Self Migration

 

              Traveling into time, space, and history, the human mind is such a mystery hard to comprehend. Over the ages, humans are shaped by their experiences, and their ethnicity that determines how life may go for them. Meanwhile, there are these terminal occurrences that the human mind is shifting, reformed, or wiped out that's when conflicts, wars, poverty, and political control take place. Humans are no longer the same, or coming out of the crisis the same. Many occurrences urge the human mind to migrate within. Into a place, time, and memories to be created. A place where fear and control can be dissipated, putting a load on the human body to change on a molecular level, fear ingrained into the DNA, forming a new person controlled by the outside, seeing the other as the enemy has to be conquered, or wiped out. Creating this subconscious fights with the delusional perceptions taken unto the self. what a heavy load to carry, to be a determinate tool of the human perception of the other. Creating this inner dialogue of fearful realities, and destinies. Allowing fear to take over anything good possible. Creating communities run by fear, controlled by fear, as the outcomes can't be handled. 

           A natural question proposed itself, to what extent fear will be the main force for self migration, by means of self-alienation? Many are afraid to speak their truth for the fear of being rejected or being alienated even from self more, till they become shadows hardly to be seen. They are afraid to express their voice for the fear of being judged and labeled. And the label will be put on, will remain forever, controlling all aspects of their lives, alienating them to have true life, normal life. Fear to have a voice as they won't be liked by others, or they won't get this raise or promotion. Fear to miss out on the life that will give them the freedom that is apparent to the world that they are in control. Buying into the philosophy of control, and denying the inner voice of captivity. Captivity to what is demanded from them for the sake of a temporary prize. A prize at the expense of their own true life, and those who are impacted by their control. Keeping the truth hidden, and going with a mysterious, and deceptive attitude becomes the norm. 

         What an alienation of life itself? Running from the truth of who you truly are. Creating this false identity, walking on eggshells, listening to the authority of fear. In the past thinkers, philosophers, and scientists created their own silos to be themselves. They were humble sitting under the tree teaching whoever is interested, and making disciples, they dwelled in their own place creating, writing, and solving problems till now the science stands in owe before them. Creating the everlasting ensycholopedia for the next generation to make schools, and universities based on their own thoughts, and theories. Plato, Aristotle, Hippocrates, and many of those great minds paved the way for world enlightenment. However, the world has its own equation to rule over one another. A way that wipes out races, and groups, a way that diminishes the human mind as it is a dangerous tool for certain groups, races, ethnicity, culture, or even gender to have.  Humans through the ages created all tools to diminish the human mind, to alienate humans from themselves, creating a giant called fear in all shapes, tongues, and colors. How sad to understand that humans are diminishing humans by wiping out their minds, as it is a powerful tool for humans to know themselves, and find their purpose, however, if this purpose shapes a threat to those who are in favor of power, authority, and money, unfortunately, diminishing the human mind is the tool to be used. Humans diminishing humans, instead of humans building humans, uplifting, and creating a place of safety, and trust. Unfortunately, all these internal, and external battles and conflicts put pressure on the human systems, creating diseases, and terminal illnesses. Through the ages, humans are reaping the outcomes of their own actions, attitudes, and conflicts, resulting in many decades of abuse, neglect, violence, scattered minds, and captivity to whatever silence this voice, and dwelling on their fears. 

   

           Can you think of a day or a time in your life that hasn't a moment of fear that shifts the whole way of perception, and decision-making?  I doubt if your answer is," I can't think of any right now." The moment I started my question, something within you was triggered by fear. It is a reality, however, few can admit that there are many moments through their day controlled by fear, fear of missing out, fear of losing a job, fear of not being successful like everyone around, fear of poverty, fear of illness, fear of the unknown, fear of being unable to meet their obligations in life, fear of the next pandemic, fear of not having all what they dream of. However, does this prevent any of those to happen? Of course, not, they happen anyway. hence, the fear project itself whether the person wants it or not, as it becomes the norm of our new age. The age of unpredictability, living in the moment, and hoping everything will be ok. Anyway, I hope everyone stops for a little bit and listens to their fears, validates them, and starts reconciling with themselves, bringing themselves back from their long migration in a state of fear. and ask yourself is the journey worth it? Of course, it is. Humans will remain humans, and they demonstrate their weaknesses by being in control of everything around them. Creating fear into others' lives is a sign of weakness, not strength, so, try to listen to your fears, and start unlocking them by the strength of your faith in yourself, you are worth it. By: Me, "The old ancient woman." 

       

Carrying the vibes of Culture Toxicity

 

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            I can't believe I escaped May posting, It has been a heavy tense month of energy around. I wanted to write, and share my mind, however, There were other things occupying my world. I hope I am not the only one who sensed this heavy energy around. Specifically when we are going on the third year after the math of Covid- 19. Lessons are repeating themselves in cycles, and whatever is happening is reflecting the inner soul of a human. With increased density of competition, rivalry, and survival of the fittest. A time that allowed me to question many things, and not take everything for granted, nothing occur out of nothing. The conscious awareness may be overwhelmed by the amount of natural culture of toxicity among humans. Walking the philosophy me first, no matter what, and no matter what has been done. Sometimes the words " Me first" can indicate either positive or negative results, however, we experience both of them as part of the evolving journey from the ashes. The journey is yours, however, many give this journey to others to control, and fall into the trap of helplessness, hopelessness, and physically sick. Once the physical manifestations are shown clearly in your personal life, understand that big portion of these manifestations is due to the permission is given to culture toxicity to reign in your life. Starting from oversharing, overtrusting, and overgiving in the wrong places. The person won't realize this till the rock bottom of their fall and witnessing how many their death, and no empathy involved, the darkest part of the human soul controlling the scene. Imagine living in a culture that thrives on the death of human souls, how heavy is that, and how they got to this point of control to move through life through their unseen toxicity to destroy many souls as much as they can in the name of having the power, authority, and intelligence to use human souls for their advantage. what a heavy truth to be realized? Ignorance, dysfunctional upbringing, social isolation, language barriers, and demographic, geographic, economical, and political factors are the food of such dark souls. Understanding where the flaws and strike and attack cleverly in a way that shows the person's fault, and lack of skills, knowledge, and support. If you imagine a chess game, and when the master player forces the competitors to surrender, for them to declare " checkmate". It is a level of mastery that is eating more souls along the way. 

             When the dark soul reigns, many things in life become toxic and present a walk of thorns around. Sometimes surrounding the targeted soul in a way that the person couldn't see another way but to take the bait of the dark soul. Unfortunately, The world is almost 8 billion individuals, who carry a highly complex nature so far, due to the complexity of the human matrix, it is difficult to understand one matrix of them. what leads to such a level of toxicity? What causes such a high level of complexity? Among any explanation, it goes back to the dark seeds within human nature since Able and Cain. The seeds that led to the second sin, the greatest sin. A brother is jealous of their brother and the only way to feed this dark seed is to rapture his brother's soul. However, do you think their desire is accomplished and led to repentance and confessing the sin, yet, the seed represented the long-term seed in every human nature the wise and the beast soul do exist in each person. However, which soul do you feed most that is reflected through toxic cultures. Able, and Cain is living in each person to this day. Where consciousness and unconsciousness battle each other till the end of life. It is hard, it is complex, yet, they are still happening, and humans didn't learn the lesson no matter what, as the dark seed still is shown among human lives. leading to devastating, shocking realities, and many still asking " Why?" Forgetting the roots of the dark seed means that humans are deviated so far from the truth, allowing the dark seed to regrow, to exist in life. The battle is complex, the battle is exhausting, and each person is carrying a piece of it through fears, intimidations, ignoring, and being in alignment with the dark soul. The sin is still alive, and only God can reign at the end. 

           Knowing the Able, and Cain within you, may lead to uncovering many human battles within that are being ignored for centuries. What lies are you allowing to reign your life? Who are you giving control over your life? what are your fears? How do you allow toxicity to run your life? The question is yours as life is yours. Ask yourself when I invite this heavy load of toxicity into your life, what gain do you get out of that? did it make you happy? at peace, and being satisfied, or it is leading you to more envy, jealousy, greed, or revenge? Know your dark soul and acknowledge what fruits come out of it? Are they fruits that honor God? Or God is just a name? Many are walking in life allowing their dark soul to reign in the lives of others, and it is hard to stop and think about why I want my life this way? The world lies are controlling the dynamics around humans, it is tough to have free will, and reconciliation with the light soul, a soul that doesn't align with the world's demands. Demands that took away from the truth, an honorable life, a life that pleases only God. Honoring God in the world's eyes is considered insanity, and you are not mentally right. However, labeling, stigmatization, and calling people names won't end, that is how the dark soul thrives on the pain of others, and how much hurt they cause to others. That's the reality of the dark living soul runs by the delusional, confusion, and disruption of the light soul. The road is thorny, paved with oceans of blood, and cries for safety, security, and peace in a world don't accept either of them, a world that is inflamed with the heavy load of toxicity, and greed. Be ware of your dark soul. By: ME," the old incident woman"