It has been long time I haven't approached my blog to share something.Sometimes I do want to be away, looking at the real world around me, reconnecting with the natural beauty that gives me peace when I am troubled, confused and tired.There is alot happening in one day, it is not easy to capture each moment especially when you are drained by endless drama wondering are you really free?
As a child of God you ran to Him expressing everything you feel.You pour your heart to Him.God I don't know what to do? I have done what I thought one day is right. Day after day you come to a new understanding and perspective about who is God? and why God is in your life? Like a house is build on sinking sand or a solid rock? God you know me, we have thousands and thousands of conversations together, YOU never turn YOUR face unto me or ignored me or let me feel that Iam not heard the absolute opposite is always happening as YOU are present with me, within me. I am a piece of YOUR creation, You put Your breath into me to let me breathe. To breathe life. A life that each drop of it is declaring Your presence. YOU never been away from me. Yet, I have to live and experience the world regulations that mostly were and are built to control one another.
One day I asked myself if Man is given the absolute power over humans what will happen? With limited amount of power nations went down and nations went up.Lives went down and lives went up. like a roller coaster with supreme hydronics. I don't know there are these moments when we submerged into the heat of conversations, lose our connections with others, be separated and as a result they live this kind of imbalance. A reverse mechanism sometimes. Being frozen, unable to figure out or think of simple things that may appear so easy in the eyes of those who are around you.
It is that upbeat of a no sequence rhythm. No action or reaction. Your brain comes to a blockage, asking what was it in the first place? Trying to recall each detail how it started. Was it planned or driven by the force of social change? Or it is all about misunderstanding and lack of understanding? In all conditions you are trying to analyze and figure out the true equations that led to the results in hand right now. Nothing happens randomly or as it is said things just happen. No there are unrealized scope of surroundings and elements that interact together and you are hindering the process of certain thing to go as it is supposed to be due to your unawareness and ignorance.
Distractions are taking too much attention to understand the big picture. And you are giving these distractions to occupy a large space of your mind that results in false mechanism and co-ordination among the seen and the unseen. There are hidden truths and facts. All are leading to more distractions to occupy a huge space of your brain storage of experiences and awareness. That hidden truths and facts are covered within the barriers you are building within your mind. Zoning your life into unreal world you are living in.
With Rethinking and awakening moments of discoveries and realizations you are stretching yourself out of the prison of your thoughts and assumptions you built over the years. Thoughts that chained you within the world of fear and doubt. A world is shaped out of fear and doubt not a healthy world to live in. Everything will be questioned that results in wrong assumptions which will lead to a life of doubt and stress about each word or action always questioning motives and accumulating bad experiences and thoughts. This is not the will of God. He made everything beautiful for us. He granted us a whole universe and life so we can have a healthy life not sick painful one.
Realizing His beautiful creation and loving grace, changes you.You will not accept anything else other than His beauty, the spontaneous natural beauty within. Little by little your view to the world around you will change ,you will be able to see His unchangeable solid beauty within the universe. You allow yourself to listen to His whispering voice even in the midst of the storm. You know His presence within. Leaving behind all the doubts and fears that held you back for decades. Satisfied with the little in the hand as you know He understands you more than anyone else.
Keeping the journey to unfold itself. Reaching a sense of understanding , yet not fully or clear before the eye as His grace that is shown in every place you go, can anyone get what I say??????
