Keep Your pure Soul

Within all the uncertainties of life, keep your soul pure, real and hold no His promises, His love never fails, Sarah M.Eweis

Thanks To The Flue

Have you ever started to thank a virus or disease for hacking into your life and you were not ready for it, and at a sudden instead of hating yourself for being sick and helpless and unable to help yourself anymore, falling into one hundred piece and all circling in your mind was humpty dumpty great fall. And you found yourself in a whole different experience that transforms you within and started to carry the journey into a whole different zone? That what happened when I got the flue virus last February , and when you are sick you have to keep away as much as possible from anyone so they won't get sick too. Being hacked with the flue virus hit my body and immune system so hard and since I am a natural remedies and healing approach person, I tried to treat myself and this time the virus was stronger than me so no way than to listen to the doctor and stay home for 10 days, what you said 10 days? That is like death for me , Iam a kind of person who is addicted of doing at the same time fearful of taking true serious steps towards my life and that is the contrast I live for ears now. The life of fear that I don't fit anywhere so i have to keep myself busy doing anything that makes me pass the time that I live on earth.



For sure this is not a good spot of life any proactive person would like to go through, yet\, I do. So as always my guardian angel is looking after me, I got all the support I needed at this time, my bills are paid, my fridge is filled with food and another unique gift, Painting Kit , my first time to think that your sickness can turn into something expresses what is inside of you and pass the fever times in such peaceful way painting, drawing and writing. Since  writing is my first passion. what can I do my life is so complex, like a fairy tale, chapter after chapter is getting so wild , unpredictable or make any sense for me , contradictions, hills, valleys and mountains, less being understood and alot needs to be understood and I have to keep going, this time i wanted this page to reveal my journey since Feb 2016 and how having the flue virus led me to another step of healing and understanding and thanks to my friend who provided me with now two painting kits and a creative journal to keep my thoughts within visually, when you have real tools, here you wonder how can it be? and where will lead you to?

Way To Freedom (7)

At these hours on earth each corner on earth is tackling their own issues, challenges, struggles and even joy, celebration, anniversaries, victories or even small little events to make them feel alive and happy. The circles around the world tune different tunes and voices, a voice of cry and a voice of laugh. It is what we say life, with its all moments that may make us prepared or unprepared and either ways, things do happen. We are not at %100 percent understanding of the upheaval in the human emotions and prejudices. It does exist, we can not escape it. Acceptance and real understanding to the diversity that exist within each community. Many are who they are because of the way they were brought up , taught and being educated this how you look at each other.


In a world that is hard to stand shoulder to shoulder with someone has been stigmatized in the community due to the fear you will be stigmatize as well. The fear of losing any privilege or opportunities if you are seen shoulder to shoulder to a stigmatized person. As well this is life, this is how life is designed by man. Humans built lots of walls layers and slicing each person according to their background. When it is a man- made- crisis, it is completely a life fight to cross certain bridges while it is nature crisis, interesting humans who are mind alike gather together to find solutions and take risks no matter happen. Here we witness that on a wide scale of the nature crisis , humans hearts, mind and soul can come to agreement. While it comes to racism, ethnicity,color, faith, beliefs, we come to witness a whole different scenario where you question what humans are made for, if they are made to stand against one another? sweeping each other and disrespect the human that was created once by the Mighty One.


For me, if you are waking up each morning to get out there in the world to be mean to other humans? excuse me, this is not what God created you for. What racism, prejudice hate, anger or disrespect reflect about our main reason of our creation, what is the point out of that? Millions of lives are losing their lives without having any choice in that, while others choose to undermine the lives that exist around them to gain power . What is the point out of that? being unable to accept the other just because the are different from you or think in a different way than you. We are trapped to the darkness that are trying to take away each hope that may exist around. There is no life, real life within these souls that are on fire to humiliate those who are different from them. This is not a healthy positive life, to say what you don't do in actual life is a huge scenario. When pretending to be what you are not in real life. Being deceived by the sparkle of social Media that may show a picture that does not exist in real life that is the hardest lesson you can learn and see through the inside the human soul , how to be super nice and within a very mean dark side that is the hardest lesson to find yourself going through in real life.

If you are naive like me, you will be swept on the ground, you'll be abused in a way you won't be able to prove one day . you will be thrown under the bus and live in the victim mindset which is the main reason for failure and a pattern of life you won't like. Here the truth has to come from you and within you , you are the one who is responsible for the way you receive the world outside you, if you allow each storm to pull you down then the problem is with you and you are the one to be blames as no one care if you are naive, ignorant, stranger, weaker or even whatever they may call you. You are the one who choose to allow all of this to soak into your mind , then heart then soul and here you react up on what you allowed yourself to believe  . Taking yourself to the prison of a tormented soul.

Here the temple that God created within you to glorify His name in His creation to you to be put down.you are not this way glorifying God's creation within you that is life itself. And here the awareness of the truth of why you are created here on earth is being played around and losing its significance and the purpose of your mission here on earth as you will be filled with delusion more that being on a solid ground and foundation within your creator who made you fearfully and wonderfully.

The way to true freedom starts from within , shutting down all the voices that are ripping you off ths life that glorifies Him. Wake up one thousands times He is asking you to wake up and pay attention to His voice.Not allowing yourself to perish within the noise and chaos around , believe in what He created within you as all is His. The walls that were built with fears and intimidation one day ,through Him He will bring them down, revealing His mighty will within my life, That is my call that is the voice that I listen to right now , a voice that is taking me away from anything else.

   Each day I take everything to the cross, in the silence and calmness of our souls, we may allow ourselves to hear Him. To enjoy His endless grace, refusing to accept that fire of hate, prejudice, racism or turning our day into a curse, We are meant to reflect His goodness gracious and be united with Him. Everything around reflects His inner unlimited beauty and love. I choose to dwell in His goodness for all my days and be thankful and praising Him, My life is His so I don't care what do you think, for He knows me and sees me that way He made me the way i am to glorify Him and nothing else, everything around is singing His praise with gladness more than any other voices around. I walk in His gardens of spirit filled fruits that gave me an eternal life in Jesus Christ. Iam His and forever I'll keep knocking His door and seeking Him and nothing else,By: Manal Eweis

Way To Freedom(6)

Taking my inward journey for the second year on the row now, paved the way for deeper understanding to the world around me. Shutting down many negative voices that were aimed to bring me down , isolating me in a zone of unstable mentality as I said before , it is the warfare when the enemy sees something within you and you are ignorant about it. It has been a very rocking journey,when you don't have a deep belong to certain family or group that you grow up with, walking with the unknown in a strange land, meeting with many different groups are different from you in race, color or even religion. You move from being on the land of freedom , the land the welcome the whole world within its walls, give you a second chance of life, freedom to worship and believe the way you want as by all means you are a human, and this is the main core of the land of freedom and what it was founded on. Giving you the hope to have a whole new life practicing the right of freedom of faith and speech.


Iam so blessed to touch the land of freedom and acceptance for humanity.This is the great umbrella that the law protect refugees like me inside its walls. I have been touched with so many believers who love the lord and serve him with all the heart , mind and soul.This is their life and this is their call.

" Therefore, all things whatever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them; for this is the law of the prophets. Enter in at the narrow gate; for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be who go in that way; because narrow is the gate, and hard is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it." Matthew 7: 12

And that is the true journey with Jesus. Understanding the way. Walking with a clear lens and vision of where you are and who do you belong to. Understanding doesn't mean you walk blindly without questioning and attempt to discern what Jesus would say in each situation. Arguments led to a deep fall of misuse, misunderstood, labeled,walking in a very rough mountain without understanding what all this all about and here comes the proof of God's word. The way that leads to destruction is not the way of Jesus. To hurt one another is not the way of Jesus.The noise goes loud and loud, the confusion leads you to a whole journey of pain and hurt , and you can not say it loud. I took it in and yet started to allow my body to react upon all these loud noise and here you cry out and say it loud. This is not the way of Jesus.I refuse to believe any of these delusional stories, the enemy is attacking you as the battle is not with you , it is with who created you.Job knew that, David knew that, Jeremiah ,Daniel and all the saints who were defeated many times by the sin of man. Yet , the way you answer to this spiritual attack the enemy desires, the more you defeat yourself.

So, understanding your journey, your way which align with the one who called you by name, sets you on a solid ground and that is your battle, to stand your ground, to fight the good fight, to persevere and you know who do you belong to, who you are serving. Your presence is a witness for His goodness, grace, kindness, love and acceptance to you the moment He created you. If you don't mean something to the world, you mean something to Him. Turn your eyes to Him, call for Him to teach you, to lead you and guide you through the way.He is worthy to be followed.

So, when Iam faced by opposition , disagreement, rejection , being labeled or judged, I remember what Journey Jesus had to take to the whole world not only me to be saved. This revealing open my eyes how I see the world and who i serve. My way is different, my mind is different, my race is different, yet Jesus came so the whole world can be saved and I know He saved me. what a revealing comforting truth to experience God's word in real life.


When freedom starts from within what a peaceful truth to reach, since you walk in the journey of going deeper to understand who you are and why you are here on earth, we may lose our strength and here he glorifies His strength within you. Through Him and for Him you are found and this is the primary truth that I learnt through the pains and hurt thanks to all those who are helping me to understand and build my foundation on a solid ground ,It is not over yet, so true. By:Manal Eweis