Another year has passed. Time went so fast. Lots to do and no time is enough to finish one task . Words come to my mind. I wonder if I will be able to do my day. My body is changing and I am feeling Iam chasing time. I know there is something wrong with my immune system and I am no longer like before. Thanking my Creator for the breath He gives me each time. Even I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, wondering if my life does matter, or if my existence does matter. I put before my eyes always two things" I was made from nothing but ashes and dust." The other," The whole world was created for me.:It's a Jewish tradition and I love to follow.
With all the competitive spirits I see around me, changing others to take the first seat, I always ask myself what this mean. I seek my peace within the little things I make. Praising Him The Mighty ONE. I don't give an ear anymore for any fake words. Hurt will happen and the main thing how we trust ourselves. So sad when I experience how humans belittle or dehumanize one another. To treat each other with respect, that is a tough thing to find anywhere you go. Yet, you have to stand your ground and be sure to who you do truly belong. You are not here on earth to glorify your name, you are here to glorify His name and reflect His awesome work He has created within you. Your heart ,your mind and your body is living for Him as One thing .The body may get weak ,yet your soul still alive and getting its strength from Him. Witnessing how we are like objects being used for little and once it is done the first thing to get rid of is "you" . So, hard to have a voice within a world that is controlled by money and power. who are you? You are nobody , in a world filled with figures never end. Having a dream , may lead to you end.
Even the worldly battle never ends, still there is this voice that is pointing me back to Him ," From ashes to ashes, from dust to dust" So choose your battles wisely and never stop to trust. Trusting Him for the day He is giving to you. Trusting Him for the work you do. It is all back to Him , all the worldly glory is vain one, only what is meant for Him will last. I am sorry Mr. World your standards are not mine. I have a higher standard than you. It is my Heavenly father standards . They are everlasting ones. They are the ones that nourish my soul and no other.
Carrying all my hopes and dreams to the new year 2018. My dear 2018 maybe I am weak in body so far ,yest my soul is still longing to a real true life here on earth . A life that reflects His mighty works in a frail body just like me. So, if you do not mind , lead me to the right path not the mysterious ways I walk through everyday. From ashes to ashes and from glory to glory . Holding so tight to the hope I found in Him. By:ME"THe Old ancient woman."
