So vain if you think that life can last for ever in our temporary home. So fragile to think that getting what you want at the expense of others lives ,is the true image of powerful life. So dummy to think that the world is going to be handed to you in a silver platter without understanding is this truly you. Every moment in our lives we are exposed, faced with critical moments. Whether to trust or lost trust. Whether you feel safe or being on the fringe of losing your life. Again the sweet voice and words may hide the most dangerous scenario could ever happen in a person's life. It is a hard equation to understand , especially if you by accident drift into the world of intelligence and you are being monitored as a threat or an asset.
It is not a safe life, even the sparkle of this world is not true. Nothing is true, everything in it equals money not life. Being a garbage man, maybe a safer type of life than being in such delusional hypothesis. Such hypothesis drives persons to be drawn to each other even the hardly know each other and the consequences may Using your weaknesses and struggles to play the game of vain savior, till the mission is done and the person may be lucky to live. Humans made such scale of a person, it is not from God. It could be due to a lavish life style or struggling to death type of life. Using the drought and taking advantage of such struggles. Sharks are so clever in such a game , looking everywhere for gold fish to eat. Poor the person who could be a gold fish. As optical illusion, there is water at the end of hot dry desert, and nothing bust another mile of hot dry desert.
Our human flesh sometimes surrender so easily as it grows weary. Seeing death everywhere and in every step, make the person wondering, it is all have the same end, so to surrender means giving her/his life voluntarily to the shark and the permission to be eaten. Admitting the power of the shark and his/her weaknesses to survive in a world is hardly sense to be true. You may consider this is the delusion of a weary soul, and yet it is a true life. Our paths in life take us into the wilderness to discover more about the darkness in the world. Wondering is there a true light. And where God from all of that. Vain battles draw us back to the second sin committed by Can & Able. Bothers and yet two different hearts they carried into the world. And in your journey of life ,you will live or witness the same story repeating itself due to the envy and jealous eye and heart. Think about it, what makes a person envy or being jealous of another even they hardly know each other. The devil won't stop putting such seeds within the hearts that are willing to be the master players of the game and gaining vain glory on the earth. In a competitive world nothing is real or authentic, all are running for their own personal gain. Where is the mission, it lost its essence to be true or be believed.
You see the world from a different lens. No more believing whatever you see. Seeking a deeper relationship with God as He is THE ONLY STRENGTH to trust and lean on. You are faced with critical points to ask yourself what are all these battles about if we really understand why hate , envy, jealousy could ever exist. If Iam made from nothing but dust. From dust we came and to dust we go back. In between there is a mission to be accomplished. To multiply and being fruitful in the land that was created for us, here on earth. And here comes the question how to multiply and being fruitful? According to God's will or the world will? We are faced by two wills and critical moments which to pursue. It all goes back to your heart, what you do truly want earn the world which will leave you once it is done from you either reckless , weary and helpless or prisoner or dead? That is the only end the world is giving , nothing eternal is promised, all temporary sparkle. All are vain. Or choosing the hard way to do YOUR HEAVENLY FATHER will, which is the toughest journey a person could ever have, nothing is rosy on this side, bleeding externally and internally till your final rest with YOUR HEAVENLY FATHER, figuring HIM smiling at you saying, WELCOME BACK HOME.
The choice may not please you in both ways there is a price to be paid. And You are faced with these critical moments of making a choice , both are hard, both have promises, both look easy at the beginning, and yet once you stepped there is no way back. One of the prices to may pay if the risk and exposure to danger anywhere any time. Thinking of these critical moments, as today while working my part time job , the busyness around made me break a glass and the glass scattered , I cleaned everything around, so strangely by the end of the day, I told myself OH! I haven't finished my coffee, and here instead of drinking it as usual before I leave,I decided to dump it and here i found a big piece of the broken glass in my coffee ,how it jumped into my mug? have no idea, That was a moment of heavenly protection and intervene again over my life, even I feel iam not safe where I am ,He is watching over me, each breath I take is glorifying HIM. Connecting my body, spirit ,Soul with Him , Even in the midst of my pain I see Him my HEAVENLY FATHER who I only trust. BY: ME" The old ancient woman"
