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To the average human who becomes hugely overwhelmed with the amount of suffering they experience in the world, putting them in a state of questioning the presence of God among all this endless struggle and suffering. When faith is interrupted by the socio-economic, political, cultural, and where they thought they belonged, and gradually have to face the truth that they are on the journey on their own, and all that they strived for can't bring the old human they were. When confidence and trust in the physical world allowed the presence of God within the heart, only a matter of precedence, and ritually to please others, to fit, to get what they aspire to get out of the world, the more, the better, the more, the dissipation within a load of excitement, fun, conquering new lands, markets, societies, the more the numbness present itself in choices, habits, communication, and connections, yet, when all of this blind the soul to see through the veil of deception, manipulation, and motives, the human becomes a tool to attain whatever in the minds of the other. Humans stay, after all, with pain and suffering, wondering how that happened? Humans are left with tight corners where choices are limited, and all choice left is hard to take in, as they will conform them to the truth they numbed for decades to faint in the voices of others.
Life has become like a market; noises prevent clarity, and many voices and distractions surround humans more than ever, from the noise to the chaos and decision-making in haste, or excitement, yet when the time comes, and the market is over, the sellers and buyers are left, humans left with choices they made at that time of haste or excitement, leaving them with either wondering, or regret. Emotions accumulate over time, changing the cells' communication, structure, and mechanism. Furthermore, changing the human within to be only a tool in the producers' hands, and becoming a consumer of whatever they are presented with, more change in the human cell, alteration, sickness, or illness due to the haste and chaos. And the older they get, fewer choices are left, anger persists, chaos manifest, and sickness or death. Asif humans are rebellious against themselves, with precedence, and separate from the self. God becomes a metaphor, and humans become the world's Gods. Seeing, doing, perceiving the world from the lens of the seen, tangible, and more.
It is a consuming life when suffering awaits at each corner of it. Over the ages, humans learned to torture themselves and one another. The peak of one had to come at the expense of the other. No win-win. It is the loud ego within. We all are guilty of that. The haste and chaos turned humans into targets to satisfy the ego, whether it is the hurting ego, the suppressed ego, the tourmented ego, the greedy ego, the lavish ego, the abuser ego, or the manipulative ego, and there are hundreds of labels, and titles for the human ego that were, are, and will be displayed in the world of haste and chaos.
Leaving a depleted soul, mind, and body. Leaving the cry out of relief, leaving a desire for all the suffering, hurt, and pain to be gone. Who can figure it out after melting within the haste and chaos, conflict, and confusion, the human excellent tools for breaking one another, not loving one another yet breaking one another, the reverse energy of the ego that strives for revenge or more, hate, or discrimination. None of the fruit of the holy spirit is present in this equation that hard to break in modern life. A complicated life and humans are paying the price. Don't wonder how life turned out to be this way. It is the manifestation of the ego or egos within a neglected soul. A life that is void of purpose, and service. A life that is made based on past inheritance of conflict, manipulation, and revenge, like in the old testament, no peace nations fought nations, and humans fought humans. Only how we look, wear, live in, or consume may change, yet the mind is still the same. So interesting, the seen can change its appearance. Yet, the mental inheritance is repeating itself with persistence in hurting one another, the deep motive and drive in the human animal to survive, the DNA inheritance of hunter-gatherer still running the human race, the core of the battle didn't change, or the restless race of rivalry, and revenge, hate, discrimination, and overwhelm within the haste, and chaos. When humans come to a point crying out for rest, peace, and comfort from all of this. May the healing prayer draw your attention to the fact that the race is still present, and the battle hasn't been done yet. May healing, peace, and grace surround your troubled soul. Peace!!.By: ME, "The old ancient woman."

