Mental Wars

The hardest and toughest ones a person can deal with or experience. It is weird and reasons are not  unfolded. May be, you are the wrong person in the wrong places. May be, you are the huge problem for someone else. May be, you are an obstacle in the way of others. Lots of thoughts come your way. may be, this is the cold way of a human assassin, to bring their mentality to the point that they end their lives by their own hand and shifting all the blame over them. Maybe, again you are a lab rat all what is needed is your body for further medical research and you have no price. Dark spots come your way. Even you seek the simplest ways of life.Mental wars never end. It is a very dark spot to find yourself in. Where is the truth? it is hard to find or understand. How much you can endure? No answer , yet. Witnessing how such mental wars affect your day performance, and shaping blocking spots and you can not see before you even ,your eyes are open. Mental wars cripple your steps through the day. It is  a very unclear motives mental war. What drives them and why are you persisting to  exist in the same places that do not add to your well being? Instead, draining you spiritually, mentally and then your body declares its cries through unexplained pains. No doubt when it is known that you were being abused , this will be the success tools to be used over and over to rip you out of the last ray of your beingness as human. It is really hard when you can not understand why all this chaos around your life? Sure, sometimes speaking hurt more than benefit. Speaking leads to more and more misunderstanding and layering up the summit of more chaos and complex pain. Mental pressure rips you off what really matters, hold you back from moving forward, keep you in the same spot that you are revolving around for years, trapped circle of keeping you as you are, no change, you try all ways you think about,  you face nothing  and more damage is being done more than before.

 The situation is so complex. What true human freedom means, it now in the place of questioning. Yes, Mental and emotional misuse is hard to prove. it is hard to be detected as there is tactics and strategies are being tested over the time to be used but failure, reach a certain motive within the human life. Are we worthy of life? Are we worthy of being humans? Will our respect be considered not being misused? A single voice may lose its power within the force of groups. A single voice may bring back more crushing to the soul. A single voice is weak and not fully supported. Within a culture looking for more norms and certain patterns to follow through the day, being so much individualistic in your mind set may cause you harm more than it can be a positive force for your existence on the earth.

 Embracing the uniqueness of  individualistic  mindset as we were created by The Mighty ONE , no one is made fully completely the same, so facing  your differential presence within the community you are within ,won't be welcomed , on the other side if you are introduced within a certain group and fixed affiliation to a certain believes, motives or structure. Through the history , we have witnessed how much being individualistic mindset, can put you on the front line of endless and continuous conflict and minor wars and by the end the accusation fingers will be always point back to you. You are the problem, you are the wrong, you are not normal ,you are not supposed to be here. The pattern is being repeated over and over with no certain clue for what is all this about. 

Nothing make sense, nothing is driving you to full healing and well being as a human being. It drives to the pointless picture of wasting human lives and souls. I have no explanation for all what is going on but, if you couldn't control someone, let them be their own destructive tool through these minor mental wars, they are like the air can not be seen ,yet its impact on your life is huge, you can not have life ,in the absence of the air. As well , you can not have life, if you are targeted with mental wars. And this reflect its picture in a form of sanctions, racism, bias,discrimination, fr-enemies  " Those who pretend to be your friend and the hidden motive is to know everything about you, and know exactly how to put you in the same place of isolation and missing up your head." So true , in the new world, it is hard to know what is true and what is not. All you experience in your head is hitting the walls over and over, leads you to brain fog and unable to see clear image before you. Everything is mixed up, nothing in order or bring you peace, the more you are trying the more harder your life becomes and still the motives are not seen, maybe I have to pay a price for a certain race or background who persecuted Christians over the ages and this is the chance to take revenge, It is not a good spot to exist or a true life to be lived..... BY:" The Old Ancient Woman"