The messed up Matrix

 

                 The first impression for 2022 is deepening my understanding of the human condition. I discover how moving from a modern lifestyle has taken away our sense of being humans, actual humans who understand themselves, their surroundings, and their environment to live a better life. It has brought lots of fundamental concepts of belonging and living. It becomes more about titles, authority, and controlling the human mind. Whether on a micro level or on a broad or global level. The truth becomes elusive. Confusion is the norm. The social model that messed up the functional matrix of the human body influences how healthy the person can live. Healthy by itself is a more broad word for the modern life that humans lead themselves to. Imagine everything surrounding you impacting how you think, act, and feel. From the neighborhood you live in, the place you work in, the people you interact with, the words you speak, the water you drink, the food you eat, your lifestyle, your outgoings, travels, the air you breathe, and even the word you speak, all shaping you on a molecular level that influences how your epigenetics determine the quality of your life. Biology is impacted by everything you can imagine or can't imagine. However, since the advancement of science, humans are deviating from being healthy. Knowing that there is a placebo for everything took humans in the dilemma of forgetting to do their first assignment to maintain their Mind-Body-Spirit. Many are seeking to be in the place where getting pitty from the surroundings is a mechanism to sense their existence, the numbness, and ignoring to address, assess, and validate why I am the way I am right now? Is this what I want or need? 

        2022 is bridging another understanding of why things happen the way they happen, the deviation from the truth, and living in the so-called social norms, cultural norms, economic and political metrics; however, many are deviated to care for their well-being. If I learned a lesson through my journey, self-care is the new healthcare. Understanding you on a cellular level will force you to honor this temple that is your body will teach you how to elevate your awareness of the functionality of what works for you and what doesn't work. Being lost in the hustle of the day, the impulses that provoke the human condition daily, the pollutant from all directions, whether environmental or relational. Humans deal with complex interactions that do not serve any positive aspect of life. They are tied in this chain of depleting their energy, taking them away from a fruitful, more productive life that will add to the quality of your day. Living your day with intentionality to do better, to care for your temple first, clear your thoughts, admit negative thoughts from envy, jealousy, competition, and hate, then ask yourself why I feel this way, what happened in the past that let these negative thought to control my attitude towards others? The toxicity of thoughts and relationships does drive humans into the dark path to see nothing but despair, anger, frustration. And the loss of connection on a human level, all are attached with their gadgets control all their actions, behaviors, and habits, without asking themselves if this adds to my life or depletes me and brings sadness to my day? Do I deserve to experience such toxicity? What do I want? Looking at your life closely, who do you truly want to be, not what others want you to be? Many are longing for honest, authentic relationships. Yet, their shaking foundation of relating to one another brings more drama and trauma, leading to more struggles of identifying the real emotions and what they truly want. The messed up matrix, from emotions to physiology, from physiology to mentally, mentally to social, and the cycle goes around. It is a tiring and depleting cycle to experience and leads to nowhere but more sadness and despair. Another challenge is how things have to be or go is the institutional hierarchy. Radical innovation and alternative pathways are far away to be considered a way of life. 

             The layers put on humans give them different identities than the true ones, conflicting views, and actions. Human infrastructure has been compromised. Many do what may hurt them due to challenging the social norm, or who cares. Having a clear map of human architecture may allow those interested in human conditions to understand what needs to be done to restore a healthy structure. It takes lots of courage to say what you want and find the right minds to guide you through the journey in a safe, trusting mechanism, not using it against you. Looking back on how clarity, and simplicity lead to wonderful achievements in human life. There are many questions that provoke the urge to have a coherence within Mind-Body-Spirit. It is a journey only those who want to walk through it, will do. It is not easy, and the road is filled with lots of rocky roads. How do you want to live? what do you want to tell yourself the moment you wake up? How do you want your moment to be and how far this moment is sacred to you? The road is rocky, however, stand for something, or you will fall for anything. By: Me" The old ancient woman"