Tuesday, December 30, 2025

Recap and A way Forward


Hello there, 

The year 2025 stands as a powerful reflection of the complexity of human life across nations, states, cities, and societies. Beyond political or social structures, this complexity resides in the individuals who inhabit these spaces—each shaped by deeply rooted beliefs, values, goals, and behavioral patterns. As realities became harder to ignore, many experienced a profound shift in perception, realizing how easily performance, distraction, and chaos can conceal truth. This exposure forced a reckoning with uncomfortable realities, revealing that naïveté often leads not to innocence, but to shock, pain, and prolonged struggle. When masks fall, individuals are confronted with the dissonance between what they believed to be true and what was actually unfolding beneath the surface.

A recurring theme within this awakening is psychological manipulation and emotional exploitation. Research has long demonstrated that grooming, love bombing, intermittent reinforcement, and deception are central strategies used by individuals who seek control over others (Dutton & Painter, 1993; Herman, 1992). In such dynamics, words lose their meaning, while actions reveal intent. Manipulators rarely acknowledge responsibility, as their primary objective is domination rather than connection. Human beings, within these patterns, are reduced to objects, tools to be used, drained, and discarded once the desired outcome is achieved. This cycle feeds a hidden gratification rooted in power, suffering, and emotional chaos inflicted upon others.

Over time, victims often recognize a disturbing pattern: the protector becomes the predator, and the trusted confidant becomes the betrayer. These realizations are rarely isolated experiences but are instead part of a broader trajectory involving multiple victims, often women, whose vulnerabilities were systematically targeted. Gendered power dynamics further intensify these risks, as studies show that women disproportionately experience coercive control and relational abuse disguised as care or spiritual guidance (Stark, 2007). Trauma bonding gradually normalizes abuse, making betrayal feel inevitable and even deserved, particularly when personal histories are weaponized against the victim (Herman, 1992).

The misuse of spirituality and religious language adds another layer of harm. The invocation of God as a means of manipulation, rather than healing, has been widely documented in cases of spiritual abuse, where authority figures exploit faith to silence, control, or deceive (Oakley & Kinmond, 2014). This distortion of belief systems raises profound existential questions: What does freedom mean when survival itself becomes the goal? What does faith mean when divine language is used as bait rather than truth? These questions become unavoidable when fear, betrayal, and injustice appear to go unpunished.

Yet, within this darkness, the presence of meaning and resilience persists. Walking “through the valley of the shadow of death” becomes not a sign of abandonment, but of endurance. Psychological research affirms that awareness and naming of abuse are foundational steps toward reclaiming autonomy and rebuilding identity (Herman, 1992). While those who operate in deception continue to seek new targets under false appearances, consciousness and discernment disrupt their power. Light does not eliminate darkness by force, but by exposure.

The neuroscience of trauma provides essential insight into why victims may freeze, doubt themselves, or remain in harmful situations longer than expected. Chronic fear alters brain functioning, impairing decision-making, memory consolidation, and the ability to accurately assess trustworthiness (van der Kolk, 2014). Survival responses such as freezing, appeasing, or dissociating are not signs of weakness but adaptive mechanisms designed to preserve life under threat. Without this understanding, survivors are often judged harshly—by others and by themselves—for responses that were, in fact, biologically driven acts of endurance.

The reflections raise critical questions about God, faith, and the presence of suffering, questions that demand careful distinction rather than dismissal. Authentic faith is grounded in compassion, accountability, humility, and freedom, inviting growth rather than fear. In contrast, weaponized spirituality relies on unquestioned authority, guilt, and control, using divine language as bait rather than truth. Clarifying this distinction allows survivors to reject abuse without rejecting spirituality itself, honoring discernment as a form of wisdom rather than cynicism (Oakley & Kinmond, 2014).

Moving from reflection to prevention requires attention to early warning signs of grooming and manipulation, including rapid intimacy, excessive flattery, boundary violations, and inconsistencies between words and actions. Protective practices, such as slowing relational intensity, prioritizing behavioral evidence over verbal promises, and seeking external perspectives, serve as critical safeguards. Awareness interrupts the cycle of deception, empowering individuals to recognize patterns before they become entanglements.

Survival, while essential, is not the endpoint. Post-trauma growth involves reclaiming identity, voice, and meaning after prolonged distortion and harm. As individuals reconstruct their sense of self, awareness emerges not as bitterness, but as discernment, the capacity to see clearly without surrendering humanity. Research affirms that healing is possible when survivors are supported in integrating experience, restoring agency, and reconnecting with purpose (Herman, 1992).

The responsibility for addressing abuse does not rest solely on individuals. Faith communities, institutions, and leadership structures must confront the moral cost of silence, denial, and complicity. Accountability is not an act of betrayal but a commitment to justice and collective well-being. When systems fail to protect the vulnerable, they inadvertently empower those who exploit power under false appearances. It is essential to acknowledge that experiences of trauma, faith, and healing vary widely, and recovery is neither linear nor uniform. Honoring this complexity avoids overgeneralization while respecting the diverse paths individuals take toward restoration.

In summary, 2025 has illuminated the realities of psychological and spiritual deception, exposing patterns of manipulation, gendered vulnerability, and systemic silence. By translating pain into framework and experience into understanding, this reflection moves beyond witnessing harm toward guiding others out of it. The way forward lies in sustained awareness, ethical accountability, and discernment rooted in truth. Freedom, in this sense, is not merely the absence of fear, but the presence of clarity, agency, and the courage to name what was once hidden. 2025 has emerged as a year of painful clarity, one that exposed the realities of manipulation, betrayal, and the misuse of trust, power, and spirituality. It revealed how psychological abuse thrives in secrecy, how trauma bonding entraps individuals, and how distorted faith can be weaponized against the vulnerable. Yet, it also illuminated the strength that emerges through awareness, truth, and survival.

The way forward lies in sustained consciousness, education, and boundary-setting. Recognizing patterns of manipulation, refusing to normalize abuse, and reclaiming personal narratives are essential acts of resistance. Healing requires both individual courage and collective accountability, spaces where stories are honored rather than exploited. Moving forward means redefining freedom not as the absence of fear alone, but as the presence of truth, agency, and discernment. In doing so, individuals can walk forward not merely as survivors, but as witnesses to truth—no longer bound by deception, and no longer silent.

References

Dutton, D. G., & Painter, S. (1993). Emotional attachments in abusive relationships: A test of traumatic bonding theory. Violence and Victims, 8(2), 105–120.

Herman, J. L. (1992). Trauma and recovery: The aftermath of violence—from domestic abuse to political terror. Basic Books.

Oakley, L., & Kinmond, K. (2014). Breaking the silence on spiritual abuse. Palgrave Macmillan.

Stark, E. (2007). Coercive control: How men entrap women in personal life. Oxford University Press.

Saturday, November 22, 2025

How deep- rooted intergenerational trauma drive connections and interactions?

 

Hello there, 

       Trying to navigate through the years and days, she finds herself unable to fully understand why life unfolds in painfully repetitive patterns, whether driven by obsession, jealousy, or a deeper intergenerational desire for revenge. Her experiences reveal how some people are denied the fundamental right to think, feel, or pursue self-discovery, treated instead as objects or possessions whose autonomy must be controlled. Such dynamics reflect broader patterns of intergenerational trauma, in which harm, silencing, and rigid hierarchies are transmitted across generations and reinforced by cultural norms that define who is worthy of freedom and who must remain silent (Kirmayer et al., 2014). While some individuals are encouraged to speak about their dreams and ambitions, others—especially women in patriarchal contexts- are punished for even imagining a life beyond imposed boundaries. These patterns of oppression seep into adult life, shaping how individuals see the world, express their needs, and navigate relationships, often leaving them trapped in constant survival mode, fighting waves that never seem to rest.

      The struggle she faces is not merely personal; it is woven into cultural norms that dictate who is allowed autonomy and who must surrender it. Narayan (2002) argues that many cultural practices constrict women’s ability to make choices about their own lives, often disguising this control behind the language of tradition, obedience, or moral duty. These norms shape the emotional terrain women must walk every day, where their desires are dismissed as selfish, their pain minimized, and their dreams deemed irrelevant. In such contexts, suffering becomes normalized as a woman’s expected contribution to maintaining social harmony. Her humanity, her voice, her choices, and her aspirations become secondary to cultural scripts that position women as extensions of others rather than agents of their own lives. As she pushes against these invisible boundaries, she realizes that autonomy is not just about making choices, but about the ability to exist without punishment. Her struggle is a quiet yet powerful resistance against cultural narratives that deny women the right to define their own lives, revealing how deeply embedded norms shape the silence imposed upon them (Narayan, 2002).

      Trying to express her wishes and dreams, she finds her voice fading into an echo that dissolves into the air, repeatedly overshadowed by expectations that demand gratitude for her suffering and compliance with emotional manipulation. Psychological mechanisms such as gaslighting, smearing campaigns, and intimidation are used strategically to confuse, exhaust, and silence her, reinforcing long-standing patterns of control (Sweet, 2019). These tactics blur reality, making her question her own clarity, suppressing her instinct to resist, and isolating her from sources of support. The culture of silence surrounding her experiences mirrors the bystander effect, where those witnessing harm withdraw out of fear, self-protection, or internalized powerlessness (Darley & Latané, 1968). In such environments, silence becomes a collective survival strategy, allowing harmful dynamics to flourish unchecked.

      These social and psychological forces echo ancient mythic narratives where cosmic order is disrupted by powerful beings who overstep their boundaries. The schema of fallen angels in ancient Judaic, Christian, and Near Eastern traditions symbolizes a world where rebellion introduces chaos, fear, and moral corruption (Reed, 2005). In these narratives, forbidden knowledge and transgression bring disorder to humanity, suggesting a deeper human concern with how authority, power, and punishment operate. These myths help explain the emergence of oppression, conflict, and fear, much like the modern dynamics she navigates. Within a crowd, the schema of fallen angels becomes symbolic: fear spreads, intimidation thrives, and the bystander phenomenon becomes the norm, allowing harm to continue unchallenged. Much like ancient tales where divine beings lose their place and bring suffering into the world, social systems can mask oppression behind illusions of order, morality, or tradition while perpetuating cycles of silence and control.

       Meanwhile, her story becomes a testament to the enduring struggle for autonomy, clarity, and humanity in a world that continually seeks to silence her. As she fights against the waves, waves of trauma, cultural expectations, and psychological manipulation, she reveals a deeper truth: that resistance is not always loud or dramatic. Sometimes resistance is found in the quiet act of refusing to disappear. Her ongoing journey underscores the profound need to challenge cultural narratives that justify suffering, disrupt systems that reward silence, and create spaces where women can speak without fear. Her voice, though pushed toward fading, carries the weight of generations before her and the hope of those who come after. In reclaiming her voice, she challenges both ancient and modern systems of control, transforming survival into a radical act of self-definition and freedom.

    Looking toward the future, her story reveals not only the weight of inherited pain but also the profound and enduring possibility of transformation. The very wounds carried across generations become the soil from which new strength emerges. Even in environments shaped by silence, fear, and control, places where voices are dimmed and identities questioned, the human spirit carries a quiet resilience that refuses to vanish. This resilience is not born from denial but from the recognition that survival itself is a form of resistance. Hope, in this sense, becomes more than a comforting sentiment; it evolves into an intentional, radical act. It is the deliberate choice to believe that something different is possible, that meaning can be reclaimed from the fractures meant to shatter her, and that the future can be shaped by her hands rather than her history.

     As she continues navigating the waves, she learns that perseverance is not simply endurance; it is the courageous act of reclaiming space in a world that systematically tried to shrink and silence her. Each time she chooses clarity over confusion, truth over fear, and voice over silence, she pushes against the boundaries that once defined her existence. These seemingly small acts accumulate, becoming the foundation for rewriting the narrative, first for herself, and eventually for others who will look to her story as evidence that transformation is possible. In her awakening, she recognizes that healing is not linear; it comes in moments of breakthrough, reflection, and quiet resurgence. Yet every step forward confirms that she is no longer shaped solely by what has been done to her, but by what she chooses to create from her experiences.

      In this future she envisions, communities will begin to rise with her—communities capable of recognizing and confronting the structures that once constrained her. The silence that once allowed oppression to thrive can be replaced with solidarity, empathy, and collective accountability. Allies can emerge from spaces once filled with bystanders, and systems can be reimagined so that dignity is not granted selectively but embraced universally. The path ahead may still hold challenges, but now she walks it with a sense of agency and recognition that her resilience is not just personal, it is generational. Her resilience becomes a guiding light, illuminating the truth that autonomy is attainable, healing is possible, and cycles of harm can indeed be interrupted.

     By choosing to rise, she becomes the architect of a future where her voice not only survives but leads where her story becomes a compass pointing toward freedom, truth, and self-definition. In shaping this future, she refuses to inherit the silence pressed upon her and instead crafts a legacy rooted in courage. Her journey does not end in defeat, nor does it remain bound to the trauma she endured. It unfolds into the powerful beginning of becoming fully, unmistakably human, seen, heard, valued, and unafraid of occupying her rightful space in the world. Through her perseverance, she transforms tomorrow into something worthy of hope....... Peace !!!!! "The Old ancient woman" 

Sunday, November 2, 2025

Let's face it, it is not simple and say it as it is" Complex & Tangled" that is what the depth and width of perceived reality......

 


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Hello there, 

       Another step, another month, and 2025 will become another paragraph in the book of history. Yet, the human condition is still challenging us with its complexity, and the shift in the way they think, behave, feel, act, and perceive the world around them. It has not been like any other year, as the acceleration of change has no human permission and is run by algorithms, and the a desperate desire for control over everyone and everything. It is the scrutiny of the narrative that was once predicted. The acceleration of exploitation behind the digital world and shifting beliefs, attitudes, and approaches toward one another, goodbye to the simple, clear, predictable life and events, and welcome to the world of disruption whether on small scale or large scale and the master- players are masking behind good intentions for humanity while actions speak louder than words and those who are suggestible fall easily into the trap to find themselves exhausted, depleted, consumed and perceived as nobody, worthless, have no options, and helpless, confused by words, and contradictory actions taking advantage of good faith, messing up with self- esteem, has no options but repeating the trauma bonding vicious cycle, the dark hole of vanity, and living on the energy of those who are perceived as an object, they are not perceived as humans, they are inferior have no value, and no one will believe them. The scrutiny of the reality and how they are in-boxed in control, manipulation, and the vicious cycle of trauma bonding aligns with the aggressor in promoting the Stockholm syndrome for deceptive noble cause while in reality it is mission accomplished in recruiting another brain washed object into the progression of the delusional schema driven by dark philosophy that feeds on the delusional infusion of misbeliefs in each suggestible object who are easily to be fooled, used and abused to deliver upon corrupted schema of things. Crushing their energies, doing rituals for destiny swaps, and turning humans into lab rats, in the social experiment of greed, revenge, power, sex and money, majority vulnerable at all ages, majority females as if being a female in this life is a curse not a blessings as their bodies, energies, and life is being used as an object to feed upon and taking them gradually out of life with the fake glamor of being their savior from their struggle, hardships and inability to overcome their failures in life. Failures by design, not natural. After mimicking the suggestible object needs and portraying the knight who will save the world, destruction occurs to shake the world of the suggestible ones. Shifting the game from joy, nurturing, and giving, into that nightmare of intimidation, fear, and loss of control over time.  

   The change is meant to shake the ground of the suggestible one, from providing a fake sense of belonging, and nurturing these hidden thrillers' actions that bring confidence down, and self-doubt becomes the norm for the suggestible one. The world of fantasy escalates the progress of actions, and how things have to go on....... and the suggestible ones get stuck in their woundedness, perceived by the world as they are the problem they are the trouble, and they have to be controlled, monitored, and keep an eye on and here the true controllability of how to maintain that coercive control in tact with the permission from everyone around shape the psychophysiological truth of the neurobiology of trauma based on the calculated strategic tactics to shift the orientation of the suggestible one. When they are groomed without their consent, the rewiring of the central nervous system gradually drives fear conditioning and puts them in survival mode. The calculated strategic coercive control is often disguised as social norms, such as "it's a family affair, none of your business, stay safe and guarded, or you will be the next target, or you will be punished for noticing anything." The isolation of the suggestible one becomes normal, and anyone who tries to break through this tangled web will be taken out, and the game of discounting human life becomes the norm. Being a female in the big world today is a curse, not a blessing, to wish to have a life with dignity and respect. Freedom is a myth, justice is a myth, and even believing in a higher existence is a myth when the suggested one is being tortured subtly, and the social experiment is dominant. They start to disbelieve everything, even themselves, and their reality around them, and they become the aggressor tool of destruction to the existence and soul of the suggestible one. 

     The old story becomes the control variable, moving with them and controlling the narrative over the truth. The world, from the perspective of the suggestible one, is controlled by fear; the world is not a safe place for anyone. They are perceived as less than, an object to be used and misused, increasing the load on the traumatized brain with a heightened shift in orientation and the perception of self-other, and the world around them. Mission accomplished for the aggressor without a trace. The suggestible one is driven by fear, scarcity, a limited belief system, and the aggressor is thrilled that healing will never take place where they want exactly the suggestible one to be, a place of woundedness, lack, limitations, fear, and the foundational lies of the aggressor using deception, confusion, mental captivity, perceived as no body, worthless, and a problem. Imagine this heavy baggage the suggestible one is carrying day and night? Do you think they have the clarity to make sound decisions, or are they crushed with the heavy baggage developed over time through the social experiment, and marked as troubles, traumatized, outcast, defective, have low self-esteem, seeking validation, needy, too much to be around, too negative, and that is exactly what the aggressor is benefiting from through physical, mental, financial, and  sexual labor they put the suggestible one in that energy, feeling they don't have what it takes to become whole, healed and worthy...and do not deserve what the else deserve and the suggestible one have to keep on proving themselves, work harder, and won't never measure up as there is always anew thing is waiting that they can not do leading to another limited belief of self abandonment and keep on seeking others validation, love and belonging which is not meant to exist from the first place, therefore, the suggestible one is keeping chasing the delusional of fitting in....keeping the suggestible on in the cage of mental prison, trauma bonding, triangulation, betrayal, and continuous experience of hurt when healing is not an expectations, and limitations are the rule. 

   Have you sensed the audit trail of coercive control in caging the suggestible one in their mental prison using their needs as the hook to manipulate, shift orientation, playing their emotions, unhealed wounds, and trap them as chosen while it is the fallen fruit from the tree to groom and keep the suggestible one in their cage chasing and hooked on that false beliefs of the "chosen one" while it is the set up of the social experiment for the inconsistency to take place, the chase game, and seeking the external validations to form the trauma bonding game, they sell you that they invested in you and once the grooming phase ends, infusing the sense of helplessness, incapable, do not measure up take place, and they pull away and the suggestible one start to chase, and invest in the fake promises thinking if they are going to give it all, they will win, yet, what they do not know that they are emptying their cup, leaving them drained, depleted and taken advantage of their endless hopefulness, when the word hope is the hook for wishy washy promises. And they are not doing it to only one, no, that is their strategic approach to everyone fit the equation of the social experiment, and unfortunately, when it is too late, and the damage has already been done, and destruction took place, and silence is the norm.................... Their game is seeping life out of the suggestible one, and turning to the next one instantly with no remorse ......... Peace!!!!! By: ME, "The old ancient woman" 

Wednesday, October 29, 2025

Between the uncontrollable speed of Deep Fake to the Lay person who manipulate ...................

 


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Hello there, 

   2025 is almost done, and another phase of life has evolved. With unpredictability, uncertainty, lessons learned, and the shift in perception. The dive into the long cycle of deception over time, when events seemed like a Hollywood in the making with mysterious players to infuse scenarios of fear, instability, and a labyrinth of fake faces playing a role in a story that persists to be completed. Through the years of chasing the endless drive to harm, and deplete the target through micro-calculated stressors with one main goal to bring instability and shift the orientation of attention and perception of the event including place, person, time, pace, and space with joy to see the target over time losing themselves,  and all will be perceived as natural progression of the target lack of skills, ignorance. The scenarios integrated stalking, causing damages at all levels, and escalating the fear, intimidation experience in the target perception of events, and the master players at the back scene, over time, year after year the damage has been done already and the reality show continued till the target gave it all, and was able to understand what actually taking place when they are perceived from the beginning as a threat that shifts how they will be treated, how their life course will be controlled, who they could be and what they couldn't be, and living in the mental prison of fear, intimidation, scarcity, challenges, and deception shifting the orientation of attention, and focus driving the emotional brain from fight-flight-freeze over time it becomes a lethal psychological weapon to bring the target down, and turn them into nothing. 

     Through the experience to be "Between a rock and a hard place"; "The short end of the stick" and carry all the blame, leaving the scene with a shift in awareness that they have not been in a real stage of events yet a set up events to study and dissect their psyche, how they think, feel, act, or behave. Therefore, they are part of social experience, not seen as a human but as "a lab Rat." The intentionally calculated scenarios to cause distress are meant to break a person gradually, and the outcomes could be generalized among similar groups and populations. That shift allowed the use of lay individuals who are used to being used as a tool in the grand scenario of the social experience. The target is meant not to experience freedom in any corner of their life; they will choose their prison state willfully since the depletion of their energy and abilities reached that state of "Old sick man theory" in WW1. Through the power dynamic, and using women as a tool of exploitation and misuse. The loss of the moral compass, and the absence of GOD from the picture in a life infused by fleshly desires, exploiting each female present the perfect fit for social experimentations. The deceit is charming, powerful, and wealthy. Sex, money and power are the triad that is used to bring down the target, and if it did not happen, the ugly side of destroying the reputation, and smear campaign, social, emotional, and financial abuse take place. Overtime many females pay a price for something they did not create, yet they presented the perfect fit for the social experiment when the bad is disguised in doing good and charming. It is a scary place to find any female facing and met by the heavy social labeling and condemnation, driving more and more isolation, as group thinking, everyone has to stand against the target, or they will be harmed as well. Overtime, the case hasn't changed and keep repeating itself in the race  for control and dominance through female exploitation at all ages, and yet history repeats itself. 

     The harm is the main goal, and the capturing of their struggle is the core focus. The psychological gradual, untraced, or unnoticed is the blueprint of maintaining control over the mind and body with enforced limitations, conflicts, harassment, daily unrest, cyberfraudulent, spam calls, fake identities to get more information to plan the next move, and the entrapment in the stalking process and the main goal to make the target be seen, and perceived unstable, lying, no one can believe them as events are normalized as the target level of ignorance, and delusional thoughts. Whether single women, divorced, have a history of trauma, alienated from families, friends, and community, and here lies the greatest opportunity for the stalker to infuse more fear, cause distress, increase the traumatized mind depletion and increased isolation, and the target will be perceived as something wrong with them. How many stories have been told about stalking experiences, harassment, harming events, exclusion, alienation, hospitalization, becoming physically ill, and everyone accuses the target of being "faking it" or "making things up" till we lose lives. 

    Understanding there is no type of practical protection when it comes to psychological warfare against specific type of women and exploiting them as lab rates for social experience becomes the truth that struck the decades of deceit that there is something like "ethical practice of science and knowledge" in age where "knowledge is power" yet" knowing how to exploit people with this knowledge is more powerful" as it serves and feeds backstage industries of population exploitation and humans have no value especially when they are perceived as no body, no family or no one will care what happen to them therefore the Vulnerability becomes the feed of the grand schema of social experiences using people situations to cause harm, and manipulate their lives, their existence and majority are females at all ages, specially those who are trying to survive, and overcome dysfunctional history, life, and have a lot in their plate where these vlunerablities have been manipulated and leaving the person like a wrecked ship or they force them to take away their lives and it seems as it is a natural result of their long lasting hardships, struggles, and inability to stand the challenge, 2025 brought the awareness of hidden organized crime against females and those who are being perceived as perfect fit for social experiences which brought to attention that humans are not any longer are humans or care for real for human life. That is a critical shift in a world of survival and power dynamics for tribal survival....... and the rise of psychological manipulation to shift orientation, focus, and activate the emotional brain to harm....... Peace!!!!! By: ME, "The old ancient woman" 


Sunday, September 28, 2025

Between Reality , Perception and Perceived Reality

 


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     Perception is the process by which the brain interprets sensory input to form an understanding of the environment. This interpretation is governed by complex neurocircuitry that involves multiple brain regions working in concert to transform raw sensory data into meaningful experiences. The primary cortical areas for perception are the primary sensory cortices, such as the visual cortex, auditory cortex, and somatosensory cortex, which receive input from sensory organs via the thalamic relay. For example, the visual system comprises the retina, the lateral geniculate nucleus (LGN) of the thalamus, and the primary visual cortex (V1), located in the occipital lobe (Purves et al., 2018). From there, information is distributed along the ventral ("what") and dorsal ("where/how") streams for object identification and spatial processing, respectively (Goodale & Milner, 1992). Auditory perception begins in the cochlea, projects to the medial geniculate nucleus, and then to the primary auditory cortex in the temporal lobe. Somatosensory input from the skin and internal organs is relayed via the thalamus to the primary somatosensory cortex in the parietal lobe (Kandel et al., 2013).

       Higher-order processing occurs in association cortices, which integrate information across modalities. The prefrontal cortex (PFC) plays a pivotal role in directing attention, predicting outcomes, and integrating sensory data with memory and emotion (Miller & Cohen, 2001). The hippocampus and amygdala also influence perception by providing emotional and contextual relevance to stimuli (Pessoa, 2008). The functional role of this neurocircuitry is to create a coherent and actionable model of the environment. This model is not a direct replication of the external world but a constructed experience shaped by attention, prior knowledge, and expectations (Friston, 2010). Perception is inherently predictive, with the brain using past experiences to anticipate incoming sensory data, a process described by the predictive coding theory.

     Because perception is fundamentally inferential meaning the brain interprets incomplete sensory input using prior knowledge, expectations, and context, what we experience as “reality” is not an objective reflection of the external world, but a constructed internal model. This model is shaped by both bottom-up sensory input and top-down cognitive influences, leading to individual and situational variations in perceived reality (Friston, 2010; Summerfield & Egner, 2009). Top-down processing plays a crucial role in shaping perception. Factors such as beliefs, emotions, motivations, memories, and cultural background all influence how we interpret incoming stimuli. For instance, a neutral facial expression may be perceived as threatening by someone with heightened anxiety due to a hyperactive amygdala response and biased interpretation circuits in the prefrontal cortex (Pessoa, 2008). Similarly, expectations derived from past experiences can cause the brain to "fill in" missing sensory information, sometimes incorrectly, leading to phenomena like optical illusions or false memories (Summerfield & Egner, 2009).

    In clinical conditions like schizophrenia, the prediction error mechanisms of the brain—which help detect mismatches between expected and actual sensory input—are believed to be impaired. This dysfunction, involving regions like the prefrontal cortex, hippocampus, and dopaminergic midbrain, can cause hallucinations or delusions, where internally generated thoughts are misattributed to external sources (Corlett et al., 2009). In PTSD, the amygdala becomes hyperresponsive to threat-related stimuli, while the hippocampus and medial prefrontal cortex fail to properly contextualize or inhibit this response, leading to persistent, maladaptive perceptions of danger in safe environments (Hayes et al., 2012) Beyond localized brain regions, large-scale neural networks like the Default Mode Network (DMN) and the Salience Network significantly influence what enters conscious awareness. The DMN—active during introspection, mind-wandering, and autobiographical thinking—can dominate perception by coloring external stimuli with internally generated thoughts or narratives (Menon, 2011). For example, during daydreaming or rumination, real-world stimuli may be filtered out or interpreted through the lens of internal dialogue, skewing one’s perception of reality.

     The Salience Network, which includes the anterior insula and anterior cingulate cortex, acts as a gatekeeper that determines which stimuli are most relevant or “salient” at a given time. This network helps switch attention between the DMN and externally focused networks, shaping what information is prioritized in consciousness. Disruptions in this balance, seen in disorders such as depression, autism, and psychosis, can lead to abnormal filtering or enhancement of stimuli, further distorting subjective reality (Menon, 2011). Even in non-clinical populations, individual differences in neural connectivity and cognitive style can lead to unique perceptual realities. For example, people with high sensory sensitivity may experience more vivid and intense perceptions due to increased activation in sensory cortices and reduced gating by top-down control (Kandel et al., 2013). Likewise, cultural background can influence neural activation patterns in response to the same visual or auditory input, demonstrating that even biologically similar brains may experience the world differently based on learned frameworks and values.

     The Illusory Truth Effect refers to the phenomenon where repeated exposure to a statement increases its perceived truthfulness, even when the statement is false (Hasher et al., 1977). This effect demonstrates a profound disconnect between objective reality, perception, and perceived reality, mediated by cognitive biases and neurocognitive processes that govern attention, memory, and belief formation.

Therefore, 

  • Reality refers to the objective state of the world—facts that exist independent of individual interpretation.

  • Perception is the process by which sensory and cognitive systems gather and interpret information about the environment.

  • Perceived reality is the subjective mental representation of reality, which may or may not align with objective facts. This internal model is influenced by prior experiences, emotional states, cognitive biases, and the frequency with which information is encountered.

     Within the Illusory Truth Effect, repeated exposure increases perceptual fluency—the ease with which information is processed. The brain mistakes this fluency for truth, causing the individual to perceive a familiar statement as more credible (Fazio et al., 2015). This transformation from perception (processing of a statement) to perceived reality (“this feels true”) illustrates how subjective belief can diverge from objective fact.

     Neuroimaging studies suggest that the medial prefrontal cortex, involved in schema activation and belief updating, plays a central role in the Illusory Truth Effect (Zwaan et al., 2012). The hippocampus, typically responsible for fact-based memory, is often bypassed in favor of processing fluency signals coming from the perceptual and associative cortices, leading to the misattribution of familiarity as truth (Unkelbach & Rom, 2017). Additionally, the Default Mode Network (DMN)—associated with internal mentation and autobiographical memory—can contribute to integrating repeated information into one’s personal belief system, reinforcing perceived reality even in the absence of empirical evidence (Menon, 2011).

     The Illusory Truth Effect exemplifies how perception is not a neutral gateway to reality, but a biased, memory-influenced filter. When information is repeated, it feels more fluent and thus more familiar. Because the brain equates ease of processing with truthfulness, this fluency bias alters the internal reality model—leading individuals to perceive falsehoods as truths (Hasher et al., 1977; Fazio et al., 2015). This effect is especially powerful in contexts of misinformation, such as political propaganda, advertising, or social media echo chambers, where repeated exposure to false or misleading statements gradually shapes perceived reality, often in conflict with objective reality.

    Perceived reality—shaped by individual perception, emotional valence, and cognitive biases—strongly influences social behavior and interpersonal dynamics. When individuals internalize repeated information (whether true or false), their attitudes, judgments, and behaviors adjust accordingly (Fazio et al., 2015). This is especially significant when such perceptions relate to others’ intentions, political ideologies, or social group identities. For example, if a person repeatedly encounters media suggesting a particular social group is threatening, the Illusory Truth Effect can reinforce prejudiced beliefs, leading to biased interactions, stereotyping, and social exclusion (Hasher et al., 1977). These distorted perceptions contribute to the polarization of social relationships, where individuals increasingly engage in confirmation bias—seeking relationships and information that align with their perceived reality, while avoiding contradictory viewpoints (Nickerson, 1998).

    Moreover, interpersonal conflicts often stem from divergent subjective realities, where individuals act based not on what is objectively true, but on what feels true to them—a reality constructed through repeated exposure, memory distortions, and emotional reinforcement. At a broader level, social cohesion and empathy are deeply affected by the alignment or misalignment of perceived realities among individuals and groups. When perceived reality diverges significantly across populations (e.g., due to echo chambers or cultural disinformation), social fragmentation and tribalism can emerge (Sunstein, 2001). Common ground becomes difficult to establish when each group operates under a different “truth,” undermining interconnectedness, trust, and cooperative behavior. Group membership itself can influence perception: research in social neuroscience shows that in-group/out-group biases alter neural responses to others’ pain or success, modulated by the medial prefrontal cortex, amygdala, and anterior insula—regions implicated in empathy and social valuation (Cikara et al., 2011).

     Media environments heavily exploit the Illusory Truth Effect by repeating simplified, emotionally charged messages, especially through headlines, memes, or short-form videos. Repeated exposure to emotionally salient or ideological content, even without critical engagement, can significantly shape public opinion, reinforce stereotypes, and fuel political extremism (Pennycook et al., 2018). The brain’s natural tendency toward cognitive economy, preferring quick, familiar judgments over effortful analysis, makes it susceptible to heuristic shortcuts that the media can manipulate. The more fluently information is processed (due to repetition), the more credible and less scrutinized it becomes, even in the absence of supporting evidence (Unkelbach & Rom, 2017).

    Social media amplifies this effect through algorithmic reinforcement, selectively exposing users to familiar narratives that align with their cognitive and emotional preferences, reinforcing cognitive silos and further shaping individual neurocognitive responses to truth and belief. Chronic exposure to emotionally charged, repetitive, or misleading information does not just affect cognition—it can rewire neurocircuitry over time. Long-term changes have been observed in the default mode network (DMN), salience network, and prefrontal-limbic connections, particularly when individuals are frequently exposed to misinformation or emotionally manipulative content (Menon, 2011).

For example:

  • Amygdala hyperactivation may occur in individuals regularly exposed to fear-based messaging, increasing anxiety and bias in threat perception.

  • Prefrontal cortex regions, which mediate executive control and critical thinking, may be bypassed or weakened with frequent reliance on emotional, fast-acting heuristics (Miller & Cohen, 2001).

  • Hippocampal engagement, essential for contextual memory and reality-testing, may be diminished when information is accepted without scrutiny due to its familiarity.

    This neuroplasticity illustrates how perceived reality is not just psychologically malleable, but biologically adaptable—the brain’s structure and function can shift in response to the quality, quantity, and emotional salience of information it processes. The construction of perceived reality—shaped by perception, memory, attention, and repeated information exposure—does not occur in isolation within the brain. Instead, it influences and is influenced by interconnected biological systems. The brain-body interface, governed by networks like the autonomic nervous system, endocrine system, and immune system, interacts dynamically with cognitive processing, emotion, and attention. As a result, distortions in perceived reality—such as those driven by the Illusory Truth Effect—can lead to systemic physiological changes, affecting overall health, stress regulation, and behavior.

    The neurovisceral integration model describes how the brain's control centers regulate bodily systems through the autonomic nervous system (ANS), particularly the vagus nerve and its central connections (Thayer & Lane, 2000). The prefrontal cortex, insula, anterior cingulate cortex, and amygdala all contribute to both emotional perception and autonomic regulation (e.g., heart rate, respiration, digestion). When perception is distorted—such as when repeated false information triggers chronic stress responses or sustained emotional arousal—the brain can dysregulate the ANS, contributing to:

  • Elevated cortisol and adrenaline levels via the hypothalamic-pituitary-adrenal (HPA) axis

  • Decreased vagal tone, which reduces parasympathetic regulation and resilience to stress

  • Increased heart rate variability (HRV) suppression, a marker of reduced emotional and cognitive flexibility

     Such changes can lead to long-term allostatic load, weakening resilience and increasing vulnerability to disease (McEwen, 1998). Perceived reality shapes emotional and cognitive responses, which in turn affect immune function. Repeated exposure to emotionally charged, misleading, or anxiety-inducing content—especially through media—can shift the immune system toward a pro-inflammatory state via chronic activation of the sympathetic nervous system and cytokine release (Dhabhar, 2014).

This stress-induced immune modulation has been linked to:

  • Inflammatory diseases (e.g., cardiovascular disease, autoimmune conditions)

  • Reduced immunocompetence, increasing susceptibility to infections

  • Neuroinflammation, which affects mood regulation, memory, and decision-making

    Repeated cognitive reinforcement of negative or false narratives can thus alter immune function, mediated by distorted perception and emotional processing. Distorted or biased perception—such as from illusion-based belief formation or chronic exposure to misinformation—can alter large-scale brain network connectivity, affecting brain integration.

Key brain networks include:

  • Default Mode Network (DMN): Engaged in self-referential thinking and narrative generation; overly active in rumination or delusional belief formation (Menon, 2011)

  • Salience Network (SN): Detects and filters emotionally relevant stimuli; guides the brain in switching between internal (DMN) and external attention (Menon, 2011)

  • Central Executive Network (CEN): Supports working memory and top-down regulation of attention; reduced connectivity here correlates with diminished critical thinking (Miller & Cohen, 2001)

Disturbances in these networks, especially in the context of repeated misinformation, can lead to hyperconnectivity within the DMN and SN, and hypoconnectivity in the CEN, resulting in:

  • Difficulty distinguishing fact from belief

  • Reduced metacognitive awareness

  • Persistence of distorted internal models of reality

     This pattern mirrors disruptions seen in disorders like schizophrenia, PTSD, and major depression, where brain network desynchronization alters the integration of emotional, cognitive, and perceptual processing. Repeated exposure to specific types of information or emotional stimuli—especially when not critically evaluated—can lead to long-term structural and functional brain changes via experience-dependent neuroplasticity.

  • The hippocampus, responsible for contextual memory and reality-testing, may shrink under chronic stress or distorted memory reinforcement (Lupien et al., 2009)

  • The amygdala, involved in threat detection, becomes hyperresponsive with repeated fear-based messaging, heightening emotional reactivity.

  • The prefrontal cortex, especially the dorsolateral and ventromedial areas responsible for critical evaluation and inhibitory control, may undergo synaptic pruning or diminished activity under conditions of passive information consumption.

     Over time, this can entrench habitual patterns of distorted thinking, including susceptibility to the Illusory Truth Effect, resulting in altered neurocognitive baselines for attention, reasoning, and social evaluation. Perceived reality is not confined to the mind—it is deeply embedded in and dynamically interacts with the body’s biological systems. Through repeated exposure, emotional reinforcement, and biased cognitive processing, perception can induce long-lasting changes in brain network integration, autonomic regulation, immune response, and neuroplastic adaptation. These changes influence behavior, social interactions, and health outcomes, highlighting the necessity of critical awareness, media literacy, and neurocognitive resilience in an increasingly information-saturated world. 

     The construction of perceived reality, influenced by repeated exposure to information, emotional experiences, and cognitive biases such as the Illusory Truth Effect, has far-reaching consequences on interpersonal relationships and overall quality of life. When individuals adopt distorted internal models of truth or interpret ambiguous social cues through biased lenses, it can lead to increased interpersonal conflict, mistrust, and aggression, which degrade social bonds and psychological well-being. Distorted perception alters how individuals interpret social signals, such as tone, facial expression, or intention. When these cues are perceived as threatening or disrespectful—especially in the absence of objective justification—it increases the likelihood of reactive aggression (Anderson & Bushman, 2002). This process is often automatic, driven by heightened amygdala activity and reduced top-down inhibition by the prefrontal cortex, particularly in emotionally charged environments (Blair, 2016). Repeated exposure to misinformation or emotionally provocative content (e.g., hostile political messaging, social media outrage) can shift perception toward hostility bias—the tendency to interpret ambiguous social cues as aggressive—which is strongly associated with verbal aggression, relational conflict, and partner violence (Dodge & Crick, 1990).

   The Illusory Truth Effect, whereby repeated information is perceived as true regardless of its factual accuracy, can reinforce aggressive social norms when people are repeatedly exposed to hostile or divisive rhetoric (Fazio et al., 2015). Over time, this reinforces beliefs that aggression is acceptable, even necessary, in resolving conflict or asserting dominance. Social media platforms and certain news outlets perpetuate this effect by algorithmically amplifying sensational, fear-inducing, or combative content. This repeated exposure:

  • Desensitizes individuals to aggression

  • Normalizes hostile communication

  • Triggers emotional reactivity, particularly in contentious interpersonal settings

     This not only escalates conflict in romantic relationships, friendships, and workplace dynamics, but also contributes to cynicism, paranoia, and emotional isolation—all of which reduce overall quality of life (Krahé & Möller, 2010). Aggression is closely tied to dysfunction within specific neurocognitive circuits, particularly those involving:

  • Amygdala: Heightened reactivity in response to perceived threat

  • Prefrontal cortex (PFC): Impaired regulation of impulsive or emotional responses

  • Anterior cingulate cortex (ACC): Dysfunction in error detection and social evaluation

  • Orbitofrontal cortex: Deficits in empathy and social decision-making (Blair, 2016)

    When distorted perception repeatedly activates these pathways—particularly in emotionally unstable individuals or those with a history of trauma—neural plasticity can entrench these aggressive response patterns, increasing both reactive and proactive aggression in interpersonal contexts. The cumulative effect of aggressive behavior, distorted interpersonal perception, and social alienation significantly reduces quality of life. Key factors include:

  • Loss of trust and intimacy in personal relationships

  • Workplace conflict and social withdrawal

  • Increased stress and reduced emotional regulation

  • Mental health deterioration, including anxiety, depression, and burnout

     Furthermore, individuals immersed in hostile informational environments—especially those reinforcing adversarial beliefs or fear-based narratives—are more likely to experience emotional exhaustion, social detachment, and lowered life satisfaction (Gentile et al., 2004; Kross et al., 2013). Improving media literacy, promoting emotional intelligence, and strengthening critical thinking skills are essential strategies for mitigating the impact of distorted perceived reality on aggression and relationship health. Encouraging empathy, open dialogue, and cognitive reappraisal can restore more accurate social perceptions and improve relational dynamics (Gross, 2002).  Additionally, therapeutic interventions that target perception and cognitive distortion, such as Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) or Compassion-Focused Therapy (CFT), have been shown to reduce aggression and improve social connection by recalibrating internal models of reality.

Final Takeaways

  1. Perception Is Constructed, Not Passive
    Human perception is an inferential and reconstructive process. The brain integrates bottom-up sensory input with top-down cognitive frameworks—shaped by memory, attention, emotion, and expectation—to form perceived reality, which can diverge significantly from objective reality.

  2. Repetition Alters Belief Through the Illusory Truth Effect
    The Illusory Truth Effect demonstrates that repeated information—regardless of factual accuracy—feels more believable over time. This cognitive bias, driven by processing fluency, influences personal belief systems and behaviors, even among well-informed individuals.

  3. Distorted Perception Affects Social Behavior and Aggression
    Biased or emotionally charged perceptions, reinforced through media or social discourse, can lead to hostile attribution biases, fueling reactive aggression, interpersonal conflict, and social division. These distortions degrade relationship quality, reduce empathy, and undermine community cohesion.

  4. Media Exposure Can Rewire the Brain and Body
    Chronic exposure to emotionally provocative or misleading content alters not just beliefs but brain structure and function. It disrupts large-scale networks (DMN, CEN, SN), affects the autonomic nervous system, and promotes stress-related immune and hormonal dysregulation, impacting long-term mental and physical health.

  5. Quality of Life Declines with Perceptual Distortion
    As perceived reality becomes skewed, individuals may experience emotional exhaustion, social withdrawal, lowered satisfaction, and increased susceptibility to anxiety, depression, and aggression. Distorted realities limit emotional regulation, decision-making, and relational depth.

  6. Interventions Are Possible and Necessary
    Enhancing media literacy, fostering critical thinking, and promoting emotional regulation strategies are essential for resisting cognitive distortions. Therapeutic interventions like CBT, mindfulness, and compassion-focused approaches can help recalibrate perception and restore healthier relational dynamics and self-awareness.

     Perceived reality is a powerful driver of human experience. When shaped by repetition, emotion, or misinformation, it can diverge dangerously from truth—impacting individual well-being, social relationships, biological systems, and societal cohesion. Protecting the integrity of perception through education, awareness, and emotional intelligence is not just a psychological imperative, but a public health and ethical one.

Peace!!!!! "The Old Ancient Woman" 

Monday, September 15, 2025

The disassociation state of the consciousness , how to restore humanity

 


Genesis 1:26

And God said, Let us make man in our image, after our likeness: and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over the cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creepeth upon the earth.

Isaiah 43:7

Even every one that is called by my name: for I have created him for my glory, I have formed him; yea, I have made him.

Psalm 100:2


Serve the Lord with gladness: come before his presence with singing.



        As the world is going through the hardest times despite the advancement in science and technology, the human element has been dissipating. It is hard to see the world the same or like before. Heavy events, and many are challenged to have self-awareness, yet are driven by the flooding of the negative reel of intensive macro social experiments, the ideological battles that do not serve anyone to have a sense of belonging anywhere. The flow of comments and the images that desensitize human nature and change the entire electrobiochemistry in every single second, a person allows the perception of intensive macro social experiences to make them captive to the deepest, lowest point in their psyche. The intentional harm of one another. The absence of common sense, something I do not wish any child to experience as they watch adults destroying the beauty and the creation of God with blind, cold, blunt hate that has no root in the realm of GOD. 

       The heaviness of human brutality against God's creation leaves no space for self-reflection or critical thinking. Overwhelming the mind, and breaking the heart, so what is this all about?  The systematic harm and the burning state of loss of hope around. What is this all about? No break, the enemy persists on the broken heart, looking down at the creation of GOD, forgetting who made it all? Forcing the end of the world will never be GOD's will, as it brings nothing but what humans hide deep in their hearts and minds. Whoever will read this heavy piece of writing, I want them to force themselves to stop and think, is this the will of GOD? Is this leading to a better world for each child? What adults are teaching them by this heavenliness of darkness and social experiments of compromising the human mind. What is this all about? Many say they know GOD, yet what is happening is completely far from that. It brings confusion, alienation, disassociation, and separation from the self, and whatever is happening around, doubling the intergenerational trauma and deviation from GOD.  The animal soul has been fed over and over, overriding the human soul and our oneness with GOD. The world is overwhelmed by disinformation, and the cartoonic scenarios that infuse division rather than unity and bring humans back to their consciousness know that GOD's creation only belongs to HIM and HE is the ONLY ONE who reigns over it all. 

     Take an inventory of your day, have experienced the fruit of the spirit, or are in trouble, GOD's will is good, allow your reflection through the lens of the fruit of the spirit to understand where you stand: 

The fruit of the Spirit” as “love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control” (Gal. 5:22-23 NASB). 

   Peace!!!!! By: ME, "The old ancient woman"

  

Monday, August 4, 2025

The crossroads and the removal of the blindfold.....

 

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      Stories are passing by, life wonders, and questions have taken space to question the meaning of everything around. Sparkly phases of the world around have no influence on the realization of the true meaning of life. No more participating in the game of life, chasing vagueness and nothing truly real. Actors are the same, the core of the story is repeating itself, nothing new under the sun. It is a separation from what may be perceived as reality, or are the outcomes becoming easy to predict?  To stay alive, you have to play a role that maybe doesn't reflect who you truly are. You come to the reality that humans are not equal or perceived as equal. A great awakening on how some are meant to stay within the vicious cycle of merry-go-round and no way out, and perceived as a fool and stupid, as it is easy to be deceived and controlled. There is these cyclical scenarios at a sudden have been seen, understood, and witnessed. The person comes to a crossroads when either choice is challenging to maintain life. What does life mean, and how is it created? And how humans wrote complex codes for others to challenge. What's all this about? It is a state of survival, yet you are not a human. You are an object to be used or misused, the depleting of the human spirit and soul selling nothingness, and the core benefit is for those who understand the game of life. Lucky are those who understood the game early in life. 

        The decisions are presenting us with a matrix of unexplained cues, driving things in shady ways, not straight or justified. The person feels something is not right, something shady behind the scenes. God is a banner and a mask that presents nothing real. That is the game of life, and the truth is behind the scenes. Words cannot explain. Talk is useless, and the goal is a mystery. Taking steps does not make sense, and the feelings still perceive something is not right, something shady behind the scenes, years, months, days provide multiple contexts for the discomfort and disease. The game becomes hardly complex, and it is not good to speak it out. When the heartless become the controller of the game and all other unequal are thrown into the vicious cycle, it is hard to tell who is ok and who is not. It is not easy to figure things out as layers of the digitized world become the owner of the human mind. The deepfake and humans are replaced with a delusional world that can drive decisions, visions, opinions, and mislead groups and nations. 
    
        The dilemma repeats itself in different names and interfaces behind the screens of endless uncontrolled message redirecting how humans think, behave, and act. What is real, it is hard to tell, who is real is harder to tell, the main thing is looking back within to attain your sanity in a world misinformed and misguided, the conversation is no longer the same. Try to pay attention to the blueprint, what is real, and how you can save your life in a world that presents fake as real......Peace!!!!! By: "ME, the old ancient woman" 

Saturday, May 17, 2025

The weighted burdens of unresolved trauma.....



17 No weapon formed against you shall prosper,
And every tongue which rises against you in judgment, You shall condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord,
And their righteousness is from Me,”
[Says the Lord.]

 Hello there, 

      When we admit that life is a journey through valleys, plains, mountains, wilderness, and push-pull dynamics, experiences bring us to destinations we have not considered. The undiscovered alleys for human suffering, questioning what this is all about. With highs and lows, you question the realities around, what is this all about? Tumbling voices, steps, and echoes of entrapment. The entrapment of the soul as the wild beast burst in anger, frustration, and despair, what is all this about? Within the valleys get challenging for those who thought they had the good will to walk through the trials. step after step, they realized there is not a thing called goodwill, or they will be a gold fish in an ocean filled with sharks, and whales have been in the lowest levels of the fight, and have seen it all how people survive leaving them with no other choice, if they don't start the fight, someone else will do, so for the survival within the heat of no hope, way out, they have to fight. The world becomes an alter for threats and triggers. The mental spikes of a tornado in the bottle of rageous emotions and unresolved pains, aches, trials, and tribulations, leaving nothing but the challenge and the focus on survival. The fear of man brings trials and tribulations, harm, aches, struggle, and no consideration of human life, leaving humans hating , plotting against one another. No peace, and pouring into toxic vices, the world of the wonder child is filled with painful stories that have no consideration for human life. There is no life in this scope of thinking, behaving, and reacting to humans as objects to be hated upon. The Jezebel spirit controls all actions around to gain control and authority over human souls, and there is no presence of GOD in this world, which depends on evil powers to hate others. It is a tough world, and spiritual warfare comes with a price. 

     Therefore, whoever is experiencing this spiritual warfare, take heart and remember HIS unfailing word, 


17 No weapon formed against you shall prosper,
And every tongue which rises against you in judgment, You shall condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord,
And their righteousness is from Me,”
[Says the Lord.] let GOD's word be your armor in this life-consuming warfare, and HE sees it all, join me in times of standing your ground in the ONE who made it all, and HE sees it all........Peace!!!! "The Old Ancient Woman"