Holding on The Screen

It the time of Screen switch, everything is depending on all types of screens to voice or be seen. It is time to echo the sound all over the place. who can imagine a few months ago there was an upheaval to urge people to get connected with each other face to face and on the other side huge evidence of how technology changes the patterns in your brain and leads to isolation. All this came to silence when COVID-19 visited the globe, silenced all assumptions, and call of the importance of gatherings.

The world in 2020 screen dependency 

It struck to my mind how all these natural, spiritual, social, health and wellness movement were rushing the world into a new life type that aligns with the sociopolitical phase for 2020-2021 to set the world in completely different conditioning. One invisible microorganism reflects our truth. The state of fear. Even when we are trying to take a step towards life, work, or care, we do it with fear. On January 15, 2020, as an intuitive soul, I anticipated a presentation with a group of meetups entitled" Phobic Nation or State-based- Fear. Where I explained some of the everyday controls that change how we react, live, choose, or make decisions.  I named it a human condition as it is applicable anywhere since it reflects our psychoneurological state. If we come to know ourselves on a deeper level. 

They are already witnessed how screens are the major player in their upbringing, so no true attachments or bonding. Gadget dependent world, I sense that people will get a heart attack from losing any other this rather than losing a human. The world is given a truly practical, hands-on experience of how to run life behind the screens. New technologies will emerge from this situation. New discoveries and new ways of looking at what matters most in our lives and what are the key factors players that we can't deny anymore or pretend the opposite. 

For me, I failed the test as Iam not fully technologically prepared, I mean the social side of technology, Face time, Zoom, Messenger, hang out, How to run the backstage Media so I won't fall off the cliff of the newly emerged work environment of telehealth. And here comes the component of human contact. I totally understand that almost 40% of the workforce lost their jobs, Mostly in the human service field. Mostly low wages and trying to make ends meet. Most have families or they were dreaming of having one. Lots of untold stories and untouched points from the Main Stream Media who are focusing on the big picture, not the details. 

At this tough time that requires, you have to have a compatible system of technology to be able to meet the needs or reaching out or do the work required at this time of the pandemic. Those who aren't prepared left behind. No time to educate or train these individuals of what the real workforce field and the truly required skills. Soft Skills and Hard Skills. The compatible system and it's dynamic. 

In very competitive communities we live in, even it the toughest, the hardest times, the race isn't finished to get the latest, to be the first, to reach the highest and the speed of wireless to get there. Our brains already changed and at this true experiment of COVID-19, the behaviors show that lots of analytics are going to take place on a consumption basis, environmental, social, and cognitively. What behavior patterns show themselves so clear in this time. This will emerge on a new demographic economical map to tell us what is the most important and we can't live without or dependency, codependency, and interdependency pattern and which category is the highest and what step we want to take whether results are satisfactory or not. In Fear-based-State are we able to make the right decisions or still the sociopolitical element is reigning overall? Will the geopolitical map change and what is the coming economic uniform we will be ready to wear? 

I have been through many phases of crisis and witnessing how the world changes after each one of them, at this time the urgent question is are you still not ready? It doesn't matter to like it or not the change is coming anyway, So you have to decide............. By: ME" The Old Ancient Woman"

Re-Evaluate---- Re-Consider------Forgiveness

Within the time being, hours, days, weeks passed and as a natural response, many of us get caught in the chaotic imbalanced and get lost within the meaningless actions of passing the time or being more worried, anxious, angry, unconsciously reacting to everything around, follow every thread of streaming, moving from one virtual site to the other and getting the feedback from the external world, unaware of being powerless, and putting 

all the assumptions on the outside, fo we got lost

on the outside level of running into our own sense of what actually occurring in the time being. We carry the same feelings, thoughts, emotions, towards others and react upon them. 

So, a crisis is only meant to reflect the true status we are in. 

In a crisis, the heat of acceptance or hate reveals itself. The heat of the power struggle structure reveals itself. Even in crisis, the law of selections become more and more clear and no deny or control how things may go, hold your breath,                                                                                                 as we aren't done yet. And first of all Iam 

                                                                                   not here so, you can like me. No, you don't have to like me, many things around, are around despite we do like them or not. Everything does exist to serve its purpose. And wait here, Iam identifying myself with things? Yes, that is when the time comes and you start to re- 

evaluate your life journey in a time of crisis. You start to see things that you didn't see before or you are blindspot, couldn't see it coming and you aren't prepared, well equipped or fully aware of their existence around you. And here, comes these times when you have to stop and silence the giant within and ask yourself: Am I present at the moment?- are you allowing circumstances to disempower you or empower you? Do you have the right resources available around you? Do you have the willingness to address the tough issues and deal with them? Are you kind to yourself? Are you giving yourself grace when you realize that you give permission to bad things to happen when you were silencing your voice out of fear and intimidations of the powers around? Do you have control over your self not the world, conflicts, or by the mean do you have this connection with your inner schemata in relation to the world? Are you reconciled with your inner child? As we lost our primary identity in secondary identity to cope with the social standards or demands of existence, we will never be satisfied or content with our lives as this inner conflict between the two identities will show itself in each stage of your life till the stronger side will prevail and here we come to see how our lives unfold either side, it all comes back to your awareness, being educated with the right stuff and authentic guidance through the way and this is a tough journey to go. It all comes back to your early childhood experiences and what battles you carry on with you into the world. How you show up? How you are seen? How you project your voice in the world not a victim but and explorers, experimental mindset and living a life with meaning and purpose. That is the true destination you want to find or be unfold to understand what your life is all about. 

With all the odd, Iam going through, I choose to reconsider the main stops of my life. All reflect a link to where I am right now. It is a journey of fighting for your life, not stigmatized, trapped in a pattern that leaves you in the cold. So, important who you are surrounded with, do affect a huge percentage of how your life goes. To be sure that you are in the right environment where support is provided out of integrity and love of supporting one another, not power struggle to get the quote here Iam the boss and I can do anything, belittle or dismiss who don't fit. Certain races stereotype of specific roles or jobs, or inclusion or exclusion.  In a crisis, it shows you how dynamics work with a group. These dynamics reflect the culture of the environment and that is so complex.  As in crisis comes the opportunity to rise up or dropped down. And this is the fine line in any successful, empowering environment. The main this is, don't panic and you have to be thankful the truth is prevailing itself, now it is all up to you, what do you want and how to move on. It is all on to you. You have to step into your responsibility as an adult, it is the crucial time to parent yourself. And take credit for what you have learned. Hard lessons are made for a reason. As oneself for the whole, only what matters at the time of crisis do you have the skill set needed for the time being or not, it is not you as a person. It is time for you to reconsider what do you want and how would you like your life to go from here. As it is said everyone is happy at the party time, and when tough things happen, the truth prevails itself. 

The self project itself stronger than ever, priority and the example you have to set. Failing is a lesson to be learned. Failing points you to where you have to ook or changing direction. Failing doesn't project you as an individual, it reflects on the chopping authorities to dress you up in the image of lack of confidence and disempowerment. And these powers are so real during tough times as tough times do break the fragile, vulnerable, disarmed, unsupported targets. It is said never hit a man when they are down, unfortunately, this is a Nobel fact works only with people with integrity not the other who looks for the opportunities of you being down and strike. As when you strike on a person when they are down, this isn't a victory this is snippets. No heart for life, or humans as value. And this is a fact , so don't expect anything from anywhere. Reconsider everything as an opportunity to build you up as you learned what you don't want to be. 

How powerful it is to realize the amazing grace of God's presence within you. The work of the holy spirit working within you. Rising above all the battles you fight. The joy that is built within even during crisis times. The hope that won't faint in Jesus Christ. Refusing all chains of the world that are so thick , unbreakable, and you physical existence is fragile, vulnerable and screaming for help and you aren't going anywhere. Forgiveness doesn't mean forgetting. Forgiveness is being able to see, notice what had happened, accept and move on. In each one of us, there is a hidden battle or conflict, theses battles or conflicts are projecting themselves in the interaction with one another. Maybe this person reminds you of painful past learning experiences and your actions will make sense. We have to come to the root problem" Why am I this way? What this place/person trigger within me? Notice your feelings? Validate, notice where in your body these feelings or emotions project themselves? Breathe, count 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8 and come back to the present moment and see what can you do from here, not the past, not the future you are here and all what you have is this moment so how you are going to use it and be your authentic self not what the world wants to project on you. Forgive and move on, acknowledge that every experience is to teach you and lift yourself up no one will do it for you, so be your own advocate and thank God for being you. By: ME" The old ancient woman"