. Nevertheless, a society which is more selective as members in each society has its own established laws, rules, criteria and standards so everything has to be rhythmic and goes on the same coherence no fluctuation and everything has to be beneficiary no room for odds.

So, through life you are not going with the flow, you are on a pathway of meaning and purpose to make sense of your life and why you are here and within you are going into such deep analytical journey of each component that is shaping part of your life. Most of these components are exteriors and waiting upon your eternal components to give the final decisions. As if The world around you is telling you, In each day, situation, challenge I am giving you components to make something, you have the ingredients and it is up to you to create the recipe and present your final product that will be on the panel of  discussion, competition and existence to identify who you are. In such formula, there is no final judgment as long as you receiving and giving back. Yet, here when you start to question the giving that may do not make sense to the real you, start looking for your own ind=gredients and recipes that feed the true you and helping you to thrive, feel life, and how powerful to be alive, diving within, to feed this thirst of knowledge, discovery and exploring every question or curious thought within the world. Here, you come to the real life surfing at the moment of the highest wave that scares the rest and unable to overcome that fear. And here you come to meet with watchers that may weight your load since no motion or action leads to stagnation where everything does not feel, sound right or make sense. When you find yourself facing such a phase you have to surf against it with all the strength you got. I may seem challenging, never imagine you can reach a shore of awareness and understanding to the true you and the meaning of the world around you, yet, you keep surfing and creating new doors of understanding, growing within the challenge is like labor in the middle of snowy stormy day, only by the grace of God you will be saved. Still, this understanding of the value of your life makes you in unrest status that something does not sound right here.

If you come to understand the cultural aspects, socioeconomic and the demographic aspects of human life outside the circle of spirituality, it is so powerful to understand as you come to see many forces that take part in such spiral way of things to happen the way they are. More understanding may lead to heartbreak or a breakthrough. Again it comes back to you, which way you will choose. Things happen, yet the way we deal with them that what will count, that what will shape your next step. Surrendering to the outside components without filtering and making sense of them, may lead to the accumulation of more summits of unresolved crisis that will shape how we connect to one another.

Understanding who you are, what you want in your life, how you will get there, what you have to do and what you do not. What are your strengths and weaknesses and how to work on your weaknesses in a positive way without surrendering to the outside ingredients in a reckless way? How you perceive yourself and how you perceive others. There is too much heat of hate beat in the world right now. Even words are so heavy to imagine to come from the most Nobel creature made by God" humans". Standing on your own truth maybe face with hot lashes from the world around you. No peace, no rest around. Keep a reminder to yourself, go within and search what do you want/ Get to the root of the issue and when you realize the deep truth, trash everything else. The world is consistently dumping its trash on us, from words, reactions, situations, and challenges, do not expect the world will be in harmony with you one day, the challenge is alive to heat, beat and defeat any strength within. Instead of healing each other, the world is in constant deliberate try to drain, deplete and assassin your character within the chaos and the louder voices around. It is a trash world, nothing healthy could be found there,so stand your truth and to the beauty God created within. Stand for the glory of His glory within. Stand your ground for the crown will be on your head, the moment your race is done and with joy you understand what your life is about and with no regret stand for your truth that he created you for to be a co-creator for a better world and life will never end. Stand for each component that makes an addition to the day you have been given, you are His beautiful creation and He is The Mighty One. Do not expect acceptance or approval for what you believe in, as each on earth has different component and a race within.

 By: ME" The Old Ancient Woman"

The Courage And Authenticity To Face Views And Opinions

 A question ladies and gentlemen, how many of us allow their lives to be controlled with others opinions and views either about who they are or what they have to do? How many lives are wasted this way/ When my day is hanging on and waiting for the other voice for my life which way to go? How many ignore their own voice out of fear, shame or being abundant to stand alone? Look how many grow up dependent on the world to give them what they want, going from one thing into the other no regard how far they are hurting their own true lives, being on this edge all the time that this person has the key to the life I want.

We call it the survival mode, telling yourself I have no other way, I have to do this to live. Ignoring the inner breath of you and who it belongs to. If I want money I have to be around the rich, If I want love I have to surrender to any voice will say the common three robotic words," I love you", if I do not want to be alone, I have to be around people, the crowd the many the higher voices the on the go ones that have no time to sit and think; Is this my life is all about. Day by day we are running from facing this giant we build to be dependent and have no voice, shut up and do it.

As we grow, we wake up one day facing a stranger you no longer relate to, asking yourself what brought me to this place? The person I see now is not me? we are strangers sharing the same physical body, yet there is another voice is being louder and louder than the crowd you are around telling you I do exist, stop allowing the crowd choosing for me and ignoring who truly I am and how much you hurt me. The voice is first you think it is so stranger to you. Wherever you go, the voice follows. Gradually you find yourself questioning every place, every crowd you are around and gradually you do not enjoy these places or crowds and there is another window is opening to draw your attention to the true person within you. Everyone like the party, the happy hours the on the go live, yet, running from the silence, the thinking, the reasoning what this life is about. When life hit you hard with realities, where is the crowd, where is the party life has gone? When no other but you and the other stranger that following you the louder voice facing you. You may tell the voice, I do not want to listen or hear you, please find a different person and follow them. To your surprise, the voice will answer simply, I can't and to make it more clear, I am you. Trying to gather your strength and courage to say I do not know you. As no one around and no possibilities there would be. Here the time of stillness, no other choice to run to, you are set up to calm down and listen. The voice is watching you this time, as usual, super patient waiting for you to come to the status of surrender and quietness that will allow the voice to speak her true tune, with gentleness and kindness her surprise you.

To your surprise, you say Oh! I thought you are angry with me all the time, that is a different voice, I was running from your loudness, the louder you get, the more scared I am that I ran to the first crowd in the way reaping, repeating nothing but more hurt and I keep the blame to myself or getting angry of repeating the same mistakes.  Shaming myself of where I am at. All I wanted is to surrender to any desire that I thought at this time will fill me and I'll be happy ever after. Every time the joy last for short time and I have to keep going to find the next one to fill me, pleasure, desires are the monsters that control and deceive the bodies that are not aware of their soul and spirit. Wait a minute did I say soul and spirit? This vision was not complete within me so this is me the product of the crowd, judged, condemned and abandoned so scare not be able to find my next pleasure or desire.

Why no one draws my attention to all of this? here the voice comes back to speak. As everyone in the crowd is just like you, each is looking to fill their pleasures and desires running from their inner voices ,so no one to blame, remember it is not anyone fault, it all comes back to the individual awareness of themselves, the true them as body, soul and spirit and the power within such creation that God has made for us to be in the way He meant for us to be . The source within is God, the compass that directs you is God, the leading spirit within you is God who made everything for your good. The crowd encourages you to be dishonest to yourself and others, manipulate, cheat, condemn, or even cheat, lie, deceive always pushing to the crooked ways that have no peace within. The more you follow the crowd, the more you deviate  from the truth, the louder I become till the moment of the break comes and here you are, have no choice but to sit face to face, facing with all you courage the truth of who you are and want to bring you to life once again. So stand still and allow God to unite us and bring us to the oneness that we meant to be. Silence the crowd within you first, come to a stand that all comes from within.  ready to listen to the guidance of God to lead your step and to believe again that He made all things work for your good, I mean all things.

Don't judge anyone or ignore the voice within to remind you when you go off. Wait for Him to allow His spirit to wash all your hurt and pain and watch Him making everything new, like there is pain in labor, bringing a new life may carry more pain. trust Him with all you heart, mind and soul and all your strenght that He will lead the way with His endless love and desire to remake you and bring you back on track to run your race gracefully ,wistnessing His Mighty power that never end, He is the ONE who is waiting for you to say Lord Iam ready Iam yours, and silence the crwod within.By: ME" The old ancient woman"