Keeping The Space of Beingness

                Year after year, I am drawn to the human condition. The human beingness and existence. The natural immunity of a tribe, and the socioeconomically, political, and environmental factors that change this natural balance from within. Each day is an opportunity for exposure to the human condition. Humans are not operating from an isolated point of affluence. Affluence is the main player behind human behaviors, decisions, relationships, connections, careers, social activity, then the demographic and geographic outcomes. The impact grows harder when affluence is controlling a big spectrum of the population. Two populations are the social capital for affluence to take place either stability of challenge that is elderly and children. The elderly population is growing, their limitations grow greater as well especially when they were constricted to specific patterns of lifestyle and connections, jobs, and income, here it depends on the numbers that are upfront to manage the rest of life. The numbers determine the outcomes how the end of life could be, again it may be smooth, or again the struggle and suffering will be the common dominators for an increased level of cortisol, stress, blood pressure, elevated level of glucose, obesity, belly fats, heart diseases, diabetes, and increase chances of strokes. That draws the attention to how the more humans grow affluence and health are tied together in modern life or especially in the industrial and capitalist communities. That is the real truth of human conditions, how humans do in life will determine their health outcomes. The competition gets tighter, the stress is more chronic, and the human condition increases the rate of diseases and deaths. Chronic conditions at the top Cardiovascular diseases, stroke, diabetes, obesity, and kidney failure, and others mainly are the outcome of the biochemistry processes through the circle of life. 

           Many are still focused on nutrition and food as the way to heal. However, life has a wider scope than this. There are primary foods that are being swiped under the rug for the complexity of their dynamics and require a higher level of honesty, authenticity, transparency, and accountability including Career, Relationships, Physical Activity, and Spirituality. As no matter how healthy you are eating, what the top-notch diet you are following, if your body homeostasis is in jeopardy, food is going the hurt you, your biology will act against you, your metabolism will impact your gut-brain axis. The human condition is an Ecological system, more than just food, diet, and sleep. When the life circle is imbalanced, humans will keep getting the same results the loop and mostly the blame goes to the person in charge rather than starting to have a comprehensive understanding of the circle of life including Finances, Career, Education, Health, Physical Activity,  Home Cooking, Home Environment, Relationships, Social Life, Joy, Spirituality, and finally Creativity. The highlighted areas may consume more than 75% of the human attention as social animals. However, the other components are camouflage factors hardly to find honesty, clarity, guiding, and accountability among humans to build a healthy strong community able to sustain everyone included within s here lies the beliefs, attitudes, and the inner circle's competitiveness to include only who along within the mainframe of the greater vision in favor of designated population, color, and race. Inclusion and diversity are still conditioned. And the health outcomes are more threatening to human life than ever. It feels like less population on earth principal has to work for the top 1% and disease and death is the way to reach this goal. 

         That is leaving humans to think about the children generations, are they going to inherit this equation, a child can not determine which tribe they have to be in, this is part of their destiny. However, the imbalance starts earlier when they reach 12 years old and start to question more why and why not, their limited understanding of what is waiting for them is gradually putting them in a heavy mental struggle that is beyond their capacities, they don't own the affluence to switch their lives to the outcomes that put them on the 1% mind frame. They start to throw themselves within any groups that at their understanding will save them no matter the belief, attitude, and the demographic factors, and many lose their identity while thinking they are solving their problems and challenges they are bringing harder challenges. The vision is vague, mixed messages, confusion, and the body is collecting all these data and shifting the DNA, unhealthy diffusion of the cell and the road continue the loop of cell disruption, more personality disorders, more chronic illness, and disease. The mainframe is built upon designing chaos and disruption of relationships on career and personal level, in favor of few, the human condition misses the shared responsibility and accountability to honor the human beingness and needs. Humans are identified either with or against. and this determines the outcomes of the human conditions. 

            The formula toward healthy communities and human conditions goes back to reconsidering where humans are in the circle of life. Educate young people about it and how to reach the balance to be. It takes a higher level of consciousness to be self-aware, and honor the beingness and the space that human existence is allowed to reach the optimal results to honor their beingness regardless of how they look like, what they wear, what they eat, where they live, how they believe, and restructuring the main corners toward a stable human being. It takes beyond awareness of the tribal beliefs to consider the human condition as the focus toward a healthy community. Which world are we leaving to the new generation? Repeating the same loop and getting the same results, or are we going to reshape what we teach and how this teaching is considering the human condition as the core of the formation. Looking for a place of beingness where my identity is being celebrated and counted for, a place of removing the obstacles that lead to illnesses and diseases, a place where all the inherited and accumulated biases are diminished and embracing the humanness in each one on earth, start with you as if you want change to happen start with you, look at your circle of life and where you want to work on, and what is holding you back, be honest, accountable, kind to yourself, as the world is getting tougher than ever. Connect with the soul of beingness and let it be. By: ME," The Old Ancient Woman" 

Conscious Awareness in the Uncertain Times

 

            It doesn't matter what theory do you believe about the origin of human beings, and how they developed through ages. The question will still stand and repeat itself in multiple forms and faces, that is" How humans can have the gift of conscious awareness?"  Many times through that difficulty and struggles I come to this point as it is a definite act of human nobility to rise above all the bad behaviors around and rather choose peace, and self-respect.  Still this background knowledge since high school biology class about the Darwinian theory, I didn't stop questioning about human behaviors. For other mammals they are not complex as human beings regarding their behaviors, they are mostly built upon the 4 F's Fight, fleeing, feeding, and mating which mainly functions through the brain stem and cerebellum. Animals have a limited capacity of the brain driven by their instincts of survival and highly activated amygdala in the face of threat, they attack to defend their survival.  However, human beings are gifted with higher capacities of the brain beyond the brain stem that put them in a position of authority, power, and being co-creators in the divine design of life. They are gifted with the ability to choose differently when it comes to sin, relationships, networks, running the resources entrusted with, relating to cultures, religion, beliefs, norms, values, attitudes, and most of all valuing and respecting human life.  That put a huge responsibility to these conscious creatures, higher and more challenging when it compares to other mammals purpose of their existence on earth. Humans are the most difficult equation that has been established on earth. Where evil can be covered with goodness, the highest degree of deceptions manifested by humans, the highest rate of being able to dishonor human life is done by humans. The greatest socioeconomically, political, Psychoneurological harm is done by humans. The urge for selective groups is shown through all the human conflicts around the world. Multigenerational trauma and bad economics are shown through the devastating approaches taken by humans to survive. 

           The perception of human beings is highly multilayered with the level of authority a human can be given on earth to have life. a simple behavior mostly agreed upon by social norms, the personal attention and loyalty, conditioned loyalty are targeted toward who has the most authority in place, who is in charge, so gaining their level of performance depending on who is in charge, more dependent on pleasing those who are in charge. The focus switches from the task to subjective matter, and it changes with the change of the personnel in charge, there is no solid value in place. whoever is in charge, the humans follow. dropping the essential gift from God given free;y that is conscious awareness. Who am I? What is my purpose in life? Is what I am doing adding meaning and value to my existence? Am I doing this to gain approval, or please others, or hide from my reality, or am I feeling worthless so I have to keep busy doing something, by the end of the day, I am exhausted, I want to spend my day no matter what I do. This internal dialogue hardly humans can stop and run it to be self-aware, know thy self. the majority go with what others do, no matter if this will add value or cause harm to others or self. If humans stop and start to dissect the life they live, many questions will arise to the surface, there will be a shock when conscious awareness is considered. The busyness type of life, the crowd comes, the crowd goes, noisy backgrounds with obligations, unfulfilled promises, a race to compete, a race to have more how it doesn't matter. Humans have come to an age where nothing is predictable or uncertain. Fear is dominating the reactions or actions, subconsciously driven, old patterns keep running. 

      Human identity becomes more questionable. Many times the human judgment is built upon stereotypes. Commonalities, generalizations, and repetitive patterns, that is why most humans experience the same outcomes. Ignoring the individuality, lifestyle, education, the change over time that occur to humans when they change environments, relationships, aging, where they stand in life, what are the experiences that help them shape who they are right now, their belief, political, spiritual, economical, social affiliations. All these factors result in the person that is here and there right now, not only genetics, genes are not the final determinant of human behavior. No doubt in the face of disasters, crises, humans reach their utmost outcome of the extremes, they reflect other phases to reality, the common may be victimized more than ever due to their ignorance of the changes in realities. Humans may experience a more clustered culture more than ever for survival and protection. However, the true identity is hidden due to the circumstances humans have to go through and they are continuous as part of the new norm. Justice is hard to take place to protect the higher up. Bubbles are increased due to fear and worry, what will happen next. Humans are expecting life to go back to normal, however, that is not the design for human evolution. Humans are the greatest experimental design for systems to take place. 

       so, it goes back to structuring and establishing systems within systems for human life to be, and who you are? you are left in a complex matrix of human behavior, hidden identity, shocking outcomes, more chronic stress state, more diseases, more natural deaths from the despair, and helplessness that are shaped within humans living among us. However, it is beyond their comprehend why their lives have to be the way they are and bottling up their fears, worries, stress, anxiety, trauma, hardships, challenges that gives a fertile soil for diseases to grow and the majority go noticed, unaddressed and being accepted as the social norm. So, in order for a few to strive, the majority has to fight to survive. Ambiguity is the rule, confusion and disarming individuals are the best strategy, ignoring those who don't follow the line to be more attentive to the main goal to thrive. Imagin human life now is like a train stuffed with humans driven by fear and uncertainty, and the train is a high-speed train, every second someone has to be dropped off for the rest to continue the route, till the last one will be the driver and who is driving? the simple truth is "FEAR" So, what fears are covering and masking your conscious awareness? A question fro thoughts and may become a moment to reconsider what your life means to you? By: ME," The Old Ancient woman"